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Tuesday, May 31, 2005


Meadows, originally uploaded by Linda6769.

another of Linda's photos of her GERMAN VILLAGE. Reminds me yet again of my hometown of Interlaken, new york, usa. I would walk out into the countryside, on the rural roads, i could see 60 miles across cayuga lake!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

5th floor

5th floor, originally uploaded by freestone.

I have now my own camera, a used Canon Powershot a200.

I will begine to add my own pictures, to the Mix, here!

the view from the 5th floor, where i live, at georgia belle apartments, tallahassee. i can see hawks, hear owls. This in a city of 300,000.

Friday, May 27, 2005

I replied to someone, on a forum , to how this person writes that she dreams her dreams where she is not herself, but another person, in her dreams! She "is" that other person. I write about how I also experience this.

ever since about 1980, I have many, if not most, of my dreams have it where I
seem to BE someone else! The only common denominator seems to be that this has
to be an out of body dream where I go to one of the heavenworlds where we all go
to after we die.

I have seen and done things that this here Freestone guy would never ever in
his waking life do!

Things like a gay orgy with 20 naked men all writhing together as a group orgy!


how many way have I relived someone's death, let me not count the ways!

shooting. Falling off of a cliff. Drowning. Accidents....

I have seen Saddam, I have sat in Russian homes, Iraq cafes, French farms...Or
at least the astral equivalents.

I am beginning to feel, myself, that the ways of heaven itself are changing so
that "indivuality" will not mean what it means here on earth! I suspect that
we all will exchange bodies there as a normal thing. If I meet someone, I will
not talk about my life, he will re-live it!

I cannot now afford to have any bias towards any way of life or culture as I
Have Sometimes been there. Living AS a black man, in one dream. Doing satanic
rituals, in another. The gay orgy, more than one time. A woman too...

Thus any "ism" on earth, like alcoholism, in someone, why in heaven I might
spend heaven years living that earthly guy that I met, living as his

eventually, in the higher heavens, I suspect that only counsciouness IS! Anyone
can be anyone.
thus...If you do not like someone, here on earth, that "dislike" is a Touching,
a bonding" and you will live that in heaven. And he/she, you!
...And I think that this change has only been going on for 20 or 30 years, in
heaven [earthtime]. Something new in heaven, part of the "new heavens new
earth" that the bible writes of, after the end times finishes.

--- In greatdreams-forum@yahoogroups.com, "C... Wrote:

> I do this as well... Seeing through another's eyes.

> I have "tuned in" to others too...
[another person replies that she too dreams her dreams as if she were another person, experiencing though that
person's eyes!]

> C.....
[my reply to her]

Hi C..., hi all!

I believe that this is Interesting Stuff! Important Stuff!

Not only am I amazed at all of this, I feel that this type of dreaming is relatively "new"; has occurred only within the last 40 or so years. I would imagine that this has always occurred, but since 1960, more people have experienced this. Perhaps in the earlier past, only "adepts" who were Initiated and old old souls have had dreams like of this, or "ordinary" people during times of great Importance, in their dreams lives as they lived on earth.
But, nowadays, more of the "ordinary" middle aged souls experience this, and experience this more, during their lives.
I have a further theory: that these dreams portend a great change in the heavens too, for us all, when we get there to live, as us Astral travelers now make short trips only. That there must be some "great sea change" in the way that the heavens are being re-constituted, to reflect this "new age to come"! [after the end times...A new heaven and a new earth" {the Bible}]

and what might *be* this new heaven? [freestone only conjectures from his own astral travel experiences]
----that there is a fundamental change in what it means to be an "individual"! An individual soul. I suspect that the "old' heaven had it where when I die, I am myself, a soul called "freestone" who looks like me, only maybe at 30 years old.
but now...??
perhaps there is a fundamental difference between the "I" and "what I am aware of"! This sentence, above, sounds so abstract, but to me it is OH so revolutionary! If the "I" were inviolate, always in its Castle of self, then I would say that I live in my soul, I "am" my soul, aware of other souls around me, in, say, a room. But if the "I" were of this new order of things, then "I" is interchangeable! There is no difference between one "I" and another!
thus they can interchange at will. If I peer out of your eyes with all of your memories and feelings and mind-images, that you have, as my "outer circle" of awareness, then I am YOU!!
I ALSO suspect that this is anything but random! [oh another mind-blower!!] what would constitute my "I" becoming "your soul" would probably be through some Contact, either within the earthly
past or from some encounter in heaven. That is.....If I were to "touch" you while I and you were alive on earth, then we two could "interchange" in the afterlife. And I am not even sure an "interchange" is required either as I is I: true Merging!
---and just *what* would constitute a "Contact"?!! Well, for sure, two souls relating with each other, even for a minute. But I THINK there is more! From my own experience, I sense that even if I look at a photogragh of a person, or hear the voice. Maybe even reading, in words, about this person!
[maybe this is why the Saddam!] even people in the paper, reading about the serial killer or the boy scout leader doing good things for the boys in some small town!
but I think that there is something about the Internet, any contact there to another person is, I feel, *much* more "binding"
as the internet itself, I feel, is the spiritual analogy to the
"Vine" that is the vine of Jesus....."I am the Vine and ye all are the branches thereof", where the internet is the earthly analogy for
the interconnectedness of all souls through the Christ, in heaven!

now for the "mindblowing" aspect of this! The Manner of the contact will translate to how I "receive" it as you when I am you, in heaven! Oh so so "abstract" but what this means in actuality
is...If I, a husband, verbally abuse my wife, while we live together on earth, in the afterlife, I will EXPERIENCE, as her, all of her feelings, heightened and intensified as per how heaven does this
"intensification", all of her feelings resulting from my abuse!!

in a sentence.
"what goes around comes around".
"what ye do unto others, ye do to yourself"!


If you give out love, you will get that as you experience as the person you loved, this love.

-----As I will briefly elaborate: since about 1980, any dream that I have, I never ever can be now sure that it is I, freestone" that is doing the experience of this dream! That dream where I approached Saddam: would he had also seen me looking like the earthly Freestone Wilson, or would he have seen me as someone he knew, a fellow Iraqian?! I do not know. [I wonder how it will be, some day, as surely I will have to do this, to live *AS* Saddam?!
to experience some or all, of his life?]
I can think of a valid reason: suppose in a "counseling/soul healing" sense, if I were a healer, I would become the "I" of Saddam where I =the I of Saddam; one I for two souls. I would then remember the few good experiences that "I" had, in my childhood, the few wonderful experiences that might have made Saddam a kinder man.
In effect, by having myself recall them, Saddam recalls them, where he could not do it on his own. Thus in a sense, as he "remembers"
his childhood, he can go back to that state and then with the help of other Teachers, begin to Start from There, to begin a positive soul journey upwards in progression of spirit.

