Sunday, December 30, 2012

why are many seniors so drepressed/angry?!

why are many seniors so drepressed/angry?!
good morning
just before i take my sunday walk, i say hello and Report my dream. it IS sunday and you know what dream *this* means?!
[i have this here dream nearly every Sunday morning!]
[I live in a senior home of about 130 people.]
the dream begins as i am filling out endless forms for to get health insurance.
[seniors over 65 have to fill out several sections of a medicare package of gov. medical help.]
endless seeing ladies behind desks to fill out forums.
then to the Meat of the dream. an endless traveling on a road that it is where i have very little money and am facing running out before the Journey ends! then i will be homeless and have to sleep on the ground or in a box or in a homeless shelter. it is known that my trip is longer than i have money for.
---end of dream.
the usual every-sunday dream, 

  here on what is 'supposed" to be the quietest time of the week, the most "spiritual" morning conditions for a good dream, i get this dream.
of *course* for most seniors, such a peaceful quiet morning IS the time for such dreams as now they can think and ponder.
---no husband or wife anymore. is going down.
...I am Alone and *lonely*.
...everything that i once loved is going away.
...crime is getting worse by the day, how long before gangs barge in *here* to rob and rape me?! is not paying much attention to seniors.
....cost of living goes up by the day and my income is fixed.
....all my few friends are now in the nursing home.
....they are cheapening everything so that anything is now a shadow of itself.
....I failed to do my childhood dreams.
....i cannot see well anymore.
...i cannot hear well anymore.
...i cannot walk well anymore.
...i cannot taste foods well anymore.
..i have diabetes...i have high blood pressure/heart conditions.
...half of my time is spent going to doctors.
....most of the people around me are too gossupy. relatives have abandoned me.
....i have incontinence and stink up every single chair i sit in.
....i cannot understand a thing about the modern age.
....i only get junk mail, now.
...I am Getting Old.
...I am going to die soon and I Am Afraid.
its almost,  like....." those who are not like this, in feelings, are either in denial or so thick in the head that They Just Do Not Know!"!!
so this here Freestone lies there in bed, soaking up all of these vibes, vibes that saturate the very air.  the quieter the morning, the more these seniors tend to begin to think about their lives.
there is, of course, a Way Out, but tis the last thing that anything of education has taught them. and they would not belive it anyways as the physical world is what they want.
the spiritual life, for most, is a varient of Fundamentalist christianity!
[a true story]
freestone: i see that homeless bag lady sitting at the bus bench.
"oh, do you know that there is a good place for seniors to live, Goergia belle?".
lady: " l *lived* there once and i hated it"!
lady: first off, they put me on the second floor and
[with a HUGE angry staccato voice like of a machine gun spitting out bullets!
[she did not mean on the bed on the first floor.
she did not mean on a mattress lying on the floor.
she meant she must sleep *on the ground*!!]
her need for the contact with terra firma, is *ABSOLUTE*!!
"and secondly, there was too too too many people there"!!
she was *angry*. angry all of the time.
angry that society was not handing her the way she wanted.
angry that she got mucked up.
angry at God for putting her here.
angry at life.
she might see life as "everything is minus 40 degrees such that her ZERO of her own life is far far warmer than anything out there that would affect her.
what hope for her?
how could you thaw her out?
[bitter depressed old men and women are mostly made through life, and the process can begin even in childhood.]

Saturday, December 29, 2012

what lies in store for us all post dec 21st

hi all again.

[I posted this on a prophecy forum.  most of the people there are angry that "nothing happened"  at dec 21st!  So I posted this, my own "reply" as to what I think is the real meaning of 2012 age-roll-over.
My post was *not* well received!   They want Real Tangible Results!
maybe many want Release from their troubled lives.
maybe they do not want to hear, "you have to do most of the work"!]


this here freestone sees all the meltdowns of True Believers. of course many melt down as they see the solution in earth terms, not spiritual terms.
"nothing happened" they say.

well today i created an image as to what lies in store for us all.

we arrive in heaven, either by earth changes, or old age or the usual suspects.
there will be a kind of HUGE mountain there, the "new" heaven.
someone "outside" of this huge mountain will see this place as a huge peaked pyramid
of a mountain. on its side and from bottom to top, are "steps", flat areas arranged in no particular order. each such step is a world. some worlds are
as large as a county, some might be as large as a continent! from bottom to top, the higher one goes, the higher the vibration. the "better" that heaven world.

christ and his angels and master guides are at the top, they are the Managers.

you will live on this mountain for keeps. no more reincarnation back to earth unless for a few, a special Spirit-given and Guided mission is undertaken via free will choice.
there *might* be a 'reincarnation" of sorts: one goes up and down the steps, maybe going to a low world to work out karma and then up to a higher place to heal, learn, live, then back down again. but these "reincarnations" are all in the Spirit realms with spiritual laws, not natural laws!

and just what determines what first heaven-step you arrive at?
well...your Life! what kind of life did you live?!
like attracts like.

change you; change your world-to-come!

but some of us *want* darkness and bitterness! we have worked hard for this all of our lives!
thus we will, at first, get the world of that vibration.
[ i shudder at sensing a whole country made up of bitter old men!!] imagine 100 bitter old men, in a hall.

i said "at first", and i do say that, and for this is one of the reasons of my post.

something has Been Going On that few few new agers have really sensed, as they are not really "Jesus people"!
[Jesus. too too much Baggage comes with this, "religious abuse" is a Real counseling term!]
the Christ, then.
He was Krishna, maybe mr Q....Quicacotol of the Toltecs, and the other Avatars of the human race.

see...i Feel that there was, for years, a great Dispensation given from on high. a kind of "Second Coming", then. this dispensation penetrated nearly to the heart of near all incarnated souls.
this is what THE HARVEST means.
He will call them all to the new heaven, all at once or over a longer time, "death" is patient, in 60 years, most will Come!
"at first" the low level souls will have their bad-homes, there near the base of this mountain. but then soon He, the Christ, will begin to "draw" them upwards. as He now is in such a "bad" person's soul, the very soul will "want" to better itself, from within.

so the apples are picked, ripe or not, at the end of the age. the unripe apples will have a Place to finish up their ripenings.


