Sunday, December 28, 2008

christmas at Georgia Belle

christmas at Georgia Belle, originally uploaded by freestone.

christmas at Georgia Belle
yes, here at my senior Home for Independant living, [Westminister foundation] there is this christmas tree.
No, the presents are only for looks, but the residents and staff decorated this tree.

Not many people here on xmas day, most were visiting their families nearby or far away. But for the few, like me, who remained here on xmas day, some of the staff put on a special breakfast for us all at 9 AM, xmas day. well attended too, maybe 40 people came.

This is why I like Georgia Belle, many many small reasons, this is one of them. Nice residents too!

So I wish everyone here, who looks at the photo, a good holiday.

Also somewhat amazing that this dimly lit room had this image come out well, without a flash, on my canon powershot a610.


Uploaded by freestone on 28 Dec 08, 5.14PM EST.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

the live camera sees....,

sees a nice winter day, there near my hometown. why in fact one can almost see my hometown, off in the far distance across the lake, up near the top of the horizon line.

40 to 100 inches of snow per year. I read that they first made the song "Jingle bells" for a thanksgiving day song!
I wonder where this Place would be, a place where there might be three inches of snow on the ground, needing a sleigh to get to somewheres, on thanksgiving day?!!

my grandparents had such a sleigh in their barn, up until the 70s, when it was sold to an antique dealer.

probably for *THIS* place! i have seen where Halloween trick or treat was canceled due to the 6" of snow on the ground. do not get me started about the white Easters or the one white
memorial day weekend that I saw one year!!

On one october 5th day, I saw about a quarter inch of snow fall, enough to show upon the ground, then the sun came out and the temp "warmed" to about 35 degrees!

quite a contrast to where I live now, where yesterday the temp was about 78 degrees, here In Tallahassee, Florida!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

water leaking out of everything, dream!

hi all....

oh dreams!

I have straaaaaange ones!

like of a few nights ago!

it began when I was sitting in some unknown old house that was a large apartment house. this was not "my" apartment, though, probably following the astral counterpart of someone else.

I was playing a game on a computer, my new lcd monitor that I had just bought, in my dream, made the game very immerse and "real".

I was then distracted by the sound of running water, behind me. water was pouring out of the sofa and also out of the speakers on my boom box!! then I heard the SCREAMS!

[I woke up, then; but the dream sort of continued, where I was half awake]

screams and shrieks of ladies. the kind of sound made when a lady has a spider fall into her hair! I went out into the hall and looked through a open door into another apartment. I could see water on the floor, the rug looked like a swamp. water was coming out of the electric sockets and also out of the seat of a chair!

more screams from upstairs. another tenant came running down the stairs and her cell phone, in her hand, was a-gushing water like ya can not believe! water was also coming down the stairs.
Then the door opened and a policeman came in, but he stopped cold when his police radio sprung a huge leak and a shower-head's worth of water streamed out all over the floor. his badge was leaking too.

"occult....occult", someone shouted!!

"I know who to ask", someone said.
"my friend across the street is a Minister of a spiritualist church and she is a medium, lets get her and ask her why the water is coming out of things that no water can ever ever come out of!

this psychic sits down in a wet chair. quietly she asks her Guide and the guide's spirits, "what is going on"?!

[now this is where things get REAL interesting, people, as what she says had nothing to do with what I would have created from my own mind, thus i post this in the prophecy section, not the dream area!]

she says, or rather, the guide speaks and she quotes what she hears.
the personage who is the guide, is NOT her guide this time, it is MOTHER MARY!

" the water has Broken"....
[the "B" is pronounced as if the B were capitalized.]
"the water has broken, the womb membrane is rent, the Birth of the Baby comes quickly"!
"the baby is the whole human race, and the Birth is immanent; the whole human race is to be Born, collectively, "ready" or not"!
["born" as in "reborn, when one accepts Jesus as one's savior and then the Baby is now the Christicised soul. as if every human being on the planet is to become saved all at one time and it matters not how "evil' or sinful one is!]

there. my dream offering for today!


Monday, December 01, 2008

Clearing after the storm

Clearing after the storm, originally uploaded by freestone.