[another idea: that this type of "I = I" dreaming, is being done, now, more by souls that are in earthly trainings to become soul
counselors and healers, in the afterlife realms. Maybe after the great 2005-2011 disasters send from 2% TO 80% of the world's souls into heaven faster, then Spirit needs all the helpers than can Enlist, for this "career". I, myself, have been Told, that I will
be a such healer, after I die!]

anyway: using this Saddam dream as an example, my suspicion is that I am not done with him by any means.

well, I have rambled on long enough perhaps...Time to post this, but
as I now walk the earth, in my daily walks, anyone that I meet, whether a young girl, a homeless psychotic, a office clerk, an alcoholic, a gay man: I AM EACH ONE OF THEM, in, now, a profound profound sense!! And, I will have to do "psychic ecology", as I think and feel about each person that I meet upon the street, I would now want to feel good about


Thursday, May 26, 2005

reality check

may26_05 Keuka Lake marsh

may26_05 Keuka Lake marsh, originally uploaded by freestone.

The Marsh is a "Class I" protected Wetland located at the northern end of Keuka Lake in the Finger Lakes Region of New York State.

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005


image006, originally uploaded by markwgallagher.

from www.flickr.com

[the oncoming sandstorm appoaching the Iraq airbase.]

I post this photo, not only to rave about that
flicker site, but that there is an option, in flickr, that
"blows me away" [pun intended!]!

As one looks at the individual photo, on a person's photo site, in flickr, there is an option for "all sizes"
at the top of the photo. when clicked on, the orignal uploaded photo comes up, in its ORIGINAL SIZE! often that means a "huge photo", fills nearly all of the monitor screen, like of that
sandstorm photo, here.
[go to the link to try this!
There is something about "looking through a huge window" compared to "peering through a peephole", that makes a photo seem near as real as life, as if one is using the computer monitor *as* a window! This sandstorm was awesome, no comparison, in its huge size. of couse some original photos might be seen sidewise, or even smaller, but i think that the high quality, hi res photos, were uploaded in the large size format!
[try this on the link for the german village photo, if i had posted it, further back down, on the blog!]

I am Impressed!


My way from the village to the hills

I am going to spend some Time with this!
so many photos of a german village.

Friday, May 20, 2005

Garden in May

Garden in May, originally uploaded by Linda6769.

Uploaded by Linda6769 on 13 May '05, 1.38pm EDT.

This photo, like her other series of photos of this small german village, i find wonderfull. I came from a town about that same size, Interlaken, in Upstate new York, the Finger Lakes region. I lived there in the 90s.
so peacefull and quiet.

Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 6:47 pm Post subject: dream of a DE-pressing world!


hi all...

last night's dream!

I was aware that I was somewhere in a small city by a lake. I stood on this street or road, I had a distinct depressing feeling. The very air was grey looking. I saw cars that looking NOTHING like cars of today or cars of any era! Heavy metal. Clunky. No plastic in *this* world, I guess!
[cars had heavy metal bodies]
The cars were mostly black or red in color. These cars, as well as the buildings, the people's clothes, the very faces of the walking-by people, all had given to me a distinct feeling of..."No imagination, no enthusiasm, no hope".

someone told me..."The fortunate ones are the ones who are dead"....

everything that was built had a simple clunkness to it.

Looked a bit like the 1930s, and then life was stuck in the 1930s, for 70 years!

---a "probable, possible future"?!
.....An alternate reality?
.....Life on an alien planet?!

Then I had a deep voice speak. As if there was a moderator or guide behind my back, someone who might have brought me to here to see this place.
He told me that what I am seeing was NOT a possible future, not a probable world or even an alternate reality! He then told me that this place was the regular American world, but the scenes were of a "drama"
created by spirits, as a "teaching movie"!
[I was watching a imagination created by spirits. I have read, years ago, that whatever is created by a spirit, or especially by a group of spirits who specialize in this, as a bit of imagination, of mental images; and then Given to someone down on earth, in a dream or in a meditation, while
this "imagination" is only that, to the spirit residents, this mental image[s],
when gotten by an earth dweller, are MORE real to him than even his waking life's outer images! I suspect many prophecies, here on this group, are of this!]

anyway. This guide then spoke of how something is profoundly missing, in this civilization, if "something" had not occurred years ago, a something that DID occur, here on earth, in our reality, and this drama was to show what would have been the result of this "something", if it did not occur at all!
no science, of the 50s, NO "newage/hippie" of the 60s/70s!
no internet.
in fact, none of the "quickening" of the 1960-2005+ occurs at all!

thus the world-reality resulting would be something like the 1890 "great depression" to continue and continue, on and on.

why was I shown this?
---there was a further suggestion, by the guide, that a few people, in the last 100 years, Made a Difference, and what they "seeded" was of utter importance!
[the tipping point, maybe, like of the "100th monkey"; because *this* or *that* individual failed to do his/her thing, the critical mass was not reached, and the Ignition was not done!

no hope and no future and every object made was for Utility only, no imagination or "flight of the soul and spirit" inner imaginations!

the Point?!!

----maybe to tell me that anyone *could* be the Tipper, of something, of anything, in our society! Someone could be even thinking of an Idea, the 269th person to think this, this year, and a critical mass has been done so
that at number 269, the idea goes Critical, and soon everyone is aware of this idea!

---a farmer walks along the road and see his neighbor lift up a huge rock hammer and bring it down upon a huge rock and at this not-so-hard blow, the rock shatters.
"nice show there Zeek", he says....

Zek replies," yeah, you should have seen my other 49 blows that I hit upon this rock, before you came along! Each blow must have made a zillion tiny cracks but I could not see them, but each blow contributed to the crackings until all the rock went at once!"

suppose this Zeek gave up on the 47th blow?!!


Thursday, May 19, 2005

Hi all....

I was reminded of this interesting little "something" the other day!

I once read that in the late middle ages, there was a great revival in
eastern Europe and in Spain, of Jewish kabbalist mystics.

Hard to believe or not, this is the true situation. To confirm not only the extraordinary "denominationism" in Judaism, but also the low-profile yet very real dominance of the Kabbalists over Judaism?s quasi-anarchic splinter groups, we call on the statements of several knowledgeable Jewish observers:

Hasidic Judaism, for example, one of the larger groups, was founded by...

"Israel ben Eliezer (1700-1760).... He and his disciples attract many followers and establish numerous Hasidic sects. The European Jewish opponents of Hassidim (known as Mitnagdim) argue that one should follow a more scholarly approach to Judaism. Some of the more well-known Hasidic sects include Breslover, Lubavictch (Chabad), Satmar, Gerer, and Bobover Hasidim...." 1

That?s five "denominations" in just the Hasidic sects that are "well-known".

A perceptive Hasidic Jew living in Minnesota, USA tells us further that:

"...there are lots of different groups [of Hassidim]. Lubovitchers are best known...but there are many other Hasidic groups [that] are equally important in the Hasidic world..