difficulties in overcoming memes

 difficulties in overcoming memes.
I had something interesting happen last night.
i took a walk downstairs to stretch my legs and i talked to the security guard. he is unlike most such guards. he is a high level military retiree and very intelligent and then he spent years in law enforcement.
i talked about how many seniors are caught up in their bitter world.
he tells me, "yes they are set into their boxes, boxes that were made by all of their life. I was the military man and the law enforcement and i know this has affected my life in a way to flavor it. I see that"!
soon the talk got around to his warning me not to go outdoors after dark, "you *do* not know just what low-life prowls around after dark"!
then he told me of "just the other day" when at 2 am he gets off of work and on the way home, near but not in a bad neighboorhood he stops at a convenience store and some guy with a hood and loose jacket comes running up to him to ??? ask money/steal/harass him! the hooded man is angry and seems to be "confronted" by the presence of this still uniformed guard. "come to my car and i will show to you my piece" [gun]". as this guy went to his car, alone, the guard gets in his car and drives off.
then this guard says that nearly every one of these stores has such people hanging around and
"freestone, *you do NOT want to be out after dark*"!!
i left him with the phrase...." i guess the bitter old men and women are right! those who are NOT angry and bitter *just do not know what is really going on*"!
[he wins]
then later i got to thinking about what a guide wrote. he wrote about the "Lamenting angels"; these are angels who do the lamenting for the war dead, the lost souls, the die-to-early babies, etc.
I realized then that there are people who are Depressed from the very fist birth-moment and for every moment of their lives. when they die to go to work with these angels.
and yes, being a security guard with military back ground, that Box is as huge as the Universe and cannot ever be gotten out of! this guard will probably join the GUARD angels, those who watch over and protect other souls and institutions from low vibrations and souls!
---in other words. this is for Keeps, in a profound sense.
and today as i left my supper cafe and walked across the parking lot to the street to cross it, here comes at right angles , one of those guys"! one of the black homeless or "jail parolee"! he "jives" with me in a unfathomable way and he continues i do.
this is the first such guy i have had "cross my path" in several months!
*this* is the Power of this Inflection Meme!
Meme (pron.: /ˈmm/; meem)[1] is a term created by Richard Dawkins to describe a transmittable concept within his theory of culture. It can be defined as "an idea, behavior or style that spreads from person to person within a culture."[2] A meme acts as a unit for carrying cultural ideas, symbols or practices, which can be transmitted from one mind to another through writing, speech, gestures, rituals or other imitable phenomena. Supporters of the concept regard memes as cultural analogues to genes in that they self-replicate, mutate and respond to selective pressures.[3]
the danger of this meme is far far more dangerous than of any one robber or homeless crazyman!
for this is a soul-attitude that will attract all of these to one.
probably this guard has such an encounter at these stores several times within a month or three.
of course he sees this as "OBJECTIVE"! real. cannot be denied and proof of how bad things have gotten.
how can one "unsee" a white polar bear, when one is first seen?!
1 + 2 + 4 = 7. crime happens, harassment to strangers happen. read the news. the guard is confirmed in his beliefs. could he deny his eyes and senses?
if he runs into ten of these dudes in three months and escapes with only the harassment alone, he feels blessed.
[in new york city, some crazy woman got into bitching at a stranger on the subway platform and then she ran to him to push him off in front of a oncoming train! the second such event there in a month!]
ahhhh......the fatal flaw. he is self-confirmed. *how* would he "overcome" this?! would he have to visit 37,041 visits to a convenience store, at night, and not *one* such event to happen, to over-write this? and if just one encounter during this time were to happen, then it might take 6,368,038 more visits without an encounter.
the fatal flaw # 2
---he thinks these numbers of encounters is random and happens in equal measure to everyone!
his own confirmation brings the proof of the confirmation, to him, the wheel spins, the Loop between inner and outer, is always reinforced.
---the inner is always reflected and Proved, by the outer world.

Friday, December 28, 2012

a Good Morning

a Good Morning by freestone
a Good Morning, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

a Good Morning

yes a good morning for the New Year-to come. especially seeing we Passed by dec 21st, 2012!

a sunrise over Tallahassee, looking west. sort of ordinary, but a good photo to begin the new year with.

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

some people do not like xmas!

ah, christmas.

my own tales from the front?
well i had hoped for a nice dream this morning. oh i had many all right , some of the "worst" dreams of the type where i am dreaming someone else's memories and experiences.   I seemed to be any number of homeless people with no money, no shelter and NO LIFE! that is, the clothes on their backs and that is all their lives, no friends, no relatives, no money, no homes, no future, no hopes, no pictures on the walls, no items from amazing life-events displayed, no real past either!  I would dream of one person, then move on to another...on and on.

i dwell on this dreams series a bit as this was "i was someone else's, all of these people, all utterly void of any life meanings and goods and money!".

the senior home people, where I live, people with No One for christmas!! How many will not even come down to the lobby, today? they will maybe even just lie there in bed for much of the day and just COOK in their sufferings!! i will never see them.  I was picking up their vibes, a number of seniors just laying awake all night long, Cooking in their miseries.

Here there are many happy seniors, in my westminster gardens, happy people leaving to be with their family for the day. But for some seniors here, there is No one.

for these people, xmas is a Final Judgement.

 society is so steeped in xmas

and if no family, it is not even that "society makes you feel that you are a nothing", it is that the individuals themselves buy into this. and i see this is not avoidable!

for most people, clan and family is all.

that is one reason why christmas is so huge and all-encompassing, for three months of the year.

after death, i suspect that for most family-orientated people in heaven, their heaven world is about 10 acres in size: the family area where everyone lives.

we have come a long ways. for 200,000+ years, the clan was all. when someone died, they were added to the list on the family alter and the soul of that person would "hover" right next to this alter and wait until a baby was conceived so that they would incarnate immediately to it, as "earth" is all the reality there is. in fact these souls sleep until the first bit of food is set upon the alter each meal and when the family sits down to eat, before anyone eats, a bit of food is left there and its etheric essence is eaten by the deceased souls and they are awake now for a few minutes. I discovered this as when i eat something, at the very first bite someone rushes over to interrupt my first taste! the memory is Ancient. that first bite goes to the souls of the dead and everyone has been through that Loop many many many times. so my first bite really *DOES* belong to the interrupter more than it should belong to me!!

and the meaning of the incarnation of the have him in your heart so to now live in his Memory and not have to reincarnate again, to avoid the second death.

about ten this morning i walked over to the episcopal church at the 10 am service time. i leaned up against the side door so that the perfumes, the colognes, the swinging censer, etc, would not get to me. I only stayed a few minutes as the fumes from the termite treatment began to bother me.

there was a nice hymn, a christmas carol. but the rest of the service was of a "Rote"! like most services. i am "Vaccinated" really good against church services as i was treated well, at my interlaken presbyterian church

[dutch reformed] with reverend Dykstra and his lectures on economy and yawn yawn....dry talks. he eventually quit to go to his true love: to be an accountant!

so i grew up with a LOT of dry dry churchology;  "no oil in the gearworks",

sermons and statements of faith and the like.

[i tend to like the pentecostal/charisma/ap mountain gospel music, there is life there!]