Clearing after the storm
looking westward from the 5th floor of my apartment building, here in Tallahassee, florida. After a stormy thanksgiving week, rain all day for three of the four days, the sky clears and the western horizen is clear.
[always rains here on three...four day holidays!]

a nice Thanksgiving nevertheless.

Lots to be thankful for.

Uploaded by freestone on 1 Dec 08, 6.19PM EST.

Friday, November 21, 2008

things are better than they look!

hi all.

yes, I think that "things are better than they look"!

I am not writing, here, about the economy or the politics. These are only aftereffects of other events.

there is something of an artist's painting, that I saw way way back in June of this 2008 year.
He painted this work, showing some natural scenery of Florida. he was utterly unaware, however, that embedded in his work was also the workings of spirit and this is not the first time that I noted this in paintings, murals, songs, movies, during the last 50 odd years since I went to college.
[this second i am in the Florida state university library, the exact same place in this library that i did my homework and researches in, in 1960...63!]

I have seen this Message delivered in many works of art, as i say and it is the very same message, delivered over and over again. cannot just be a "coincidence" or maybe just my own "seeing eye projections".
[do not even ask how many paintings and murals showed the 9/11 trade center being taken down, months and years before it happened, why nearby from here, Tallahassee, there was a library mural that even showed the very two planes, painted in about 1990!]

[freestone stops, here, for a moment, and looks again at about four paintings and murals and book illustrations, that he has seen over the last ten to twenty years, then he adds the Information from about ten of his DreamVisions too, each and all saying the very same thing!!

what do they say?!
In short:
---the human race is Cultured, just like the kids in grade one to twelve, are "cultured" by the curriculum people to advance through the grades until they are supposed to graduate and then go off to college. the kids never ever see these puppet masters, all the kids think of, at least in the grades, is that they all want to go outdoors and to play, after school is over: for the day and for the year.

being Prepared for Adulthood, that is what this Manipulation is for!

and *our* adulthood is to live forever in a spirit world where there is no more earthly incarnations...reincarnations!

these paintings and murals, at least, show to me the list of Avatars of the Race, all ten of them.
Krishna is # 8 and Jesus is #9.
the "actions" of the 10th avatar is upon us all, does not matter if there is a Incarnation of such, the ever looked for and feared by many...the Second Coming, itself, of Jesus!

the message really is....from the paintings, for me, personally and broadcast in symbols for everyone who looks at these art works, is: that the human race has a good grade!
that we all and each are doing well, the "grade" that i saw, in a dream, once about ten years ago, was "95%"!
over 90% are vibrating in soul such that they are "passed" and will Graduate into heaven.
and...back about 200 years ago, the level of the human race was about maybe 20% passing!
this was NOT good! most of the human race would have been left behind, in some great ascension earthchange event, and might have to REPEAT the grades on another planet around another sun, maybe another 12,000 years and never ever to rejoin those who passed.

truly the heaven of the Elite. this was what was....

there were masters of the white light who feared that the new heavens would thus ONLY be for the elite, alone. then there were "masters" who wanted it this way!
[great conflicts in heaven, nearly a war in heaven: over if the "asleep" and the "sinful" would never ever be worthy of living permanently in the afterlife worlds!]

I feel the Christ, himself, intervened. He aimed to treat those 80% failures like he thought of the "other thief" or that woman of the well of Samaria!


one of my very first clues that massive intervention was taking place was to read a footnote in a book about the Master maher baba, written by a devotee. this writer wrote that baba was initiated by SHIDI SAI BABA, a indian master who lived from about 1850 to 1918.
he wrote, in his bombshell of a footnote, that Shirdi had a 'self-aware" higher self, a Self that could do independent actions, in the spirit world, beyond shirdi's living incarnation self.
Thus this Higher Shirdi,
[quote, more or less....]
"wrote, produced, directed, ; the whole 5 to 7 odd years of WW I, and did this for both sides, allies and axis, and that he did this to give to humanity the curriculum for lessons to learn"!