Before the Holocaust, there were a lot more Hasidic sects...than there are today. Some of the better known ones...are: Amshinov, Alecsander, Belzer, Bobover, Bostoner, Boyaner, Breslov, Ger (Gur),Karlin-Stoliner, Kloisenberger, Lubovitcher (Chabad), Modzitzer, Muncatz, Radziner, Satmar, Skvirer, Slonimer, Tauscher, Vizhnitzer, etc., etc., etc.
[ from
http://www.fixedearth.com/kabbala%20III.htm ]

The article that I read says that a large group of these kabbalist mystics had somehow "gotten" a message that sometime in the distant future the Age will roll over to the next age, with all the Old testament Extra Added Attractions that go with this. This number is that when
the WORD that is this number is on everyone's lips and also that this number [name] unites the world, interconnects the whole world, it is Time that the age rolls over until the next age!

I seem, in my post, to "confuse" the Name with the Number!
this is so because in Kabalism, every number can be turned in to letters, and vis-versa!

As in "numerology"!

These Jewish mystic would take the number and turn each number into the equivalent Jewish letter. "1" would be "Aleph" and "12" would
be "aleph Beth" like in "AB", of course.

just what Name is revealed from the Number?!!
the name that unites the world interconnectedly and is on
everyone's lips [the fad of the day, the "hot topic" in life and business]?

I do not recall that Number, sports fans, but I remember the letters that
are represented.

one *little* problem: the Jewish alphabet does not use VOWELS!
[the reader has to insert them himself!]
thus this numberword that infers the Time of the age roll over, is nothing but a series of consonants, and *YOU* have to find vowels for them!

NM is "name"
BKMRK is "bookmark"!

I know this series of consonants, there are only four of them, and when this set of four letters is the "fad" of the whole world and connects everyone to another, Tis Time for the Change!
[minus vowels, of course!]


has lightning struck from the sky?!
a mouthful, eh?

so put *that* in your pipe and smoke it!
put *that* in your URL address window and click it!


Wednesday, May 18, 2005


kudzu, originally uploaded by zen..

"kudzu" from Zen's www.flickr.com

my comment to his pic:
----good grief!!

I knew a man who bought a house in april, then moved to Alaska to work until November. when he came home to move in, he could not find his house! all his acre of land had, was a mound of kudzu, nothing else showing!

rules to plant it.
1..a shovel to dig the hole for the cutting.
2...a bucket of water to water it.
3...a machete knife so that you can get away!

Hi all....

last night, the early am of the 18th, I had a small dream, the last dream of some astral series, that was dreamed this morning.
Here I was, standing on a road out in the open air countryside and there appeared in front of me, as I had walked up to it, a two inch wide crack in the road! Not only a couple of inches wide, one side of the ground was about an inch above the other land on the other side of this crack. Ah....What struck me was that this here crack stretched from horizon to horizon! I had also the feeling that this crack extended downwards to bedrock and then way way down below even that bedrock.

then I heard a voice! The "proverbial voice in the sky"!
the man's voice said, The two ages have separated, the new age has begun. However, the Changes have for the time being, stopped, and this stoppage will continue for an unknown period of time"!
....End of dream.


after all, I had been warned in dreams for months and months, now, that I might die soon. If this dream is personal, then it means that my life on earth is over, but I will "stand at the Threshold" of heaven's gate, for awhile, almost as if I live a bit in heaven while still here on earth! I might have one year, two years, or many more; living as if I am "stuck" with one foot in heaven and one foot still here on earth!

If this here dream is referring to the collective, in addition or also, this would infer that the
"new fourth [or five, depending on how this is counted] dimensional vibrations, of the new age, for us all, has started very very recently, but that we all are still here on earth, instead of living in the "ascended" realms! Thus we all are living a bit, now, as if we are living in a spirit world with SPIRITUAL LAWS activated, to govern our soul lives, while still living in the material world with ITS laws still operative!

there could be great opportunities for spiritual growth, to manifest your dreams; but great conflicts too, such as the person who genetically needs to eat meat, feeling the ever
increasing "feeling pain" over the killing of animals!
also "dangerous" as this also infers that "cause and effect" is quicker, that is, what you pray for you will get ever the faster, now, with more intense results and one had better begin to "work" on the negativities that are buried deep in the unconsciousness, as these negativities will ALSO
get what they want, in the life expressions, too!!

Too, the message also says that this condition will be here for awhile, until ????, the speaker/guide did not know or that "only the Lord knows"!
2011 is 6 years away. Could last that long, maybe not.
Also, this dreamvision infers that there will not be any more "crack separations"?
for awhile either: the foreseen great earthchanges, seen and foreseen by the psychics and prophets, here on the forums, and elsewheres, why their changes are now on Hold too!

so we all, at least myself, have a bit more time, more Grace, more time to have our "Indian summer".

this Condition must be Unique, In the histories of galactic planets in our galaxy[I ramble a bit more on this]. Here the
higher dimensional laws and conditions are supposed to becoming Operative, as if we all have become Ascended, but instead of living in a spirit world with its laws and Conditions, we are still on the earthsphere with its laws and conditions!
thus we are now living with one foot in heaven and one foot still firmly planted here on earth! Use your Imagination to consider what our lives will become like! [make for a good fantasy novel: the conflicts and opportunities abound, for each soul, for each nation!]
In a sense, as two worlds cannot co-exist in the same vibration, our immediate futures could be very *very* interesting!


Tuesday, May 17, 2005

duplicate post.

Monday, May 16, 2005


Grady9623a, originally uploaded by freestone.

Grady9623a - a 1996 Blue Bird International from Grady County Schools in Cairo, GA. Also on a field trip at Ruby Diamond when photographed.

Json, my friend, collects schoolbuses, he has hundreds and hundreds of school bus photos! I, myself, never knew that there are so so many!

Saturday, May 14, 2005

yes, if you discover that your blog has gotten so wide that the articles do not fit on the computer screen and you have to "sidescroll" for every line *AND* that there seems to be no way to set the margins, that works, in your template, read what i posted in my
weblog, where i found the FIX for this vexing problem!

my post-screen was near twice as wide as the monitor screen, before i fixed this!!

maybe my article will help someone here....

I hope i finely fixed that wide wide screen where you cannot see the whole
page on one screen!

Now you can go read my posts about links that i have found, with small reviews, where the whole thing is now easy to read!!
I began this blog just as a repository for all the links that i found, as i could not save them in explorer in the public library computers at the University!

If anyone here has the same trouble, the solution is, to make very sure that in your postpage, all html lines [links] are as short, or shorter, then the width of the page. as these do NOT "wrap", the whole line of the link is posted and if the link is long, the page widens to accomodate it! thus then the page is so wide that the print cannot fit on the width of the computer screen, a XZTVX to read!