I do not take well to any speeches, i have found. in fact i am not a word person. Music and sounds is what moves me!!

so by 6 am or so, the poor seniors have finally slept and these dreams end.

this here freestone is treated like this a lot. many many of my dreams merely reflect the feelings of my residents. week in, week out.

take poor "Bill"! i sat with him at the lunch, he usually gobbles his food up in a minute and leaves before i sit down. but recently i talked with him for a few minutes.

his alcoholic father mistreated him. he has battle trauma from his military service. his son is also afgan battle shocked.

Bill talks in a depressed mono-tone.

I now sense more why. he has a right to be depressed!! in fact he nearly had to live in a mental institution due to this! if you were him, you would be depressed too!

I Felt him:

---a man is standing *precisely* at the South Pole. now tell him to walk a few yards but do NOT walk North!

ah....he cannot. every direction is north. this is like trying to help him out of his life-long depressions! *every* thought, every feeling, only leads "north"!

there IS a way out! it is to go Upwards from this south pole! this is where he has Jesus in his heart as a "mystical" experience, the Living Christ, the descent of the Dove and he is living in 24/7 partnership with the Christ.

[be aware there is no dogma or "baggage" with this Christ! one needs never to even enter a church!]

alas, he might need another ten incarnations or at least another 10 years, of just cooking in his depressions, first!

One can lead the horse to water but only the horse can reach for the water!

and then there are the families where a fist fight might break out, around the Christmas tree. some family members do not get along. period. you can sweeten them with all the christmas you want to, but your Sugar is nowheres sweet enough!


Monday, December 24, 2012

I mis-spell

I notice that while trying to write out a notice to post on the elevator walls to tell people that a local cafe will be open for dinner on christmas day, in my trying to write out the message, i had to also talk to the desk man about his allergies and to also talk to the three other residents, of my senior home, i mis-spelled a word, i do not *do* multitasking well!.
   this got me to thinking.  I live in the deep south.  was not long ago that an 8th grade education was *quite* enough to get a nice job with.  the next county over, i read that the illiteracy rate is over fifty percent!
[they clap for joy when their schools are rated a "D" for this year !   "much better than the "F" of last year!]

Over there in that county, it is who you love and who loves you, that really Count!
[I once met a man here who did not know his left from his right, betcha there are many many more people, here,  who do not know!]
I have heard enough Northerners who run their soul-engines without Oil: no feelings!  all mind and little heart.  How many IQ 140 college professors, here at the local university, are bitter, cynical, sarcastic?!

so i mis-spelled a word.  so what?!  not here in the South, anyways.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

school shooting: the 500 lb Gorilla

the school shooting:  the 500 lb Gorilla !

well today I was walking down a quiet tallahassee street and someone, just one man, in a car, mocked me with a yelling cussword, as he sped by at 40 mph!
   This reminded me of my 1994 Hometown in very rural upstate new york.  I used to walk the county and state roads, for a hike.  by he end of the third year, i figured that I would get one or two catcalls per *mile*, from passing motorists!  Why one man actually got out of his car and was going to attack me, but changed his mind!!

Violence against people.  Not just a 20 year old man shooting up 30 people either!  this is a "long hallway"!    at one end of this hallway are the people who commit mass murders of innocents.  near the middle are lessor crimes like rape or home invasions.  at the other far end, *still* in this hallway, are the bullyings, the tauntings, the wife batterings, the child sex, and verbal abuse of spouse, kids, elders!
  Taking away guns will not work: here in florida last week a social worker visited a known violent parolee, after the interview he came running out of the house with a meat cleaver and slashed her to bits!!

Most of us are Guilty, to some degree.
[Even some of my grade school 3rd...6th grade bullyers might even be reading this, on my facebook page!]

   have you put down gay people?   disliked blacks?  disliked whitey?
taunted a kid with buck teeth, in grade school?   a boss from hell? a bitter old man?    control freak of other people?
Guilty!     you belong to the Club, that assault rife, the school shooter used, is over the mantle of the fireplace!  You took out your Issues onto other people!!

So here we have this 500 pound Gorilla at the end of a teeter-totter board.
nothing on the other end.  500 to 0.
Seems obvious to me that even if we try, and i read that the liberal left wants to *really* turn all boys into Girls!  "no Agressions, no violence"
"consensus reality".    no one gets hurt.  soon dresses for men and hose for their bare legs!  play with dolls and be gentle and nurturing and nourishing.
[any policeman or school guard might tell you that two women fighting is "no holds barred", extremely the most violent!   nearly any janitor will tell you that the graffiti on the womans bathroom walls is much more cuss-wordy than the men's room wall next door!]

there would thus seem that even if we reduce the weight of this Gorilla to, say 100 pounds, it is still 100 to 0.

what we need is a Counterbalance!    something on the other end of the board to balance against this monster gorilla!

ethics.  morals. real spiritual teachings and experiences.
This beginning in school and in the home.  place these far above the "ABCs and math"!    a good SAT score is NOT a given for a civilized graduate!

in fact here I lay the blame on the Liberal left!
one of the basic beliefs of theirs, it seems: all ways are valid, all paths have heart.  no one belief is better than any other belief.
see where this leads, people?!  you Better!!   the school shooting guy is *JUST* as valid in his acted out beliefs as any other belief system and he had the guts to do it!!
---this is the result, as I see it, of this philosophy!

[this here freestone cringes as i say this, here it comes.....]:  what we all and each need is a sytem of *Absolutes* in the belief system department.
we should begin with the Greek/Roman Ideals.  The Renaissance too.
all underlined by the New testament statements and the ten commandments.
At the center should be Jesus and his teachings, and for the older souls, the mystic Christianity!
these teachings must begin in the homes and are the center-teachings in each school grade and in college too!
"broken families" should be avoided.
Real Asylums for the mental problem people too, many many of them, open campuses for healing, protection and learning.  there are many of us who cannot "help" our schizophrenic genes.  there should be safe homes for these people to live good lives in.

otherwise.....these sort of outbursts will continue and probably increase in number, in the years ahead.

so far, the "Gorilla" is the only game in town That Counts!
the more "gentle" Gorillas "merely" become CEOs that milk us all of money or factory Lords who mis-use their workers.  or college professors who put the individual learnings of the students, *last*!  politics and backstabbing of other professors come first!

soon all elephants will become extinct as 57,836 poachers get all the tusks.
yet MORE violence to life.  and to the liberal left's relativeness theory of morals, this act of non=morals is just as valid as any other act of morals.