[I read this in this very library that I am now sitting in, the book was probably 50 feet from where i sit, now long moved to ???? place.]

ooooh the pain of accelerated learning! to get this 80% fail rate to less than 5% fail rate, means
a LOT of "I, Jesus, bring the soul to fire...anvil..water, to Forge the hardened blade of the soul"!!

so in the 40...50 years since my College, I have had many dreams and "Showings" like of being directed to look at artworks, to see that most of the time of the last 50 years has had us cultured like pearl-oysters!
the conspiracy people have a clue; they only see the material influences though, they do not see the puppet strings going up to spirit, from the puppet master hands of the "Illuminati" and the
Manipulators of the oil and the wars!

thus the 10th avatar's Influence is upon us all.
thus, and it is very hard to put words *on* my intuitive feelings, it is thus so that most of the sufferings of people are due to this accelerated learning, to get more souls to be able to "get on the boat", as one of my dreams told me.
my own earthlife was extended at least three times, since 1993, or so, so that I could be an ASTRAL helper in the dream worlds, a spirit helper to work with people who are dead but stuck, and also help other people on earth, from my astral vantage point, directed by angels and guides.

why in one dream, a few years ago, I was directed to visited the astral counterpart land of some eastern country. certainly Arabic. I was Invoked by the healers of the temple of arrived-from-earth, souls, who come to heaven very needful of healing. there was a severe, a VERY severe case of a troubled soul, in one of the back rooms. i was supposed to bond with him, so that a connection could be made between his 'earthiness" and my "spiritness", then i would leave and they would pick up from there.
they led me into his dark small room. a man on a bed. his face was bloody and his beard was raggy. as I peered at him, suddenly a kind of "before" image of his face overlaid this ruined face: thus i now knew who this patient is!
yes, the man who the cia/military people dragged up out of a hole, on that farm there in Iraq, the leader was now caught, tried and then executed, the once "great" king of Iraq!
and I "had" to meet and to bond with him in soul!

hu.....mility!! if he is Worthy, then in my humbleness, all could be worthy!

for...if HE is now one of the 95% saved [that 95% was a number given to me about ten years ago, now this percentage is probably much higher!]
for if He is Worthy, then what about anyone else?
[fill in the blank] the homo...the abortion doctor....the CEOs of name them; you might indeed get to know them each and all, in your afterlife, and they could be *just* as saved as you are, fellow Christian!! and you and they live next door to each other in deep companionships, for years, in heaven!

heaven is not for the elite: it is for you and I.

my little rant is done with. it is hard to put words on intuitive feelings, that "we all and each are OK, in the light of spirit's final judgements". the only way that i can "explain' it, is to give examples from my visions and from what i see Inspired into artist's works, by Spirit!


fall cloud, the end of the rainy season

ll cloud, the end of the rainy season
a fall day here in tallahassee, florida, the end of the rainy season.

A small shower is getting ready to begin, soon rain will fall from under this cloud. Taken near sunset.

Uploaded by freestone on 21 Nov 08, 9.31AM EST.

my Door

my Door, originally uploaded by freestone.

my Door
the door to my small apartment, in the senior Home for Independant living.
"Georgia Belle".

the two pictures on the corners at the top of the door, are from the
Westminister calander for 2009, I cannot have the calander open in my room as the ink so bothers my lungs.
[many books and magazines I cannot comfortably read, my COPD lung irritations bother me! the national Geographic is now "Toxic Substance", the ink so bothers me!]
Prize winning portraits, from the Art Show judgings, apparently.

the "japanese" paper is where on "Asia day" on the park, where Asian people from different Asian countries had an exibition and that japanese is what my nane looks like in Japanese [? katikanie"]

the red-banded square is where someone sent to me a card.

the two pictures of the animals and of the people, are from the Watchtower magazine, from the Johovah's witness people. they have such good illustrations of what the heavens will be like, when we all get there, only they think that these "paradise" worlds will be here on earth.

Yes, my Door, nearly every door here, of the 160, or so, people, have something on them. But I note that many men have nothing on their door whatsoever except the mandatory nametag.

Uploaded by freestone on 21 Nov 08, 9.31AM EST.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

the new "superblog"

well I have found

This network site seems to specialize in small interest groups especially the spanish and Portuguese users. there are many sites and group that are about spiritism and the "afro" spiritist religions.

I have brought over a number of my posts, to this site, they have a nice way to import many of the posts and images from blogger.

there almost certainly will be duplicate entries here, and I will probably leave them there unless they are right next to each other. some are from my visions and dreams writeup blog.