One has to be very very carefull here, as often that link that you html code write out *looks* to be short enough, but often it is not.

just be sure to check the post after you post it, then you will know for sure.

a large photo will do the very same thing!

this problem is even more apparent in the link sidebar, a long link will push the sidebar out to hold it. also those "boxes" for
links to sites that have you enter the code, often the "box" that is part of the code is larger than the sidebar.

I have had to place the long huge java-type boxes at the bottom of the weblog, thus in the template that you choose, be sure to
have a template that permits links to be placed UNDER the blog-posts. lots of room there.


Friday, May 13, 2005


This is a test post


Scr6, originally uploaded by freestone.

Daggerfall. I read that if you walked across the gameworld, this gameworld would be the size of England!
So many bugs, as no one programmer had seen it all, rumor has it that there are Features in this game that no one has yet to discover!

---a site that has all the info on this game, it plays well in win 98 or even XP!

I read where someone came up out of the starting dungeon, onto the gameworld, out of the bunker. he began to walk. he walked for an hour or more then he looked at the overMap. The map showed that he did not move at all, and he saw that there were over 2000 towns! He gave up, being overwhelmed.

there are people who prefer this game over Morrowind, the next chapter in the elderscrolls series!


Scr0, originally uploaded by freestone.

the ancient DOS game of daggerfall. The previous installment of the Elderscrolls series, of which Morrowind is the currant.
A village.


Scr2, originally uploaded by freestone.

I have just begun this game yet again, was Quite the game in 1995! 400 meg install. daggerfall.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Outdid myself, in the dream dept. last night!!

one of those first person, i was there, dreams. I was someone else, living his life.

Dream begins when I awake to the dream where i am sitting in a bar cafe in a small city somewheres, i found later, up north, maybe in upstate new york around Rochester or syracuse, a small town near those cities.
I feel depressed. I am surrounded by tables full of other depressed mostly men, men who are fat, in the "wrong" kind of fat, fat that indicates a kind of Real slothfullness! the air is full of cigarette smoke, so thick that one could cut it with a knife!!
[*that* tells me that the man that i "am", might be "dead", the time of a smoke filled bar ending years ago. this man might be now living in the spirit world!]

next scene:
I am now walking out into the countryside, from my town. i had just moved there from the South, recently, looking for better work of some kind and i have yet to find it. The summer is near over and i dread the cold to come, i miss the south. Got to find work. there is little meaning in my life and i know it and i know that there is more to life than to sit depressed all day, those men in the bar, for instance, have not taken a hand in their own lives, to direct their lives.

Next scene:
I am now standing in a field, a late summer day, almost dark and i am so so tired, having done this "walkabout" all day long. need to get a grip on my "life meaning".
I fall down on the soft grass and immediately fall asleep!
I have a dream [in a dream i dream of having a dream!] I repeat, sitting somewheres, my ruminations of the hours before! then, I sense that there are people in the air above me! i look up to see a whole group of people "up there" floating in the air and then even a few more people above them. the upper people have a Golden glow around their heads. the bottom-most people: somone then began to tell me about how all of life is inspired by angels and souls from the heavenworlds and there are the "golden Ones" who direct it all. The master souls are in charge, Jesus and the others...
The speaker then told of how my life should follow my pre-incarnational agreement path.........
"....", as there was much that i cannot remember, the dream can not tell, in worlds, of the deep awe-feelings that came to this dreamer, as he beheld these angels!

next scene: he wakes up and eventually walks back to town, i can see that the town has maybe only about 3000 people in it, by the size of the business district. but i could also see small factories around, out in the country. he re-enters the barcafe and then finds out how the couple who own it are nice people. [from now on, his life is much much more optimistic!]

next scene: he takes a walk out into the poorer section of town. he sees a group of about 5 or 8 black men having a "behind the house social". he hears them talk, they all sound so happy and so ebulently laughing, he wants to find out why and how they are so such! he hesitates to intrude, he gets up some courgage and he walks up to them all. after a few minutes of akwardness, they sense that he means well, and they tell him about how the Union pays a good wage, for being so blue collar, and that Life Is Good. their families are good and the poor houses are cheap to keep up. He walks away impressed, he senses that they all have "soul", and that is Important.

next scene: that night he dreams yet again. and i again dream his dream as if i dreamed it myself. After some vague motions of walking along a street, he enters a house and then other people enter from other doors. I see that most, if not all, of the people are of the Afro race. men and women. eventually maybe there were about 12 to 15 people in the room. what happens next is very VERY hard to find words for as all words will mean something else in addition to what i mean: take me ten pages to try to tell, so i will truncate severely! music began to play, but the sounds came not from any Device, the singing came from a person not present in the room: this room is in the spirit worlds and another soul, outside of the group, linked to the group, was singing. the song was a black blues very "old soul" kind of singing. As if a mississippi blues singer had found Meaning to his life, in the spirit worlds, and this meaning-feeling was being broadcast into the group. his "tone" was that of...."life is rich and full, of meaning and of spirit and that we all are connected to each other and all through Spirit, with the great Spirit above animating all. I heard also 'not angry"
hiphp/rap songs too, coming from others somewheres else.
Too...theere were several black men present who looked to be "shamans" or spiritual leaders, when alive on earth, maybe from the afro spiritist religion days, of Umbanda/santarista/voodoun! there were several very very charasmic "medicine men" type of people there, in dress and garb that infers to me such of a earthly life. It then dawned on me that this group of 15 people were linked to maybe hundreds, thousands, of other people, far away, as if everyone was "connected", and that all the outside people knew what is going on in the room, the "ultimate" cell phones!!
a "group orgy" without the sex! but as if the "orgasm" involved everything!! very hard to explain. every thought, every feeling, every image, was sexually charged AS
a sex experience, as if the private parts sex orgasim is "transfered" to every other possible experience: life BECOMES a sex experience in every way, every moment and second!

a kind of merging of souls.....

everyone could see, hear, experience, anything that anyone else had experienced, in their lives, all sexually charged in a kind of mystical union! each "I", of a person" experiences all other "I's", as themselves! thus there was just one I there.
and...to a great extant, all of the other souls, no matter how distant, expereinced this Union too!
Then everyone separated from this "great hug", and began to leave the room. I felt a great sense that even as we left, that on a higher vibrational level, the separation does not occur: that this mystical sexual union was...IS still going on, and that it will never EVER end! thus for those 15 people, whether spirits/souls, or other out of body people, they are now connected for Life, on earth, and for ever
after they die!

----end of dream.