Tuesday, December 04, 2012

me, freestone

me, freestone by freestone
me, freestone, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

me, freestone

I uploaded this shot just for to be able to send this image to a
pen-pal friend. december 4th, 2012.
suddenly I am 71 years old. I do not feel "old"!

fire at the setting!

fire at the setting! by freestone
fire at the setting!, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

fire at the setting!

exactly at sunset, looking to the southwest, here in Tallahassee, florida, usa.

orange fungus growing out of a tree.

orange fungus growing out of a tree.

looks scary eh? its one of those central tree-trunk fungus that loves rotten wood and this is its "mushroom". looks very abstract.

tallahassee, forida, usa.

Thursday, November 08, 2012

view from my 4th floor window

view from my 4th floor window

here is a view from my livingroom table on the 4th floor at westminster gardens.
A nice place to live, a Independant living senior home.
There are now 7 vacancies in my building of 140 people.

Too too bad some of the new york city people cannot move here to retire, There are three to five new york city people living here already; here in this place in Tallahassee, florida. the temperature might reach 70 degrees today and today is a cold day. While this place is not central florida, one might see 10 to 15 days in January of 70 degrees or more.
Yes, these nice places do exist, but probably the retiring new yorkers would find it hard to uproot and come here Cold.
[one could call "westminster gardens", Tallahassee, florida, and get an application form sent by mail. The market rent might be like $600 for an efficiency apartment.].

So here is this live oak tree with Spanish moss, I see the squirrels climbing around in it, nearly every morning.

Only a few blocks from downtown.

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

why I voted for Obama.

why I voted for Obama!

I do not like him, I like Romney better!  but i voted for what I thought the country needs, a much *much* more robust socialist system!

two things.

one, me just seeing on tv a map of the usa showing the "blue and the red" states.  i noted that the whole of the Northeast was blue.
Suddenly it "hit me", the northeast has the most people who are educated and urban.  they also have no extended family, if they have a family the people are scattered all over the countryside.  few friends either.

so who is going to help someone if the car breaks down, the apartment is flooded, bail you out of jail, take you to the doctor's?
no one.

thus the Government is now becoming our extended family!  Someone must be there for us when things go bad!

Two....there is a senior here, in my Independent home, who has become totally blind.  he comes down every day for eldercare lunches and this man needs Total Care for his lunch.  he has only two relatives who live 150 miles away and both of the relatives, i just learned today, have health care issues with other people who are far far worse off than this blind guy.   So until the long paperwork process is completed for Nursing home placement is done, i will give my whole hour of eldercare lunch volunteer help, to this Blind man.  I have to come earlier as he wants to come early and he cannot see any clock to check the time, thus no weekly meeting with a friend at a cafe.
[we are supposed to be here for each other in need.]

to the critics who are against government intrusion into our lives, well...try a bad extended family from hell!!  a bad family is far far worse than a bad government!   a alcoholic brother who comes to sponge off you and disrupt, a mother in law from hell, and crack addict son who robs his own mother for drugs.  Or maybe you have to quit your nice career to go back home to your tiny rural town and spend 5 to 20 years caring for your elderly mother!  there *are* people who choose to do that.

I am for socialism almost to the level of old Soviet and with spirituality as the Core center of the government, even if this spirituality is  " Baptist fundamentalism"!!

Thus as our circle of friends do not exist anymore due to our many many career moves and the scatterings of our few family members, our social support network has all but ceased.  *Someone* has to be there for us and I guess this should now be our government!


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

the western edge of hurricane sandy

the western edge of hurricane sandy

yes, the *very* western edge of hurricane sandy. This was when the storm was east of Jacksonville, florida. Here in Tallahassee, 160 miles to the west of the florida east coast, this is the very edge.

there is beauty in everything.

Monday, October 15, 2012

a nice little thunderhead off in the distance

a nice little thunderhead off in the distance

a nice little thunderhead off in the distance. the sun is low and brings out the brightness of the cloud.

tallahassee, florida, usa.

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

another sunset of glory from Tallahassee

another sunset of glory from Tallahassee

yes, yet another sunset from tallahassee. no two alike.

Monday, September 24, 2012

sunset with an Edge to it

sunset with an Edge to it by freestone
sunset with an Edge to it, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

sunset with an Edge to it

yes a sunset taken a week ago. has an "edge" to it, like "something bad might soon happen!

west window sunset, tallahassee, florida usa

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

another sunset for the Gods

another sunset for the Gods by freestone
another sunset for the Gods, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

another sunset for the Gods

a pretty orange sunset, here in tallaahssee, florida.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

my advice for survivalists!

One thing that you all must *NOT* do: same advice applies to the usa people too, is this: suppose 50,000 people fear the End. 
For years. 
Many of these people individually pour over maps and Indian tales and 
vacation travelers discorveries. 
"Ah..there IS the Good Place, "Hightop Mountain", someone thinks to himself, over 2 AM coffee. 
Another person sees this place on a map too. 

well....Come the Day of the Sirens blowing and that stern voiced radio announcer and "quick quick, to the cars", throw in the Packs and Lets Hightop mountain. 
So peaceful this place is, a square mile of high meadows with a tiny town of 700 people down in the valley and umpteen miles from anywheres important. 

trouble is.....26, 932 cars are descending upon the roads to hightop! when they arrive, 84,000+ people get out and stare at the other 80,000 within sight. 

the crying babies begin to wail. 
rain begins to fall. 
dusk is arriving. 
Tis bathroom trot time. 

the grocery store in this tiny town is about the size of your living room! 

choose a place that no one else will also find. Problem is, people being "social" and partly telepathic, *whatever* place that you find will risk being also found by 5,925 others too! 

In a sense this True Safe Place must be utterly uninhabitable in its normal state!! 

Be aware too, that even if you FIND such a place, and you live in say, Toronto or in the Industrial belt west of lake Ontario, there might be a six lane highway between your home and this safe place of yours, and 300,000 people might be *now* out on this road and just one car will make everyone make the highway their permanent safe spot as all cars stop in this Parking Lot. now the crying baby is in your car and the five other kids get fidgety and now all of them need to poo poo and the radioactive rain is beginning to fall and rains real hard so the only place to poo poo is In your car and this will be so for a week!! 

have an alternate plan "C..and "D" and "E" and "F"! 

the on-coming front.

the on-coming front. by freestone
the on-coming front., a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the on-coming front.

the oncoming front. note the rain falling. soon it arrived and lo and behold rain fell *again*. maybe third time in two days, over an inch per.

tallahassee, florida usa.

12 inches for August. did not come close to breaking the record of somewheres like 16 to 21 inches.

looking westwards near sundown.

Friday, September 14, 2012

wall of clouds

wall of clouds by freestone
wall of clouds, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

wall of clouds

a wall of cumulus clouds coming from the east, as seen from the 10th floor window. tallahassee, florida, usa

Thursday, September 06, 2012

setting sun illuminates the underside of a thundershower

setting sun illuminates the underside of a thundershower

setting sun illuminates the underside of a thundershower. so orange.

here in tallahassee, florida, usa.