[where my visions and astral travel dreams are written up at. end time visions and ufo abduction experiences too!]

and others are from my usual rant blog that is also a photoblog

not all of the posts from these blogs are here, one can go to the sites and do a look and search. for instance: the alien abductions experiences did not make it to the list, go to the site to read of them!


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

feeling one's future, one should do this!

hi all....
I live in an independent living facility for the seniors. I am also on HUD rent support. I live in a very small efficiency on the 5th floor. they told me when I moved in, in 2003, that someday one of the one-bedroom apts will open up and the rent is the same for HUD people.
well today they offered me such an apartment, a one bedroom apartment on the corner floor at the 11th floor. apt # 1111.the view was tremendous, i could see the flatlands for miles and miles.I probably would not get another offer for months or even for years.
I and the manager went to look at it. I told her that I needed to be there utterly ALONE, as i told her that i needed to feel it out.[i had to be there alone so that there is not other vibration in the room.]
very very interesting what i felt, way up there, in a place that most seniors would "give their eyeteeth for", let alone the rest of us.
my first feeling was of NAKEDNESS! as if i were to live exposed on a steel girder hanging in space. then I heard the Noises! I could hear every hammer-pound, of hammers on the hotel construction site, over a block away. then I heard every tire rotation, of the cars on the two six lane streets, blocks away. I probably could hear a bird preening its feathers too, also a kid licking his lollipop!like: sleeping in a rock concert!![my nervous system is SO sensitive, that every little noise will wake me up, every little sound, as i am falling asleep, will startle me utterly awake!]
I suddenly realized that i never ever could comfortably live above the tree line, maybe the 6th floor, as the trees muffle the sounds from far away. I can sleep only fitfully where I am now!!
*this* is my point of my post: that one should try to feel the predictive future of any action that one chooses, in life! to feel out the future, feelingly or buy *that* house, and not notice the empty lot next door has survey markers on it and low and behold a month after you move in they begin to build a new house there and the construction machinery is ten feet from your bedroom window!like: say "yes" to accepting a free kitten and not notice the infection on one of its ordering the chicken at the fast food place and you see that they are going to give to you the very last few pieces in the pan, you ask yourself how old is it and then choose not to order it.
this refusal to take up some very symbolic "1111" number, to me has "awful' consequences too: do i accept them?! soul cannot "vibrate" on the high heaven level that is expected of me when i get there, after I die! I have been told that in my dreams that my soul has very little of this high vibration in it; and it is nothing that i can do about this, and i feel that it is the Lord's doing for this as i am supposed to remain in the lower planes after i die and soon the ascension for the whole race will happen. I am to become one of the helpers to get laggards to go upwards to their new heaven home. probably after all souls are gone, me and probably the other helpers, could be transferred to the regular heavens of another race's heavens, in the galaxy, a planet system around another sun![what one chooses has Consequences far far beyond what might be apparent to the "naked mind"!]
I accept this, if this is so. some people have to do this, there has to be janitors to clean up after the party and to check to see if any of the discarded food could really be saved in the refrigerator!
"know thyself".this is important, not only for the obvious reasons, but for of this, to know if some "refusal" is a "neurotic fear refusal" or maybe of some deeper reason coming from the soul and spirit. thus i can forgive myself for not taking this apartment!and..."defensive living"; one should try to feel out the future of any action that is to be chosen.

a Vision: snowy winter for the northeast

[just beyond that white field, across the lake, I can *almost* see my childhood home, where I grew up and spent those 19 years. I lived there in the 90s for about three years, the last time that I lived there, in Interlaken, the Home of the Twilight Zone. Rod Serling is buried in the town cemetery!