I suspect this dream of the Union occured to this person, in response to why those black men were so HAPPY! even i could tell, as he talked to them, that their happyness comes from a far far deeper source than of mere jobs and good living conditions! they were connected to souls and spirits both in body and out of body, connected in a way far more "connected" than of "mere" physical sex union!
connected too, to the Shamans and healer priests, from maybe other African times or from other distant countries, like of Brazil, where the Spiritist religions are very alive and well, there. yes, connected even as they live in a nother usa town and work in a factory.
too, this event is also a reflection of this man's sleeping dream as he lay on the grass, where he experienced the angels who are in turn being guided by the GOLDEN ONES above them. all are thus interconneted, from the top level of spirit on down to him!

inference: there is a great mystery of the black race, from this event!
we do not know the black race, at all! there is so much to learn, that is not of "mind", from them!
inference: many many people separated by distance and even time, are closer to each other than even "man/wife" and "mother/child"!!
a SOUL FAMILY, where each individual is part of another individual!
inference: this dreamer that i seemed to "first person follow" is also thus connected! I, the "follower", me, freestone, as i had the experience alng with them all, am also connected to this large group of people!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


art-CRW_2645, originally uploaded by freestone.

from www.morguefile.com
public no-copyrite site.

from www.morguefile.com
many picutes in public domain

---a post that i made, in some message board.

Yahoo News
may 10,2005

Gay Men Respond Differently to Pheromones By RANDOLPH E. SCHMID, Associated Press Writer
3 minutes ago

WASHINGTON - The sexual area of a gay man's brain works a lot like that of a woman when exposed to a particular stimulus, researchers say.


In an experiment, men and heterosexual women sniffed a chemical from the male hormone testosterone. The homosexual men's brains responded differently from those of heterosexual males, and in a similar way to the women's brains.

"It is one more piece of evidence ... that is showing that sexual orientation is not all learned," said Sandra Witelson, an expert on brain anatomy and sexual orientation at the Michael G. DeGroote School of Medicine at McMaster University in Ontario, Canada.

Witelson, who was not part of the research team, said the findings clearly show a biological involvement in sexual orientation.

The study, published in Tuesday's issue of Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, was done by researchers at the Karolinska Institute in Stockholm, Sweden.

They exposed heterosexual men and women and homosexual men to chemicals derived from male and female sex hormones. These chemicals are thought to be pheromones ? molecules known to trigger responses such as defense and sex in many animals.

Whether humans respond to pheromones has been debated, although in 2000 American researchers reported finding a gene that they believe directs a human pheromone receptor in the nose.

The brains of different groups responded similarly to ordinary odors such as lavender, but differed in their response to the chemicals thought to be pheromones, lead researcher Ivanka Savic said.

The Swedish researchers divided 36 subjects into three groups ? heterosexual men, heterosexual women and homosexual men. They studied the brain response to sniffing the chemicals, using PET scans. All the subjects were healthy, unmedicated, right-handed and HIV-negative.

When they sniffed scents like cedar or lavender, all of the subjects' brains reacted only in the olfactory region that handles smells.

But when confronted by a chemical from testosterone, the male hormone, portions of the brains active in sexual activity were activated in straight women and in gay men, but not in straight men, the researchers found.

The response in gay men and straight women was concentrated in the hypothalamus with a maximum in the preoptic area that is active in hormonal and sensory responses necessary for sexual behavior, the researchers said.

When the female hormone estrogen was used, there was only a response in the olfactory portion of the brains of straight women. Homosexual men had their primary response also in the olfactory area, with a very small reaction in the hypothalamus, while heterosexual men responded strongly in the reproductive region of the brain.

Savic said the group is also doing a study involving homosexual women, but those results are not yet complete.

In a separate study looking at response to body odors, researchers in Philadelphia found sharp differences between gay and straight men and women.

"Our findings support the contention that gender preference has a biological component that is reflected in both the production of different body odors and in the perception of and response to body odors," said neuroscientist Charles Wysocki, who led the study.

It's hard to see how a simple choice to be gay or lesbian would influence the production of body odor, he said.

Wysocki's team at the Monell Chemical Senses Center studied the response of 82 heterosexual and homosexual men and heterosexual and homosexual women to the odors of underarm sweat collected from 24 donors of varied gender and sexual orientation.

They found that gay men differed from heterosexual men and women and from lesbian women, both in terms of which body odors gay men preferred and how their own body odors were regarded by the other groups.

Gay men preferred odors from gay men, while odors from gay men were the least preferred by heterosexual men and women and by lesbian women in the study. Their findings, released Monday, are to be published in the journal Psychological Science in September.

The Swedish research was funded by the Swedish Medical Research Council, the Karolinska Institute and the Magnus Bergvall Foundation. Wysocki's research was supported by the Monell Center.

___ ........................


well well well...
I guess we all now have a choice.
1...Now let gay people have all the rights that are inferred by being human, in 2005 America! Marry, raise children, teach grade school, etc,etc. In other words, accept them as normal UNCHANGEABLE human beings, as they were gay at three months
into term, as embryos!
2...Find a way to test embryos, then abort, or euthanasia all homo babies!
3...Just keep in denial, muddle through, keep the hypocrisy going, especially in the churches, so that gay people will have to turn to alternate religions.

I suspect that they might find another Very hot Potato, if there DARE to try to find it: to find that child sex men are also wired before birth, for this "childlove"!
And...Just as hardwired and unchangeable.

I see hard times ahead, for the moralists.....

for we are a people of denial and self-repression!

anyway, I sense that "objective science" will still give to us all a lot of
surprises! In a sense, science will overthrow morals, at least in this case.

I suspect that there are a LOT of things, in our thinkings, psychology, our lives, that are hardwired and not envirnmental at all, and not discovered yet.

I, myself, here in these forums, note that i tread a very dangerious stance, where i say...."everything has truth in it, and every 'white" thing has a bit of "darkness' in it, and vis versa! Too...everything is interelated and interconnected.
I have already felt the heat, in several of my postings, here, as there are quite a few people here who are very Moral, in black and white thinkings!
thus they offend very easyily. Whatever stance "you" have, i can write a five page paper taking the opposite stance to be True!

[note that in previous posts, i could, and have, praised a moral extreme stance, on *this* or *that* topic, a post that would be seemingly out of place, for such a "intelligent" person that i put myself across to be!
Yes, i have, as there IS Truth in each stance, even the most extreme "left-right" position....for instance: some women should become a CEO or professional person, but some women should do a "taliban", stay home and nurture the husband and kids! there is Truth in everything! And, i would have very strong feelings *for* that position, as i write my post, as i would feel the "trueness" of even the most radical extreme stance!
Simple example: i agree with Both the christian/antichristian stances, both the "moral judgements" *and* the "no one can be judged this way, christians are too too moralistic". Both attitudes are True: both attitudes are wrong!
It is YOU that has to Choose which truth is true for your own particular life, at any given moment. "Situational Ethics" to the extreme!!]

there is truth in everything, thus if i say...."some gay men have a more caring, loving, touching, relationship than for most normal man-women marrages", red flags go up! of course some do! just as, say, the Jehovah's Witness
church, for some people, it really really IS, for them, the One real path for spirit development! or, for that matter, the [fill in the blank]
cult, *any* cult!
many "end timers", i see, look to see "them" "get their rightious punishment", at the end times, for being the way they are, a way of life that offends the morals of the end timer of that particular stance!


think: "the woman of the well of samaria", at that time the prostitute was at the bottom of the bottom, and Jesus felt she was Worthy of salvation!
thus any "endtimes/earthchanges", if this happens, i do not see that this will be as a punishment for being morally deviant! God loves us all,
even [fill in the blank] people! we all will go into the light, then, with welcoming open arms of the Angels: not into a redsky hellworld of punishment for living a life that others find offensive or "wrong"!


