Thursday, October 23, 2008

dream of astroid hitting the earth!

hi all....

Oh this ole freestone had a doozy of a dream last night, the 23rd of October, 2008.

Not too often do I have one of those "end of the world" dreams; this is one of them!

The dreambegins, innocently enough, where I dreamawake to find that I am in the U S
Air Force, working in the computer room. Since I was in the Air Force in the 60s, working there with computers, this dream scene appears to me about 3 or 5 times a month.
[symbolizes "me" in my inner mind]

There was a bit of "astral" feeling to this dream, as there sometimes is, the people that I worked with seemed to be real people and people I never knew in life.
[probably astral traveled to meet a group of people, bringing some of my own scenery with me! I do this sometimes, to meet people, we meet in a place that I "bring with me" from my earthlife: if I had not paid attention to the astral "scenery", I would think upon awakening that I had just another dream!]
I took a small break to sit and rest, alone in a room next to the computer.
Suddenly I noted some "disturbance" on the wall to my right! A scene appeared there, a scene like of a mural, a scene about five feet across. I had trouble understanding what I saw, a still frame of what looked to be of a group of "royal looking" men. men of Authority, like of Head Priests. They stood in rows, about
10 to 15 men, with "Egyptian" looking buildings behind them. They did not move, the scene stood there for many minutes. I could not recognize what culture gave to them their clothes, but the clothes and headgear just oozed...."authority".."ruler"...."chief"..."head priest".
[These Guides came "down" from a higher heavenly plane, to give to me their Knowledge of a future event-to-come, where I came up to the astral plane to receive this message]

Then, the scene changed. I saw the earth from space, the planet was about three feet across, on this wall. Then I saw coming from above and behind the earth, another round body of a planet "toid". the body was very round, unlike asteroids shapes. This object looked to be about 800 to 1200 miles across.
Then I saw this planet approach the earth in a nearly parallel path. This object then struck the earth with a glancing blow and then passed off again into space.

My dream jaw dropped, at this image, I then called the men in from the other room, but I was the only person who could see this image, as it then faded, I heard what I thought was a dim voice speaking from the wall.

"in about two to three years"!!

I wake up. end of dream!

maybe the economic Depression will be the least of our fears, if this comes to pass. Did I have a prophetic vision, given to me by these Priests?! Are they right?

"a glancing blow"?!!

---probably would "merely" give the whole planet Richter 8s to Richter 11s, earthquakes, all over the planet, for hours and hours and days, with 500 foot to 3000 foot tidal waves, to boot! Also ruin a whole continent or sea, as i could see, in that image, the debris of the surface going out into space, as this planet slid across the surface for a thousand miles!
Change, maybe, the orbit and the polar orientation too, maybe the moon's orbit and timing also. Might move the earth's positional orbit around the sun. warmer or colder depending.....
Would NOT be good.

So again I have been Inducted into the List of Doomseers, in spite of what I might want to think!!

I posted a drawing of what they showed to me, on my blog. a picture is worth the 1000 words.

Here are some more ruminations on that vision, It takes me, often, days to digest such visions.

Both planets were white. but this could be just due to the way the guides gave the images, after all, the colors and image was simple. planets do look white from space.

...a dull red color *would* be the color of a dying star, the red color would be where the surface temperature would be about 400 degrees.
but if this is a dying star, be bad news! the weight of this thing would then be almost as much as the earth!
but then again the new discoveries of the Planetoids beyond pluto, have them where they all are round. with atmospheres too, mostly of methane. Might be dozens and dozens of them out there, in the Oort cloud.
"only a glancing blow" eh?!!
---even if this thing were to miss the surface by 300 miles, the tidal forces would be immense. think of a high tide of 1000 feet! be then a real tidal wave of 1000 feet being pulled along with this thing. but i was shown the stuff being thrown into space. maybe just atmosphere, but probably water and surface from the earth.

if this is a true vision.
who were "they", the Givers of this vision?!
---Now i am beginning to think that they were "ALIENS"! from a whole another culture than of anything that I could imagine, thus it was me who described them as being "ancient egyptian"! It would be aliens who would see such an event coming to the earth! But these beings really might be Aliens who live in *their* spirit world, their heavens above their home planet.