hi all......
I got my weekly letter from my aunt in upstate new york, the finger lakes region, near Ithaca, yesterday.[she and her husband, married since 1953, lived in the same house with 8 kids, farmers all of their lives. One son owns the farm now, she cans and freezes and is the Choir director of her church, "old time" people!]
Her Husband always dreams the winter to come, if that winter is going to be a bit different from normal winters.
she wrote, in my letter, that he has dreamed, over and over, of shoveling snow, a *LOT* of snow and he dreams this over and over, for the last week or so.
she tells me that this means, of course, that there will be a lot of snow this winter. [the normal snowfall there is from 40 to 100 inches a year]I have seen in 1993, when i lived there, about 100 inches, that year a snowshoe would be needed just to walk across the yard! four feet on the level by winter end.Thus i would imagine that there will be many many "Northeasters", with gales afterwards, the big cities will have exhausted their snow removal budget by January 15th. bear in mind that up *there*, in the northeast, way inland, up where i came from, often in march, winter sometimes really BEGINS, and I have once seen a two week blizzard, where over a foot of snow fell and the wind blown drifts were ten feet high, at the end of APRIL!!
get your snow shovels ready now, northeasterners!!
a long cold snowy winter, that is what he sees, at least the snowy part.["global warming" only means that the cold winter with blizzards is snow at 25 degrees instead of snow at 23 degrees, and thus the slightly warmer temps means that there will be MORE snow, in each blizzard!]

Monday, November 17, 2008

ruminations on today's poor economy!

so here now I have a "grey" display page, not so good looking, maybe, but I have seen some very very unreadable "xanga" type of blogs where the color of the page is purple and the color of the type is also purple! yipes!

The economy.

the van goes to Walmart, a lot, now at my senior home, I heard last year a lady tell the desk lady, "if it were not for Walmart, I would not know what to do"!
yes, the walmart new age bashers are not *old*, they can walk well, see well, and do not need every single object-of-purchase in one store! they Do not know, these put-downers. after all , the seniors are just trying to recreate that small town shopping area where one could go
to all of the places along the three blocks, in 30 minutes. *now* you need a car and even for three kinds of screwdrivers you have to try to visit at least three different hardware stores all across town!

*can* we all "put it back into the 1880 box", where we all live like 1880 where trains and stages were the only way to travel and all of the young people remained back in their small hometowns and we all were a nation of farmers?!
yes, go back to women stay home and raise the kids, the men never travel more than 20 miles from home....etc...etc...

soon, we all might not have BUT that choice, but to get to that "good ole days" we each and all would have to change *everything* in our lives!

ah....there is yet more to this, would you go back to 1880 where I, and all of the seniors in my Residence would now be DEAD?! Modern Medicine, of course changes things.

end of rumination for today.....


Sunday, November 16, 2008

the messed up template


I am tired of the blogger errors when I try to change something in my template, thus i had to redo it. looks a bit ugly, but I Have Learned!

learned that "beauty" is very often Function, does it Actually Work!
Now at least one can comment and then see the comments in a feed on the sidebar.

maybe someday i will have time to "prettify" my page again!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

a good translation site program

here is a very good site to translate Portugese into english!

I will need to use this often, here!


my astral rescue mission for a man who did not know he was dead!

hi all.

another one of those astral travel dreams last night. In this one, the experience began when I awoke to find that I was in an open field near someones home and the owner of the house was sitting on the ground. the air was dark and gloomy, and i could feel that he was depressed. the surroundings fitted his mood well!

I stood before him and in one of those Knowings, knowings that I would never ever have as "freestone", i told him that he was DEAD!
"YOU ARE DEAD, I yelled. I shouted that he died and that he did not know this at all and that he was only sitting in the low astral, thinking that he was still alive.

no response.

I then Invoked the name of Jesus and invoked that he with his angels come to fetch him to a real heaven.
Suddenly i saw that there was a ring of light about ten feet across, slowly descend upon him and over his shoulders. I could then tell that "they" were taking him upwards to a higher and real heaven plane.

In most of people's rescue missions of this sort, and in many of my own others, I would normally see that he would bodily rise up and vanish from sight as he would raise in vibration to go into that Place.
In this one, however, I went with him! that circle of light included me too! Both of us appeared in what looked to be a kitchen in a house, a large kitchen. Then about four people came over to embrace him: his relatives, or angel helpers, probably. they hugged him very tightly, as if they were afraid that he would go into denial and then slip away from heaven to go back down to his "haunt", the backside to the earthplane!
They took him away, i was then alone. I could, however, see through a window into the dining room; around the table were about ten people of different ages, probably his relatives.
As I left this place, I saw above me through the ceiling, several people getting up from their chairs and they each was taking off of their heads some kind of "instrument" that looked to be exactly from a science fiction novel i once read where a person could wear a kind of large helmet where he could imagine a scene and then this scene would appear before them in the world!
[this house, kitchen. etc, was Imagined by souls higher up in the heavens, just for this rescue mission!]