Monday, May 09, 2005

A series of astral travels where i am taken by guides to see places on heaven and earth, and of the Great Outpouring of spirit, soon, upon the earth!!

---A dream from my other files, from a while ago!

....Oh what Interesting astral travel, OBE, dreams I
had last night!!
*that*, sports fans...Is the Understatement of the

Yes, I am amazed at my dream experiences. Only I do
not call these experiences dreams as they are
Experiences. There were several last night.
.....A Guide appeared to me and this guide wanted to
show to me how
sleeping people are guided into having OBE
experiences, to see astrally the earthplane and to see
heavenworlds too!
The two of us then went out of the astral heavens to a
lady's house, on earth, where she was sleeping and shortly
thereafter, the three of us were floating twenty feet
above the road in front of her rural home. I went,
with her upwards several hundred feet and then I saw
what she saw: she peered upwards at the glowing stars,
but what became apparent was, as if she were
peering DOWN onto earth's landscape from about 500
feet. But the land that she saw was not her earth home, it
was a land in Heaven!
Instead of stars she saw hundreds of dwellings and
forests and fields, of heavenland!! My guide then
told me..."Now that she has seen that heaven is
real.....Lets hope she remembers this upon
awakening we ought to give to her a Memory that she can recall, later, after she awakes.

[If she can remember this dream that is NOT a dream, of heaven, she could
then, in her life, always know that she will go to heaven after
she dies, and then not be so caught up in the identification with the material world's values!]

then we both
hit her head real hard with our hands so that she, while yet asleep and dreaming,
she then could actually feel the blows and thus she would wake
up: my guide was afraid that if she kept on sleeping,
she would awaken in the morning and not remember this
experience of experiences!
thus we both hit her and she woke up, this dream now
burned into her memory!

...My next out of body dream scene. The two of us, guide and myself,
were somewheres in the state of Texas, by a lake,
the guide showing me a ruins, in a field, of some
sect's camp. It was obvious, to me, that this place, this burnt out place,
was once a religious "camp" of some kind [Koresh/Branch davidrarians-Waco??!] then both of us
flew eastwards over the wooded, fielded, landscape
to....A black couple, in their home, somewheres in
Louisiana! The black man wanted to keep looking for
work in the oil fields and she wanted to go home to
mother, east
of the river: they were about to split, we listened
to the arguments: this marriage will not work!

.....Next scene. A man in a lab somewheres, we
talked about how the material that he is working with
is....Speakers for a sound system...A copy of the
earth's speakers but made of a different material than
of the physical. [this place is in the afterlife. Probably a lab for making
speakers for audio systems that exist *in* heaven.
yes, stereo and computers in the afterlife!!].
inference: that speakers exist in heaven, probably
computers and the internet too!! They may not look
like the earthly counterparts, but serve the same

...Next scene. An amazing place, looked like a large
"church social meeting hall with dining tables filling
the hall": all the 100+
tables had white tablecloths, with dishes and food.
then, many many people came in and sat down to eat
and to socialize. It became apparent soon that me and
my guide were at some large social gathering of
MEDIUMS! Most were women, and nearly all were heavy
and weighed about 200 pounds each, if they were people
of earth: but they were residents of a heavenrealm so
that weight does not matter! This meeting was in one of the heavenworlds.
[there is food in the afterlife!]

[once a pyschic at a
camp in new York state told me that this is so, that
most psychics and mediums are a bit
heavy..."Overweight" as the more body cells that one
has, the more astral ectoplasim spirit matter can be
generated by their bodies so to connect with the
spirit world with!] I sat at the very back end
table, at the very very left end, in the experience of the 100 tables, above. I sat there perhaps as I was
"new", or perhaps that all the mediums were RESIDENTS
of heavenworld and I was not! The lady to my
immediate right was a 250 pound black "mamie"...She
had about ten small "babies" all around her, in the
air, floating in the air! She must either be a
"mother" in another place, in spirit, where the babies go
if they die, on earth, very young, *as* a baby, or that she oversees a bunch
of babies on earth, as a guide, and these
babies around her are the astral projections of her charges, sleeping
in various cribs, in homes, on the earth!

.......Next scene. A more or less "formal"
meeting between me, my guide, and a group of people
from this medium meeting. These were the leaders of
this group of people. All of them wore white robes
that had a faint but distinctive tinge of green to the
color, a certain type of green that I have seen before
in books of spirits, a green that means..."Healers of
our talk?
it was about how I am Joining with them, becoming one
of the members of this group. There was inference
that the Purpose of this group, one group amongst
many similar groups, in heaven,....Was to have
each member go to the earthplane, in spirit, to be
Guides to living people, one on one. They talked of a
Great Oncoming Event, here on earth, in a year or
three, an event that could be much like the PENTECOST
a few weeks after Jesus's death, where the Pentecostal
"dove" descends, spirit outpours down upon the
earthsphere and heaven and earth become *very* very
the earth's people will have a huge spiritual revival
and the New Religion will be a "Spiritualist" religion
where everyone will have a direct perception of spirit
and their own connections with spirit. There will be
guides for each person.
"a few months to a year or so, from now"...I had the
feeling. However "time" has a different flow in heaven, so
that "one year" in heaven, could be ten years here on earth!!

so from what I have overheard, sports fans.....In my
being with these souls, that there will be very very
soon, maybe in a year, maybe in ten years...This great
GREAT outpouring of spirit upon the earth and vast
numbers of guides will contact the earthpeoples. It
will be like that great outpouring of spirit upon the
disciples shortly after Jesus ascended, and the Gifts
of spirit were given. To each person, though, not
like of a whole church or nation. Each person will
have the Awakening of his soul into constant communion
with Spirit, spirits, and the spirit world, *while*
living on earth!!

Miccosukee Road

Miccosukee Road, originally uploaded by tangent.

Andrew Van Wart,

again, I live in a place where
there are roads that look like this in the middle of winter!
Note the vines on the right side of the road. any tree, here, in this area of the country WILL have vines on it! note also the tangle of vines at the far right, and along the left; acually everywheres! many of these vines are covered with barbs. a machete is NOT
a "macho pretty-boy thing", here, it is a TOOL! some of the vines even send roots down from above, like banyon trees.
And...this section is the *least* tropical looking section!