Anyway, would not be good. if this were to dig out a 20 mile deep trench across, say, the Pafific ocean, the exposed rocks would be, at that depth, about 600 to 100 degrees, the ocean rushes in and then turns to steam! In a year, the whole surface of the earth is entombed in fog from ground to 70,000 feet, darkness at noon so so bad that no photosynthesis could occur for ten years and all plants die!
If across land, then dust and haze doing the same. 10% of the atmosphere would be methane gas. richter 10 earthquakes for all, for weeks.


but are these beings TRUE?

I am but the channeler for this vision, I cannot validate it, yet. maybe If if were to Pray a bit, I might soon get an answer.

the depression might be the least of our worries!

I have to Wonder if the currant political president Obama might symbolize the
"last chance for the poor and the underprivilaged" to come out and to Shine and to do their dances, *just* before the End?!
but then again I also have that may of 2007 dream to keep me Cold, on those hot summer days:
where I went into the astral plane and told other people that..."the end of civilzation will happen in three years [2010] and to finis up your soul's earthly spiritual Work, *NOW*"!!
[I said this in fervant Zealot tones, as if I were reading to them all "the riot act"!!
not my usual freestone way of saying things!!


Friday, October 17, 2008

living with the depression

" people in the financial and economic realm know that's what it's adding up to and no real chance to escape it, and they are trying to figure out how to break it to us. What is being said is deep, prolonged, duration unknown

I think they stick to the term recession to avoid panicking people. I don't necessarily agree with that tactic, but I sort-of understand it.


a post to a forum in reply, a reply about living in the Depression, recession.

hi all...

well I never ever earned more than about minimum wage, in my life of 67 years. I had a cottage on Cayuga lake, once, sold it as i eventually Intuitively knew that its Time was over, too too much development around it for me to continue to enjoy it.

Thus i recall the good times. Also I know that everything that I do, or buy, or use, must be Returned to the construction shack at the end of the day, everything is a "loaner", as I journey through this life on the way to the heaven that is there and the heaven that I VISIT several times a week in my astral travel dreams!!

Someday I would expect to live in a nursing home, dependant upon everyone for everything, but of course my dreams tell me otherwise, they tell of "civilization ending in two more years"!!

so suppose it is so, for the argument's sake, that we all go slowly down the economic tubes followed by the earth's parallel synchronetic response: volcanoes, and cold and ruin, "Rome" falls!
then...I would do this, as the news people might tell me, "the asteroid is on collision course, in one month a direct hit and it is 100 miles across"!

I would tell myself, then:
it was a good life. I had some technological toys. a cottage. walks in many many countrysides, in Indian summers that never seemed to end.
but winter always comes.

would i cease to enjoy the May and June lovely summers, living in upstate new york, where it snows 50 to 100 inches a year, even knowing that in a few months the temperature might be 10 above zero fareihight, with a 40 mph wind, killing everything of plants?![when I lived up there in the 90s, on one may morning, I took a walk out into the wonderful may day, on a rural road, after having an end time vision of great ruination, I had this intuitive seeing, above, that upstate new york goes through "end times" each year as winter comes!!

I would enjoy what may, June, July, august, has for me, to know the pretty summer, to live in it. I would know that at summer's end, there will be yet another next year, just as i know that the tombstone is a door into heaven.

I came here to enjoy the freedom and the goods and the knowledge. even though I could never afford a yearly subscription to the new york times, I could find copies on tables in the cafes. I cannot afford cable Internet, but there are three libraries here in Tallahassee that have good connections, I am in the very corner, now, of the Florida state University library that i sat in in 1960 when i was a student! literally one table over from my favorite 1960 table.