I was getting to leave this house when apparently I was "Noticed" by the guides there!! The inference was that my presence there was not usual.
As I stood near them, I saw the Person in charge, of this heaven project of soul-rescue. Someone told me that this person comes from the 21st plane. [21 levels of heaven, i read once that the 21st level is the first of the GOD-PLANE levels]
He briefly appeared and slightly out of focus at that, but I could see his wide smile and his "afro-like" hair.

I betcha: Sathya sai baba!!

Then the guide told me that I must stay AWAY from this Overguide!! not to have anything to do with him!
[I can see WHY: he is utterly of India-path and i am utterly of the western way of living, spiritually as well as technologically. a "cat and dog" comparison.]

end of dream.

no dream, this, of course. I would call these experiences, "near death experiences", really, as they are not dreams!


Monday, November 10, 2008


I am discovering the incredible world of Brazil and its spiritist churches, from kardec to umbanda.for instance, a link.
here is a site, american site, in english.
more to come......

Thursday, October 23, 2008

dream of astroid hitting the earth!

hi all....

Oh this ole freestone had a doozy of a dream last night, the 23rd of October, 2008.

Not too often do I have one of those "end of the world" dreams; this is one of them!

The dreambegins, innocently enough, where I dreamawake to find that I am in the U S
Air Force, working in the computer room. Since I was in the Air Force in the 60s, working there with computers, this dream scene appears to me about 3 or 5 times a month.
[symbolizes "me" in my inner mind]

There was a bit of "astral" feeling to this dream, as there sometimes is, the people that I worked with seemed to be real people and people I never knew in life.
[probably astral traveled to meet a group of people, bringing some of my own scenery with me! I do this sometimes, to meet people, we meet in a place that I "bring with me" from my earthlife: if I had not paid attention to the astral "scenery", I would think upon awakening that I had just another dream!]
I took a small break to sit and rest, alone in a room next to the computer.
Suddenly I noted some "disturbance" on the wall to my right! A scene appeared there, a scene like of a mural, a scene about five feet across. I had trouble understanding what I saw, a still frame of what looked to be of a group of "royal looking" men. men of Authority, like of Head Priests. They stood in rows, about
10 to 15 men, with "Egyptian" looking buildings behind them. They did not move, the scene stood there for many minutes. I could not recognize what culture gave to them their clothes, but the clothes and headgear just oozed...."authority".."ruler"...."chief"..."head priest".
[These Guides came "down" from a higher heavenly plane, to give to me their Knowledge of a future event-to-come, where I came up to the astral plane to receive this message]

Then, the scene changed. I saw the earth from space, the planet was about three feet across, on this wall. Then I saw coming from above and behind the earth, another round body of a planet "toid". the body was very round, unlike asteroids shapes. This object looked to be about 800 to 1200 miles across.
Then I saw this planet approach the earth in a nearly parallel path. This object then struck the earth with a glancing blow and then passed off again into space.

My dream jaw dropped, at this image, I then called the men in from the other room, but I was the only person who could see this image, as it then faded, I heard what I thought was a dim voice speaking from the wall.

"in about two to three years"!!

I wake up. end of dream!

maybe the economic Depression will be the least of our fears, if this comes to pass. Did I have a prophetic vision, given to me by these Priests?! Are they right?

"a glancing blow"?!!

---probably would "merely" give the whole planet Richter 8s to Richter 11s, earthquakes, all over the planet, for hours and hours and days, with 500 foot to 3000 foot tidal waves, to boot! Also ruin a whole continent or sea, as i could see, in that image, the debris of the surface going out into space, as this planet slid across the surface for a thousand miles!
Change, maybe, the orbit and the polar orientation too, maybe the moon's orbit and timing also. Might move the earth's positional orbit around the sun. warmer or colder depending.....
Would NOT be good.

So again I have been Inducted into the List of Doomseers, in spite of what I might want to think!!

I posted a drawing of what they showed to me, on my blog. a picture is worth the 1000 words.

Here are some more ruminations on that vision, It takes me, often, days to digest such visions.