Saturday, May 07, 2005

tallahassee tracks

tallahassee tracks, originally uploaded by jonathangarrett.


ya know, i walk by these tracks a lot, why just this sat may 7th, i walked over this overpass. tis an Amtrak line, the sunset limited. I always wondered as the western and northern tourists pass through these tropical lined tracks [this photo is taken on jan 5th!! the heart of winter, no less!] all the tracks are lined with jungle. of course there is a Price to pay for all of this: 92 days a year with 90 degrees or higher!
I live in Georgia belle, only half a mile from these tracks. rumor has it that there is a wonderfull grafetti piece under this bridge, i saw it ten years ago, so nice then.

yes i walk to Barnes and nobles or borders for coffee, on many sat or sunday.

Friday, May 06, 2005


Post, originally uploaded by mlazopoulou.



this http://www.flickr.com/

amazes me! if it turns out as good as it looks!!
why even in the "personal interests" section, in the signup, each interest is a link to all the other "blogs" that have this interest too!

apologies to "mlazopoulou" for using this photo: it looks to be so good for my test photo, as it was on the front page as the "latest published"! i will have to look at all the others too, in the portfolio.



What is Flickr?
Flickr is the best way to store, sort, search and share your photos online. There is a huge mass of photos in the world, and Flickr provides a way to organize yours, and for you and your friends and family to tell your stories about them.

The best way to learn about it is to upload some photos, explore the site, join some groups and make some friends. There is more information about Flickr and who is responsible on our About Page.

Top2. Will Flickr always be free?
Yes, there will always be a free version of Flickr. It will be limited in certain ways and you get more with your paid subscription, but it's still fun!

There is the option of upgrading to a Flickr Pro Account, for just $24.95 (US) per year. You can also buy a Pro Account for a friend if you're feeling generous.

To find out more, visit the upgrade page.

i read that there are over a million subscribers here....do not ask how many photos!!


This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.

hi all....

our society might "flip" into another state OR end, soon, I feel, from such as these two examples, alone, below!!

first example.

Necker Cube
The figure-ground reversal seen in the cube is a well know visual effect. Depending on your focus, the top left square may seem closest, then the bottom right square. The same information is perceived very differently based on your mental point of view. In any communications, seeing other points of view, helps to crystallize your own.
The cube appears in one reference, then this drwing flip flops into another shape, another cube, within seconds!

second example.

--from www.amazon.com

a book.
"Hating Women : America's Hostile Campaign Against the Fairer Sex"

Book Description
"I have been stunned to see the growing misogyny in our culture, and even more shocked to see how little women seem to care about their degradation."
--Shmuley Boteach, in Hating Women
Even a cursory look at our popular culture reveals an alarming trend of misogyny. Look closer, and it becomes clear that men alone are not to blame; women themselves are playing into the hands of the money-grubbing, morally bankrupt, sex-obsessed culture that is exploiting them as the ultimate cheap commodity. Shmuley Boteach, the bestselling author and leading national radio host, is all for women embracing their feminine power, but he observes that many women are, if effect, doing just the opposite. Paris Hilton actively exposes her flesh and ignorance in equal parts. Pop music princesses like Britney Spears and Jessica Simpson rely far more on shameless exhibitionism than musical talent. And look at all the reality television shows -- from The Bachelor, Who Wants to Marry a Multi-Millionaire? and Average Joe to Extreme Makeover -- that boost their ratings by portraying women as viciously competitive, desperate for celebrity and riches, imbecilic and ignorant, and all too eager to serve themselves up as generic eye-candy for men. Meanwhile, girls and women across the country are following this lead.

In ages past, women were venerated for their nobility, dignity, grace, inner strength, and nurturing qualities, but contemporary society is rapidly reversing those ideals -- as well as all the social progress that women have made in recent decades. Today, women typically confuse freedom and power for promiscuity and exploitation, and allow men to treat them as objects of sexual gratification -- not as admirable human beings who have the ability to elevate the whole of society.

In Hating Women, Boteach asserts that four vulgar archetypes of women have come to saturate our culture: the Greedy Gold Digger, the Publicity Seeking Prostitute, the Brainless Bimbo, and the Backstabbing Bitch. But the nefarious archetypes don't stop with women; they breed and encourage four equally offensive types of men: the Crotch-Scratcher, the Harem Gatherer, the Selfish Spouse, and the Porn Addict. Misogyny, in the guise of entertainment, is reaching a fever pitch, and we are on the verge of a social crisis.

Boteach envisions a way to correct this downward spiral -- which he sees as far more than just a feminist issue. Now is the time, he says, for men to start respecting women and for women to start respecting themselves. Women must band together and fight back for their rightful place of honor. For anyone who has ever wondered where our popular culture is taking us, Hating Women is at once an electrifying social commentary and a clarion call for change.

[my comment]
the book commentary does not write about the author's further observations: that the roles are reversing in a profound manner where the
"active aggressiveness" is now being taken over by the women, furthermore, a woman's best friend is now becoming another woman
LESBIANISM as a result, as a way to go.
In the men, the only way a man can find his traditional caring and nurturing pardner is to have another man as a pardner, thus HOMO is the new way to go, as only homo men, with each other, now exhibit 'tenderness, deepness, and close feelings", once held by the woman!!
[a social observation on the writer's part, he does not promote lesbos/gayness!]
[end of my comment]

---a review, a user review, says this, in part, on the book......
.........As he so clearly points out (on page 5), dehumanizing a group, historically, has been a prelude to oppression of that group. He makes excellent parallels between racist dehumanization and that of women. (Example: he speculates about the audience for a show like "Who Wants to Marry a Millionaire," one where members of an ethnic minority compete for the friendship of a man they think is wealthy.)

The book is a call for women in particular to speak out, and a lamentation on women's silence.

Certainly, since the '70s, women who protested have been accused of being against either free speech or sex; usually by the same liberals who unconditionally support the right of protest for other groups.

Such accusations have so effectively smothered free and open discussion that we have today a society where hate can proceed, unchecked, to unbelievable extremes. Worse still, women themselves have taken up the banner of accusing activists of being agaist sex/freedom/whatever. The author has run into that on several occaisions. His thoughtful rebuttals were refreshing to read.

Perhaps it's ironic that it takes a man, a loving husband and caring father, to speak out on this issue. In this culture, sadly, it is true that a man's still word carries greater weight than a woman's.

On another level, for me at least, it is what I have been wanting to see, but have despaired I ever would: a man standing up for women, against this male privilege of dehumanizing entertainment. A man who realizes that, yes, this affects and endangers the girls and women he cares about and that yes, it is the role of the true man, and all good human beings, to stand against it.


*now* that i have "built for you a barn" now i can add my "weathervane" to the top of it, my point for this inferred prophecy!

society is "necker-cubing"! the roles are reversing! women are losing nurturing as a way of life. Men can only find this in another man who is also nuturing. almost as *if* the "new way" is to have a masculine woman
have a relationship with a tender caring loving man!

do not ask me about the KIDS?!