Wednesday, September 05, 2012

another Orange Beauty of a sunset.

another Orange Beauty of a sunset.

sunset sunset. so pretty the Orange.

from my west 4th floor window, here in tallahassee, florida, usa.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

the Coming of Blackness

the Coming of Blackness by freestone
the Coming of Blackness, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the Coming of Blackness

a storm days before Isaac, the bark was huger than the promised bite! In fact it died before getting here, to where I live. the evening light makes the dark clouds even the darker looking.

tallahassee, florida, usa.

2012: are we all going to fail to ascend?!

Someone writes that incredibly few people are ready to go to Ascension spirit planes, after December 21st of this 2012 year, on a forum. She writes how we all have failed and that only a *very* few souls will go the the newly prepared 5-dimensional world, at the end of December 2012.

here is my reply to this "problem"!




I was thinking of this yesterday, when I walked to the University Library and read the today's new york times newspaper. the paper prints world news that is not so often seen in the local papers.

oh how brutal the small wars are! oh how barbarian the crimes are. I suspect even this minute there are over a hundred tribes, in Africa, who will go to war with their Ancient enemy, the next tribe over the hill, slashing with machetes and raping every woman they see.

just look at how many people think the internet is best for them to spam endless forums and comments with their advertisements.

my own "Soft Landing" for the ascension, my hopes, is that at about december 21st, and beyond, our daily lives will indeed have an Overlay of descending Spirit of some sort.

the Big Question and Point of my rambling here, is the Question: which comes first the chicken or the egg?!

in this case, the new heaven and the new earth.

which comes first? if the new earth, then there would be no new place for the dead to go to, if the new earth involves earthchanges! so the new heaven comes first, i feel.

[the new heaven must be readied before the new earth!]

so from my dreams, i can sense that the new heaven is being formed now. i would like to think that it will be one Huge Huge "reform school" for all the souls who would come during the earthchanges afterwards, as the earth moves into "new earth"!

there IS a concept of "summer school" in some Universities and colleges. this is where someone is accepted to enroll for the fall freshman year, but is told that maybe their "English" or "math" is not quite up to standards, so to Officially be eligible for fall freshman, they have to come to the college for three summer months to take special courses to "catch up", after they graduate from their high school!

thus....this new heaven would have a vast area where souls could "catch up" to what the 5D and the *real* new heavens have to offer. for many , many, this Place would maybe be a Reform school or even a Russian kind of Gulag!

now...lets talk about the new earth age-rollover.

*will* it come with earthchanges and end times disasters? could be 100%, could be "only" 60%.

here, in my post, lets consider the "worst" case:

NO end times!! that is, little real collective end times, oh maybe finally California gets its 8.8 quake next to san fran or L. A., or that a supervolcano erupts, but perhaps most of us go on living without disruptions .

so if "zero" earth changes, all of us who have lived during these 1960 to 2012 times, might have been "spirit-tized" enough, by the Outpouring of spirit down upon us all, such that when each of us dies by death, 40...60...95 years old, we each will then go to the new heaven and enter a better or worse Place in the reform school. then on to the 5D Real heaven, where no reincarnations will be made from ever again unless of a volunteering for a Spiritual mission!

*if* this is so, the months and years after 2012 will then be Much more interesting to live in! the "astralization" of the earth plane will have a kind of "perpetual judgment" being done to each of us, day by day, as anything that we feel, think, or do, will have IMMEDIATE feedback from the outer world!

Thus for those people "left" here after 2012, the opportunity for spiritual growth will then be immense.


or "damnation", if you persist in negative ways!!

---it will be up to you which path to go down....

So i can sense that our 1960s to 2012 school is over, and like someone says says, we all might have to wait until the end of the school day when the Curriculum Director lets us all go Home. His Office door is locked. there is no messages coming out from him.

[she believes that our spiritual  work is done, but the hours of the schoolroom is not yet over so that all the kids have to remain in school until the Hour of Ending!]

Some of the fervent end times believers might never come out of thir hidy-hole, after december 21st comes and goes and they are still here, unraptured! some of you all might lie in bed all depressed all day long, depressed over the failure of the ascension.

Jesus is supposed to have said, on the Cross, "oh Lord, why have you Forsaken me"! the timing of the Lord is not our timing.

so if the "worst case" way is Chosen by Spirit: no end times, we all die by old age and accidental death, then one should get back out of one's bed and use the outer world as the "other player on the Tennis Court of life", as living and growing in spirit is a Verb and the growth is the Ball and the game of Tennis is played by the ball going from one side of the court to the other.

take up a new craft, new things, get involved in music or politics, Make a Difference in people's lives.

improve your own.

in short: grow your soul.

but if End Times *is* on tap, then the hour of your Deliverance is at hand. Off to a new heaven, even if not quite "5D" world.

But the Tone of this summer school is "Progression and deliverance" even for the Gulag dwellers.

consider this for a moment. in your family, your town, your apartment complex, there are problem people. People who are "porcupines" and bristle their quills if touched. the drug and alcoholics people, the mother in law from hell, the crazies, the guy who would steal from his own mother.

these people.

the "women of the well of Samaria" people, who Jesus considered Worthy of Salvation.

These people will be there in this summer school with you. you might get to know them much better and they might be "helped" better by you or the other more advanced souls. thus even *They* might soon become "your best friend" in that eventual 5D world of the real heaven!!


Wednesday, August 29, 2012

a bit of Hurricane Isaac!

a bit of Hurricane Isaac! by freestone
a bit of Hurricane Isaac!, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

a bit of Hurricane Isaac!

here in tallahassee, tis about 400+ miles to Hurricane Isaac. But from Katrina, and other storms, I have been amazed at just how far out the rain bands extend! 30 to 40 mph and rain, for about 20 minutes then the sun shines again.
my forth floor view, at about 5PM, looking west, shows this squall

Friday, August 17, 2012

a rainbow so huge I could not get it all!

a rainbow so huge I could not get it all!

yes a rainbow so huge I had to choose which section to use. taken from the 5th floor window where I live, in Tallahassee, florida usa

Saturday, August 11, 2012

magnificent thunderhead

magnificent thunderhead by freestone
magnificent thunderhead, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

magnificent thunderhead

here is a wonderful looking thunderhead complete with small rainbow. Setting sun shines onto it, as storm is east of where I stand.
Tallahassee, florida, usa.

the White Mountains. clouds like this nearly every day, somewheres around me, all summer long.

what would you live for?!

I got to thinking about some things, after I read about the guy who shot the people in the Sikh temple.
quote.     "
A former friend, Christopher Robillard, of Oregon, told CNN that Page would "talk about the racial holy war, like he wanted it to come".
Page was active in online, far-right forums, encouraging others to action.
He posted as many as 250 comments on one website between March 2010 and mid-2012.
"If you are wanting to meet people, get involved and become active," Page wrote last year, "stop hiding behind the computer or making excuses."