[I can enjoy even the small things in life]

I must be able to accept that all of this could be gone some day. my cafes close. the libraries close. only potatoes for sale in Publux. my senior home might not even exist. my computer dies and i cannot afford to fix it.

even if there is no depression for another 50 years and no earthchanges either for 50 years, my OWN end times, my own dwindling of "things" is just over the horizon. soon i will have to use several days a week for doctor visits, I will not feel as chipper and healthy as i used to. soon, the Walker and cane, maybe a wheelchair and Oxygen tank for my damaged lungs. then maybe a veterans Home, a nursing home for vets. then the flowers and the gravestone.
Here i am at 67, in fair health, knowing that this too will occur to you all, old age and death. your own end times will come, for some fast, for some slowly.
the ambulance comes to my senior home about three times a month; everyone who lives there just knows that someday it will come for them!

while i would not want to live in a cardboard box, in the woods, living on "nothing", feeling cold all of the time and fearing the mobs also scavenging, I always have to ACCEPT this possibility!
as the shaman says...."in order to be able to live, one must first accept being able to be killed. Once one's death is accepted, then one is free of the Fear of losing all things around you"

the Violin only sounds nice when the bow is moving across the strings: life is nice sounding only when it is being lived. Thus enjoy what one has, now, learn from the goods that one has, accepting that they all will either Go Away, someday, or that you will go away from them! [old age].

so learn to enjoy the simple things, like i sense how i can walk a couple of blocks on a nice Tallahassee Indian summer October day, whereas many many other people need to feel that they have to take a 1000 mile trip and to spend $1200 for the hotel and the gas, just to have such an experience.

INDIAN: "white man build a fire 4 feet high and then stand back 20 feet, we build our campfire to be 1 foot tall and then we sit three foot from it, the same amount of comfort, but with much less bother and cost of resources"!

one can enjoy anything, nearly, especially that the level of enjoyment is not related to the $$$ cost of the enjoyment. in times when the money does not exist, there are many ways to have happiness for less costs.
and NOT to feel depressed or deprived in doing so: this is cultural judgements at work!

even the old lady with her walker, when she comes into her room, at my Georgia belle senior home, she may write a letter to a friend, read her Bible for an hour, or just open the window and listen to that mocking bird that sings in the tree and often this bird can sing for an hour and not repeat one song! how much does one hour of mocking bird sing cost?!

so enjoy your life before the earthquakes come, or before you become senile with oldage!


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

astral travel, dreams, predictions

hi all....

[about my prophecy of volcanic winter, and dreams]

Yesterday I bought a computer game called "OUTCRY"! mmmm....


The original title of Phantomery Interactive’s first game, Outcry,

There isn’t much of a story to be recounted in Outcry. You’ll play the role of a middle-aged writer who receives a strange, confused letter from his brother, a scientist whom he hasn’t seen for years. Upon arrival at your brother’s home, you will discover that in the past few weeks he missed all his lectures at the local university and began a reclusive life in his apartment, where he was working on a mysterious machine, and then suddenly disappeared altogether. From scattered diary pages and incoherent notes, you will learn that your brother was convinced that human consciousness could be separated from the body and that he was trying to test this “paramount discovery” on himself. Something must have gone wrong, and it’s up to you now to find out his ultimate fate.

The premise is surely fascinating: the parting of body and spirit, the possibility of reliving the past and changing it by a mere act of consciousness, and the inner conflict between the Self and its shadowy doppelgänger are profound and meaningful themes, very rarely seen in the majority of today’s adventures.

"astral travel", in a nutshell.
I began this trippy game, yesterday, of course it was Columbus day, the day of adventuring to new worlds!

A game about astral travel.
In the game he uses plant drugs and sound and a small diving bell of a room, to have
this occur.

As I later went to bed, I told myself," I would not need all of those things to Astral travel, all that I have to do is to DREAM!

and I did dream.
and I did astral travel.