This is not holdible, not tenable, not workable! I can sense why the christian fundamentalists call out that "our sinfull ways[of this] will call out God's wrath upon us all, and bring on the end times!!

this cannot Hold! Thus i fear that the Edge of the Cliff, is about to appear
for our Ship of State of humanity, about to fall off of that cliff at the edge of the world, the world is thus FLAT, and that this "cliff" is the edge of Time, the Time that a civilization is permitted to have its day upon the Stage of this material world!!


Thursday, May 05, 2005


[ http://www.buzzflash.com/ ]

-----May 4, 2005

Impeachment Time: "Facts Were Fixed."

by Greg Palast

Here it is. The smoking gun. The memo that has, "IMPEACH HIM" written all over it.

The top-level government memo marked "SECRET AND STRICTLY PERSONAL," dated eight months before Bush sent us into Iraq, following a closed meeting with the President, reads, "Military action was now seen as inevitable. Bush wanted to remove Saddam through military action justified by the conjunction of terrorism and WMD. But the intelligence and facts were being fixed around the policy."

Read that again: "The intelligence and facts were being fixed...."

For years, after each damning report on BBC TV, "Isn't this grounds for impeachment?" Vote rigging, a blind eye to terror and the bin Ladens before 9-11, and so on. Evil, stupidity and self-dealing are shameful but not impeachable. What's needed is a "high crime or misdemeanor."

And if this ain't it, nothing is.

The memo, uncovered this week by the Times, goes on to describe an elaborate plan by George Bush and British Prime Minister Tony Blair to hoodwink the planet into supporting an attack on Iraq knowing full well the evidence for war was a phony.

A conspiracy to commit serial fraud is, under federal law, racketeering. However, the Mob's schemes never cost so many lives.

Here's more. "Bush had made up his mind to take military action. But the case was thin. Saddam was not threatening his neighbors, and his WMD capability was less than that of Libya, North Korea or Iran."

Really? But Mr. Bush told us, "Intelligence gathered by this and other governments leaves no doubt that the Iraq regime continues to possess and conceal some of the most lethal weapons ever devised."

----more on the site itself!

I read this on a forum where psychics often post, there are many many personal prophecies and visions, there, about the earthchanges, many from "ordinary" people.

I posted a reply to this post, above, about Bush.
here it is....

I always thought that the war was Bush's personal war, seemed obvious to me from the very very start!
I also have the impression that Bush and Saddam are doing some sort of Incarnational Drama! Maybe both were together, in some way, in a past lifetime. Using Washington/Baghdad as the stage, of course!
In other words, this political drama has its roots in spirit; set up before both were born. Then the "secondary players" set up their acts too, as "bit men" in Bush's drama, of course each bit man has a star act of his/her own!

lots of "innocent" soldiers and civilians die, but oh were they so "innocent"?! That is....They had set up to be a part of this play too!
and since everyone Needs to die, the death is chosen. People gotta die.
in fact I read, in a 1950s book, of how a Guide spoke this, through a medium...."Science is getting so good at healing, that people who are supposed to die, end up not keeping their appointments! Thus Spirit has to keep inventing new diseases so that people can keep their Appointments"! [as an "aid" to dying, as in AIDS...Auto immune syndrome??....As aids appeared near this time! Aids *was* then "caused", by a 'causer", not the CIA or some racial bigot scientist, but Spirit itself!!]

a guide once spoke through a medium and I read what he says: "if someone were to invent something to stop all future wars, God would immediately give to that man a death-heart-attack, to stop this as there are millions of souls, now and in the future
as a part of the curriculum of their soul's progression, in the earthschool"!

obviously this Bin-laben/Saddam thing is being done on a huge huge stage, cast of millions!

but my point is...That this is all set up in advance, I feel. By the Players and actors. With Guides assisting, and-or enabling.

I am also intrigued about how "rabid" the intellectual left gets over all of this! Probably because they are "materialists", of a rather high level of materialism: intellectualism. There is no spirit world and no life after death, for these folks!

Having over a 100 out of body dreams to experience places in the afterlife, gives to me a bit of sarcasms, to cut through political worries!


Tuesday, May 03, 2005

---a post i made on a group about the difference in worldview of two different approaches to chistianity!

hi all...

I am reminded, after i read the site, of a book that i browsed through.

I found this long prophecy, to me, a bit disturbing, as it resonates with every single "bible-thumping" preacher that i have heard that tells me that i, and the rest of humanity, are basicly NO GOOD, full of sin and wickedness....etc...etc...[repeated over and over 1,000+ times]

I spent more than a few minutes, next the the Episciple church, in tallahassee, as i was early for their cafe lunch; i went into their bookstore and read through a book of celtic hymms. I found, for me, an AMAZING introduction to this book, an introduction that tells of the difference between Celtic christianity and the rest of christianity.

The rest of christianity belives that man is sin at his core and the world tempted him through the woman and that beauty is dangerious and the world decieves. the only way out is to give your worthless, sinfilled, life the the Lord for redemption through the agency of Jesus Christ.

the celtic christianity believes that man was created in the image of the Lord and that creation was Good, as God is Good, and mankind is a reflection of this. Thus mankind is full of beauty and goodness.
Too.....as God created the world of nature, the outer world, before mankind, this also is good, and that one can learn, indeed, about God, by studying His Handiwork, his created world. However, mankind "fell"
by becoming corrupt in sin, and needs a redemption through the Personage of jesus Christ.

the above two paragraphs *look* to mean the same thing, but AHA!
"Aha", they do not! they are direct opposites.

one has it where the "apple" is rotten at the core, the other is where the "apple" has some rotten spots on the outer skin.

From this book, alone, i can now see how the "bible-thumping preacher"
has his Say! and no wonder christian book stores treat computer games, and even the computer and the internet, as the Devils Work, stay far far away! for that is the Point! the world and everything in it is very dangerious and beauty tempts. "sackcloth and ashes" should be out fate, and we all should then embrace
The celtic Way seems to infer that the world is Good, and that beauty and goodness is our God-given natural state, after sin is removed from our lives. thus the world and art...nature...creativity, are Teachers!
Teachers of the way of the lord. we can learn by example; God's laws at work, in the outer world. we should all embrace the goodness of the world, art, and creativeness, bring them into our souls.
Whereas the other Way would have us all shun the world, deny nearly life itself! to feel Guilty for even taking up space and breathing Oxygen!

I think and feel that the Lord wants us all to be "co-creators" with Him, in the upper heavens, thus He would use the "Carrot" of the creativness and beauty", to pull the "mule" of our souls Onwards and upwards through the progressive planes of spirit, more than the "whip" applied to our read ends, the whip of the "bible-thumping" rants on the hell-fear fire and brinstone..."you will burn in hell forever if ye do not repent"!

I heartedly choose the Celtic way of Christianity!

I have to stop, here, as I have to become involved with the next chair computer user who needs to do reasearch about his glaucoma and the veteran's disibility system, so i will close here.


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