I read somewheres that Page said that many people talk about doing something and it is time someone *did* what they believed in!

I think a Taliban once wrote something to the effect, "we Taliban are very willing to die for what we believe in, what do *you*, Americans, believe in enough that you would die for that Cause"!
...probably, nothing!......
---Thus in a sense Page died for his beliefs.

But I, freestone, do not ask what you might die for!
I will ask, here, instead,

"what are you willing to live for"?!

If you, say, were Old and laying all day on your couch, waiting for the undertaker bus to come by to pick you up, *what* might motivate you to get up and get that dust out of your brain and the fat out of your muscles, to get out there and to DO something?!

Say, you are a Kid in the Ghetto and the only future that seems to exist is "career criminal";  what might get you to find something far happier than that, to do?!


Wednesday, August 08, 2012

The Storm.

The Storm. by freestone
The Storm., a photo by freestone on Flickr.

The Storm.

Yes, the Storm. been a lot of these of late. Tallahassee has from 100 to 150 thunderstorms a year. this one looks real potent.

Monday, August 06, 2012

rain shower number 326

rain shower number 326 by freestone
rain shower number 326, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

rain shower number 326

been a lot of these of late. every day I hear thunder. This little storm is seen near sunset.
tallahassee, florda, usa.

that weak tropical storm that creeps across the gulf coast.

Saturday, August 04, 2012

the sky is on Fire!

the sky is on Fire! by freestone
the sky is on Fire!, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the sky is on Fire!

looking westwards from y 4th floor room. Yes, the sky is on fire.

in a minute this will be gone, no slow-sunset here at 30 degrees North!

the Bug. Grand Daddy longlegs!

the Bug. Grand Daddy longlegs!

a grand daddy of all Longlegs "bugs".

that below is a standard household electric socket. The upper half.

This Thing is Huge. Would cover my whole hand, probably!

Friday, August 03, 2012

top of a thunderstorm!

top of a thunderstorm! by freestone
top of a thunderstorm!, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

top of a thunderstorm!

near sunset, the top of a thunderstorm outreaches ahead of itself, to show this amazing anvil.
Tallahassee, florida, usa.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

bigger than your head.

bigger than your head. by freestone
bigger than your head., a photo by freestone on Flickr.

bigger than your head.

yes a mushroom. bigger than your head. the steam is only about three inches high so it sits right on the grass. big as a dinner plate.
I guess here in Tallahassee, the 5 to 8 inches of rain a month, grow these things.

Mass murder and mental illness: The Interplay of stigma, culture and disease - Yahoo! News

Mass murder and mental illness: The Interplay of stigma, culture and disease - Yahoo! News

After a review by an academic committee, during which her formerly trusted professors said they saw no chance that she would ever succeed, N was dismissed from her program. She broke down:

Me: Everything I have ever been told was a lie. My one way out — of poverty, desperation, madness — was never more than an illusion. And then disbelief. And then, how will I ever explain this to anyone, to family, to old mentors? And then betrayal. No language this time, no thoughts; crying, crying for hours. Alcohol, unconsciousness, unbidden dreams. Even there: repeating their words, over and over and over again. Isolation so intense, there is no way I will ever bridge it. I am lost. Days go by, weeks.


I fixated on a single vision, me, sometimes hanging, sometimes with gun in hand and a pool of blood on the floor, outside [her former adviser's] office. Suicide, yes, obviously, but also something more: revenge.

a story so terrible that maybe now we all could think that the best way to help mental ill people is for all of us to quit our lives and devote ALL our time to helping these people, our whole gross national economy for this.  Like:  in a 30 kid classroom, all 29 kids spend all of their time helping that one kid get up to learning speed!

Friday, July 27, 2012

a pair of morning thunderheads.

a pair of morning thunderheads.

a pair of morning thunderheads. Looking west from my window, early in the morning, there are two small thunderheads.
Tallahassee, florida, usa.

Amazing what can be seen just from my bedroom window.

In a moment, the vista changes, in minutes these clouds might be gone.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

screening 9 year old children for cholesterol

screening 9 year old children for cholesterol

And from what I have read, elsewheres, many of the researchers had ties to the drug industry!
I can see how this is going. everyone from 5 years old, onwards, takes ten pills a day, never mind the side effects!

Some of this *can* be fixed, but probably it would take a 100% overhaul of our civilization to do this and nothing will be the same again and it would take a Dictator with an Iron hand, to makes these changes!

Just *how* radical a change?!!
[not in any order....]
---ban all corn syrup in foods.
---no artifical sweeteners. period.
---all food must be "real", no additives of any kind.   all baked goods must be "homemade, no antibiotics or hormones in meats.
--no "calorie-dense" hydrogenated oil foods.
---one third of class time must be "exercise". outdoors if possible.
--another third of class time should be in learning "values".
--ban desks and chairs in workplaces, back years ago, everyone worked standing up, at their clerk jobs.
--encourage family farms of 40 acres each and make it economically feasible to make a living on this land, my grandfather put two girls through college on a 30 acre fruit farm, in 1920s!
--women stay home and raise the kids.
---allow seniors to "Leave", if they want to, if they feel their life is over.
---ban all nursing homes and assisted living places, tax benefits for those who have a senior living with them at home.

Radical, all right!

Researchers are debating the merits of recent guidelines that recommend all children aged 9 through 11 be screened for high cholesterol levels, along with certain groups of younger children and teenagers.
The guidelines were written by a panel convened by the U.S. National Heart, Lung, and Blood Institute, endorsed by the American Academy of Pediatrics and published in the journal Pediatrics last November.
But now doctors publishing in the current issue of Pediatrics say the guidelines are too aggressive and not based solidly on evidence. The paper is joined by a rebuttal from the authors of the guidelines.
The critics of the guidelines make many arguments, including that the guidelines were based more on expert opinion than on solid evidence and that many authors of the guidelines reported industry disclosures.

Friday, July 20, 2012

bit of a rainbow

bit of a rainbow by freestone
bit of a rainbow, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

bit of a rainbow

rainbow in the morning, looking out of my west window.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

large thunderstorm in the evening

large thunderstorm in the evening

a large thunderstorm to the west, about 7 PM. tallahassee, florida.
80 to 90 storm days a year here. 120 thunderstorms a year. for the last month there has been White Mountains all day long, somewheres nearby.
Note how if you look carefully you can see the Thunderhead going way up above the dark cloud base.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

71 years old and still here


I just turned 71 years old and I am still Here.    Years ago, I thought 70 years old is an "old man"!    well, here in this senior home, a nice one, there are happy, active, people who are in their late 70s.  There are at least two ladies in their 90s.