I went to my childhood farm country but when "awoke" in this place I could tell that this place was NOTHING like my childhood home farmland, at all! I apparently wanted to go to see my friend Sam, an old childhood friend who lived across the road from me, in the 60s and 70s who turned sour on me later in life.
And..there was his house. It looked nothing like his childhood home and it also looked nothing like of any house on this earthplane! Of course I was not on the earth any more, I was in a heaven, afterlife, world!!
I stood outside of his house and low and behold Sam came out to see me. He looked a bit like of a "younger edition" of himself, as heaven dwelling people do look younger. He was not angry at me any more. Interestingly, I could only see him if i looked out of the corner of my eye, a direct look gave only "nothing", he was invisible!
[slightly different vibrational differences]
Sam was glad to see me and in our conversation he lamented to me that some personal valuable item that he had was not even noticed at the Auction of his stuff after he died.
[Sam was the person who came to me in early 2007 to tell me that "there would be no hurricanes in 2007 and only maybe one storm for 2008". He was an Indian Shaman in another incarnation!]
Then I told Sam something. Interestingly, SAM sometimes comes to me in my dreams to tell me prophetic things, now this time I gave to *him* a prediction!
Oh, a prediction that I already know about, thus I may have only given to him something that has no relation to "objective Prophetic truth", at all!
I told to Sam that.....

"December 12th begins the year of the earthquake, which will pass on to the next year, the year of the Volcano, then the year after will be the year of the Cold, be sure that everyone has wood or coal for heating"!

[Someone on forums Told this, that "there will be soon the year of the earthquake, then the year of the volcano. He also writes about the year of the cold winter which will kill hundreds of thousands of people all over the world!
Thus I am using his words, here, to tell Sam, but with the added "kick", that of course a volcanic year will lead to a volcanic global cooling, but what is hidden OMINOUS, here is that I am inferring to SAM that there will be little electricity or gas/oil, to heat with, for the Northern lands affected by volcanic dust making for a cold winter! Only coal or wood, i tell to him.]

After I left Sam, I wandered along to the gardens outside of a healing center for newly arrived souls, to this plane, this world of heaven. A group of people had just returned from some Gospel concert of a sing and they had "fliers" from the event, i could actually touch and to move some of the sheets of paper, to look at the incredible artwork! Really really good illustrative designs on the front of the Program sheets.
Several people then told me a bit of their earthly lives.

by now the time was about 7 AM in the morning, as I live at a senior home, this morning the ambulance came and woke me up, end of astral traveling, the ambulance comes several times a week, in the fall winter and spring; everyone knows that soon it will come for them, i walked out later to see that someone who used to live here, had died yesterday, in her nursing home. Everyone here has to be friends with Mr Death!

There is a very VERY ominous astrological aspect around the end of December of this 2008 year, mars conjunct Pluto at the new moon, 6 degrees Capricorn, it is my feelings, people, that IF there is to be the beginning of this "earthquake-volcano-cold" progression of years, December 27th will be the trigger Time for this to begin, maybe not *on* that day, but maybe months later. the exact degree, 6 degree Capricorn, gives me a bit of the "Chills", in feelings, intuitively, that this is NO
ordinary mars...Pluto thing! [mars conjuncts this planet every 3 to 4 years!]
the Trigger, this is...from December 27th to, say, May of 2009, or even later, the earthquakes *might* begin!!


Thursday, October 09, 2008

be aware of the psychic pollution around you!

a post on a psychi prediction forum.

psychic polution, beware of your Feelings, people!
Today at 18:10:14 hi all....

This here Freestone sits seriously and Ponderously, at the Library computer, this Thursday evening. I have just come from reading some of the predictions, here, others, all saying the same thing.
Another thing is, the constant "web bot" eggs" of picking up on the incoming mass actions and mass feelings, during the next few months.
Thus I feel inspired to give out here a distinct
a warning that is not of some great disaster or collapse, but of

"psychic pollution"!!

this is where one is, say, just sitting in her living room after supper and she is depressed and worried about "something". what she does not know is that she was "directed" to worry about something, and if her husband were to give counsel so that she would dispel this worry, another would spring up in its place and an endless line of worries are behind that one!


what she is picking up is the great collective worrying of the 5,000 people in her near and far neighborhood!! a sponge she is, a psychic em path! litmus paper picks up the water's acidness. the wind vane points to the direction of the wind. the worrying increases, amongst the people around her, even a non-psychic will pick this up.

here I am, a psychic empathic and i live in a senior home and one reason i spend so much time away from it is due to this, here are 161 people who face death, THEIRS, and all around them there is Reminders of their own passings!