I read a recent article describing how at least 20% of seniors, of the Baby Boomers, will have mental and drugs problems!  Oh dear.
   I live on the Frontier of Death, the ambulance comes for someone several times a month and everyone here knows someday it might come for them!   while most come back quickly, others are never ever seen again.

One of the biggest problem that i see with people "getting older" is how they miss the good things of their youth and then have nothing to replace them with.  What about a cave explorer who must hobble along with a walker and just to step out into the Home's garden is now *quite* an achievement!
What happens to the One-Trick-Horse, when his trick runs out?!

Got to have other interests.


Monday, July 09, 2012

a developing thunderstorm

a developing thunderstorm by freestone
a developing thunderstorm, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

a developing thunderstorm

near sunset, a stormcloud is ready to drop some rain. the bark was far worse than the bite. here in tallahassee, can rain on one side of the street and not the other side. four inches can fall *here* and none, over *there* 1000 feet away. rain falls so hard, here in Tallahasseem;

so hard that Umbrellas are only a gesture!

One Dramatic cloud shot!

One Dramatic cloud shot! by freestone
One Dramatic cloud shot!, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

One Dramatic cloud shot!

here is a dramatic shot of clouds that are on-the-way to becoming thundershowers! near sunset, tallahassee, florida, looking west.
In a rainy summer year, this city can have over 80 thunderstorm days a year, or 100 to 140 thunderstorms a year! or MORE!

Sure makes for pretty clouds!

Monday, July 02, 2012

my new hat

my new hat by freestone
my new hat, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

my new hat

I seem to find strange and wonderful hats. I will wear it until it turns raggy then "bronze" it up on a shelf. Oh, i can play golf, i might score 120 though!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

a Tropical storm Debby sunset

a Tropical storm Debby sunset

tropical storm Debby. The Sunset, tallahassee, florida. Here is just a very weak tropical storm and Monday's rainfall is about 7 inches, and just south of the city the rainfall was nearly 14 inches.
There is something about tropical storms that gives for strange sunsets. Sunsets from heaven or hell, depending......

This weak system has been sitting just off shore for days.
When even a weak tropical storm is near, the clouds and colors have an *edge* to them!
"an end of the world" feeling, is in the air.

Friday, May 25, 2012

the ray of the sun

the ray of the sun by freestone
the ray of the sun, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the ray of the sun

setting sun behind a thunderstorm, creates a sun ray.

tallahassee, florida, usa

Sunday, April 01, 2012

nice white cloud

nice white cloud by freestone
nice white cloud, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

nice white cloud

a nice cumulus cloud near sunset.

very very hard to take cloud pictures in a city without wires. there is a group, in fact, called something like, "wires ruined my cloud shot"!

Monday, March 26, 2012

storm cloud from smoke: very rare!!

storm cloud from smoke: very rare!!

here is something very rare! this thunderhead might *look* to be an ordinary storm cloud, but look again. There is a small but intense forest fire off to the southwest, in the national forest. the heat updraft is so strong that a cloud has formed on top of the heat column and high enough into the upper air so that rain might be falling.
Not the best of photo quality, but to take a picture *into* the sun makes for a tricky shot.

I have heard of rain falling from these smoke-storms and this rain puts the fire out. Or lightning forms and starts yet more fires!

Saturday, March 24, 2012

just a march 24th day next to where I live.

just a march 24th day next to where I live.

this street is about 100 foot from where I live, Westminster gardens apartments, here in tallahassee.
A typical warm spring end of March. leaves come out. up North the buds might not be out until early May.
at a Price, 100 days a year of 90 degrees or more!

there is a park along the street where I walk weekend mornings, a "wilderness" park. "it" comes right up next to the sidewalk. In the middle of January I could see into this jungle for about 15 to 20 feet. Today I could see ten feet. last week this jungle chortled to itself, full of frogs.
I cannot even imagine going into this jungle to see what plants are there. Years ago, in a similar jungle it took me 30 minutes to walk 200 feet!
Lush and green. there are many streets like this here. Plants grow fast.

I knew someone, in a city 120 miles away, who bought an old house in the spring, then he went to Alaska to work for the summer to pay for it. when he returned to his house he could not find it!!
the Kudzu vines ate it! he had to strip off the vines.

Friday, March 23, 2012

another Tallahassee wonderful sunset!

another Tallahassee wonderful sunset!

yes, another sunset from my 5th floor landing. no two alike.

the garden

the garden by freestone
the garden, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the garden

the westminster gardens art show. they changed the name of my senior residence from "Georgia Belle, to this new name. For to celebrate this name-change, they held a small art show with the art teacher in charge. She painted this painting.
next week she is moving to the mountains near Asheville, North Carolina. Might be a good place to move to, in these 2012 times! Her mother lives near there too.
She painted this "innocent looking" painting, showing the small flower garden behind the building.
Not everyone will notice that the cute looking hawk is coming to Feed at the bird waterer but that it is not water or seeds that this hawk is after!

She told me she deliberately created a sense of "menace" in the painting! She is believing that the 2012 year will have many many changes happen to us and those two seniors sitting on the bench are utterly unaware that their whole world-reality might soon be turned upside down soon!

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

an artist's work, here at my senior Home.

an artist's work, here at my senior Home.

here at Westminster gardens, Tallahassee, Florida, named changed from "Georgia Belle", there was an art show today, A lady in charge of the art studio, put this show on, to showcase residents works of art, mostly from her class.

Patsy McConnell is the name of the artist who painted this painting.

the painting is of her mother, each dog is a dog that she owned during her life of 62+ years.

There are a fair number of seniors who are in her class, there in the studio. there must have been six to ten artists at this show in the dining room.
one of my favorite paintings, here at Westminster Gardens.

Never too too old to paint or draw. certainly never too old to Imagine....!!

Friday, March 16, 2012

the solar trumpets Sound Forth!

the solar trumpets Sound Forth!

a small wall of thunderheads make for a sunset of a flaring ray sun. Looking west from the 4th floor of my apartment, as usual, here in Tallahassee, Florida.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

the sunburst

the sunburst by freestone
the sunburst, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the sunburst

westwards, looking to the west, in Tallahassee, Florida. Sun behind the dying thundershower.
Not the most colorful, perhaps, of my cloud pictures, but the Shape is unusual!