thus as the recession, depression, etc...etc..increases in size and magnitude, everyone will be affected by this mental tidal wave of depression and fear! no escape, we all are in this collectively.
perhaps the only thing one can do is to go out into the countrysides. be alone from people. alas, if this gets very very much more intense, the very earth will carry this! then there will be NO escape, even out far far into the deserts!
Even the very earth will "earthchange" even the faster, due to the unravelling of the collective world economy.

there was a very very VERY "scary" meeting of people, in the middle 70s, in Elmira, new york. one of the "psychic sessions with a psychic teacher there. one of my psychic friends attended. he came back to Ithaca with a fearful tale! there was a certain topic discussed, through the medium, by her Guide. the topic was of and about the "great Elmira flood", where the water was so so deep that it covered the very second floor windows, of all of the houses in the valley.
it was Told that this flood was CAUSED. caused by the collective people's of the Elmira valley trying to wash out of this valley all of the dirt and filth of the economically depressed area! been "1930" there for 20 years, even before 1970!
thus...I am now slightly wondering if the great mass of peoples, of the world, will collective invoke some Cleansing action, to purge the earth of this stuff, maybe to "Nuke" it all away, atomically!!

while the previous statement is a bit of "over-active imaginations", I am slowly noticing the reactions of the 300,000 people of Tallahassee, to this all. be alot of people who will go home to live with mom, or to live in the woods or to just sit around depressed. if riots break out, the fear and worry will only increase.

thus my warnings, here, right now, would be to be aware of how the surrounding people will affect your moods and make them worse and then you will pass this bad mood on to others, in a continuing wider and increasingly intense circle. to bring each and all down, eventually, to "agreeing" that a collective "fin-de-sickle" might be needed, to trash and to burn our civilization to the ground!! then go back to 1810, where simple things count and everything is in utterly "black and white" thinkings!

to be away of the flood tide is to be able to possibly deal with it.

pray for protection and forgivenesses.


Wednesday, October 08, 2008

a post to the MAC infection forum.

I had to take a trip to the lake city, Florida veterans hospital for several evaluations, to see if I actually HAD the MAC condition.

I went last week for the actual evaluation of this, and to see if i needed treatment.

my doctor, there, told me that there is a difference between being INFECTED with MAC, or "COLONIZED" with Mac bacteria. the "colonization" is where it is just "there" sitting in my lungs. Apparently with a damaged lung, like with my condition, any lung that has damage to it is a sitting duck for mac to colonize and maybe to begin to infect.

My lung scan, in May, showed "a mass". turns out that mass was Pneumonia, with a Mac colonization. that is the good news, for sure. the antibiotics removed the pneumonia and I had two antibiotic courses, two weeks, one after the other and one of the them was one of the three they use for mac.
then he told me a sobering thing, people: that the currant treatment for mac, there, is a TWO YEAR antibiotic treatment! Then he told me that he has two patients that are on antibiotics for LIFE!!
[but some aged vets are in very VERY bad shape, say maybe 80 years old and have ruined lungs!]

he really did not want to treat me as the side effects from the three antibiotics can be horrendous!


very good, I praise the lord!

then the small bad news!
---he says that "the mac is always there, just waiting to be infectious!"!

the then cautioned me to get the flu shots, keep currant with my pneumonia shots and then say AWAY away away from people with colds and flu and to wash my hands a lot and keep away from places of Contact with colds and lung diseases!
[there goes, perhaps, my trips to maybe see my aunt in upstate new york: seems everyone who flies, trains, buses, gets a cold as a part of the trip, a "required" side effect of a trip!!]

so there. be neurotic, now, about colds!

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

rainbow in the sky

rainbow in the sky, originally uploaded by freestone.

rainbow in the sky
A nice shot of a rainbow that is in the sky. A view from the 5th floor stairwell, where I live. This photo was not taken as a "telephoto" or "zoom" picture; The clouds were near the ground.

Looking to the east, near sunset time.

Tallahassee, Florida, usa.

Uploaded by freestone on 1 Oct 08, 9.13AM EDT.