Sunday, March 04, 2012

safe places to live at the endtimes , madness

hi all.
[hopefully I have not posted this here before!]
safe zone madness.  Remote view people talk of safe zones;  places to move your family to before when the S hits the fan.  or maybe to drive to, with your last tank of gas, the very moment you know It Is Coming, the "Killshot" or whatever.
I hear the rustle of maps and i see a light on in the living room, at a midnight suburban neighborhood, in a large city.
Closer Look shows about four men peering over maps.
they plan to find a safe area to evacuate to, when the S. hits the fan.
"there" one man says.
"agreeed, there It Is" they exclaim, about 3 AM in the morning, tipped over coffee cups and wadded paper all around.
"Pine Ridge, there in the Appalachians.   only way in is over a 2000 foot mountain pass or two.  there is a town of 300 in the valley and maybe 50 small farms: the Perfect Spot.
these men do not notice that other lights are on, here and there, up and down this street.....
One day as the local tv basketball game is about 20 minutes into the game, the screen fades to....the
White House Podium and Obama climbs up to face 40 microphones.  there is talk about asteriod XZ762, and how now suddenly NASA has discovered it and this Thing is 34 miles wide and is going to direct-hit the earth in two days!
  there now is a mad shuffle in this house.  duffle bags and suitcases and a crying baby.
IN to the car and off!!
Pine Ridge valley!
they arrive near dusk.  they wonder why the grass on the side of the mountain road, to the Pass, is SO worn!
"looks like 50 trucks have come through here recently, mining trucks"?!
they enter this town.
imagine this: there are 8,000 cars seen all around this town.  there are maybe 5000 people gathered around the 3 businesses.  there now are *MANY* sounds of crying babies and far far off into the distance.
the Sherriff  stands in front of Creek general store, he has a bullhorn.  from his vantagepoint he now can see at laest another 2000 cars coming down the two pass roads!  he tries to speak, telling everyone that the one gas station has run out of gas, the grocery store is exhausted, and the Killshot is not due to tomorrow, and that he now expects at least 50,000 more people to come to his valley!
talk about 400 people trying to get upon a ten foot lifeboat!!
yes,  80,000 lights were on, at 3 in the morning, all over the east coast and everyone in those living rooms were looking for *the* safe spot!  guess what.  pine ridge valley won hands down.
800 kids Need Bathroom *Now*!
I am hungry.
shoot those minority people if they come in!
the crowd surges forwards toward this sherriff.
popping sounds are then heard:  "bang, band"!
Does Not Look Good.
moral: if you gotta have that safe Place, choose very very carefully, make sure it is one that few other will also find out about.
I would suggest that one find this safe spot in your own heart, via Spirit is real.  then accept going to the afterlife. 
but there are maybe a few Spirit-designated survivors, but you know who you are and have made preparations for this years ago!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

one minute before sundown!

one minute before sundown! by freestone
one minute before sundown!, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

one minute before sundown!

one minute, the sun will be gone. the last nice moment before the darkness that comes near-instantly, at 30 degrees North!

Monday, February 27, 2012

I was talking to the order lady at the St. John's cafe, today.
[imagine a cafe in a church building; they do it right.]

I was talking about the group of seniors who, at the senior Apartment complex where I live, these several little old ladies got up enough Intent to try this lunch room place out, after I had told them over and over how good this place was to eat.  Probably took them all over an hour to get ready to go.  too too far to walk and besides, that five lane main street, for them to walk across, is where the other side is "mars"!  for a senior to cross a six lane street with buzzing cars is for *you* to cross the grand canyon: there is a reason why many seniors say, "my side of the street", as it is FAR too dangerous for them to cross over!

they came.

the cafe was closed!
---one of those days the church held some very special program in the auditorium and the notice was on the door for over a week.
they never came to try this place again.

well...I thought about this.  many many seniors, and younger people too, say things like, "if today is sunny, tomorrow will be cold".
"a check in the mail, today, will be followed by a bill, tomorrow, for the exact same amount"
the Law: "every good thing will be followed by an equally bad thing, the better the thing, the worse will then be the "payment"!
["everything is bad, there is no good to anything new"]

these laws, i see, jinxed these ladies!  why of *course* they picked the one day that the cafe was closed for the month!  they believed  this law of negativeness and so they had to choose the one day the cafe was closed!  *must* choose it!   far better to keep one's beliefs to come out 100%, right?!
so they succeeded in their mission: now again they are re-affirmed, that "life's a bitch then you die"!
they won!


Wednesday, February 22, 2012

the Worm

the Worm by freestone
the Worm, a photo by freestone on Flickr.

the Worm

another view of the monarch butterfly larva, on a stem of the tropical milkweed plant, in the garden behind where I live, "georgia belle apartments", now named "Westminster Gardens".
This photo was taken on February 21st!
Yes, worms and flowering plants, in the middle of winter, here in Tallahassee, florida, usa!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

monarch butterfly larva.

monarch butterfly larva. by freestone
monarch butterfly larva., a photo by freestone on Flickr.

monarch butterfly larva.

a Monarch butterfly larva.
Out of Time and place!!

see, today is February 21st or 2012. this image is NOT from last summer, this worm is happily eating the leaves on a 60 degree North Florida afternoon, near the end of February!
the plant is "tropical milkweed", some people call this a "butterfly bush"! The plant is evergreen and is green all year long. Next to this plant are completely stripped, of leaves, other milkweeds, the larva have flown.
Either Global Warming or of this year's weather patterns.
Tallahassee, florida, usa.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

a setting sun, from the 10th floor.

a setting sun, from the 10th floor.

yes another settingsun photo. no two is alike. the delicate sun-illumined clouds did not come out as hoped, but the rest of the sunset looks nice.

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

So Orange the setting : Ten minutes later!

So Orange the setting : Ten minutes later!

if you look at the previous photo, you can see that the clouds are nearly identical. what has changed is the Time! Only a few minutes have passed, and the sky is a complete another color!
Living in the semi-tropics. instant sunsets, be careful walking outdoors, the night comes quickly!

here are my favorite two sites, channeling sites, that deal with EARTHCHANGES and END TIMES.

Next year in your calendar, which is 2011, will begin the preparation, and this preparation for the humanrace - and remember I have told you that the Ascension Plan is twofold, it involves the humanrace and Mother Earth - so the preparation for the humanrace will begin in earnest next year.
Many people will find themselves awakening to spiritual teachings, spiritual music, understanding the world more in spiritual terms as opposed to material and monetary.


Tom Moore's Gentle way articles and newsletters.

there are my favorites.  many other sites, especially if they have forums, the forums are often filled with angry people who are attracted to the forum, but apparently lack the wider, deeper, perception to understand.


Sunday, February 05, 2012

So Orange the setting sunclouds!

So Orange the setting sunclouds!

fire in the sky. all alike but each is different. even a few minutes makes a difference! Like three minutes later the whole color changes. 30 North is getting closer to the equator, with their famous insta-sunsets!
I might later put up the same scene taken 10 minutes later.

tallahassee, florida, usa.