Both planets were white. but this could be just due to the way the guides gave the images, after all, the colors and image was simple. planets do look white from space.

...a dull red color *would* be the color of a dying star, the red color would be where the surface temperature would be about 400 degrees.
but if this is a dying star, be bad news! the weight of this thing would then be almost as much as the earth!
but then again the new discoveries of the Planetoids beyond pluto, have them where they all are round. with atmospheres too, mostly of methane. Might be dozens and dozens of them out there, in the Oort cloud.
"only a glancing blow" eh?!!
---even if this thing were to miss the surface by 300 miles, the tidal forces would be immense. think of a high tide of 1000 feet! be then a real tidal wave of 1000 feet being pulled along with this thing. but i was shown the stuff being thrown into space. maybe just atmosphere, but probably water and surface from the earth.

if this is a true vision.
who were "they", the Givers of this vision?!
---Now i am beginning to think that they were "ALIENS"! from a whole another culture than of anything that I could imagine, thus it was me who described them as being "ancient egyptian"! It would be aliens who would see such an event coming to the earth! But these beings really might be Aliens who live in *their* spirit world, their heavens above their home planet.

Anyway, would not be good. if this were to dig out a 20 mile deep trench across, say, the Pafific ocean, the exposed rocks would be, at that depth, about 600 to 100 degrees, the ocean rushes in and then turns to steam! In a year, the whole surface of the earth is entombed in fog from ground to 70,000 feet, darkness at noon so so bad that no photosynthesis could occur for ten years and all plants die!
If across land, then dust and haze doing the same. 10% of the atmosphere would be methane gas. richter 10 earthquakes for all, for weeks.


but are these beings TRUE?

I am but the channeler for this vision, I cannot validate it, yet. maybe If if were to Pray a bit, I might soon get an answer.

the depression might be the least of our worries!

I have to Wonder if the currant political president Obama might symbolize the
"last chance for the poor and the underprivilaged" to come out and to Shine and to do their dances, *just* before the End?!
but then again I also have that may of 2007 dream to keep me Cold, on those hot summer days:
where I went into the astral plane and told other people that..."the end of civilzation will happen in three years [2010] and to finis up your soul's earthly spiritual Work, *NOW*"!!
[I said this in fervant Zealot tones, as if I were reading to them all "the riot act"!!
not my usual freestone way of saying things!!


Friday, October 17, 2008

living with the depression

" people in the financial and economic realm know that's what it's adding up to and no real chance to escape it, and they are trying to figure out how to break it to us. What is being said is deep, prolonged, duration unknown

I think they stick to the term recession to avoid panicking people. I don't necessarily agree with that tactic, but I sort-of understand it.


a post to a forum in reply, a reply about living in the Depression, recession.

hi all...

well I never ever earned more than about minimum wage, in my life of 67 years. I had a cottage on Cayuga lake, once, sold it as i eventually Intuitively knew that its Time was over, too too much development around it for me to continue to enjoy it.

Thus i recall the good times. Also I know that everything that I do, or buy, or use, must be Returned to the construction shack at the end of the day, everything is a "loaner", as I journey through this life on the way to the heaven that is there and the heaven that I VISIT several times a week in my astral travel dreams!!

Someday I would expect to live in a nursing home, dependant upon everyone for everything, but of course my dreams tell me otherwise, they tell of "civilization ending in two more years"!!

so suppose it is so, for the argument's sake, that we all go slowly down the economic tubes followed by the earth's parallel synchronetic response: volcanoes, and cold and ruin, "Rome" falls!
then...I would do this, as the news people might tell me, "the asteroid is on collision course, in one month a direct hit and it is 100 miles across"!

I would tell myself, then:
it was a good life. I had some technological toys. a cottage. walks in many many countrysides, in Indian summers that never seemed to end.
but winter always comes.

would i cease to enjoy the May and June lovely summers, living in upstate new york, where it snows 50 to 100 inches a year, even knowing that in a few months the temperature might be 10 above zero fareihight, with a 40 mph wind, killing everything of plants?![when I lived up there in the 90s, on one may morning, I took a walk out into the wonderful may day, on a rural road, after having an end time vision of great ruination, I had this intuitive seeing, above, that upstate new york goes through "end times" each year as winter comes!!

I would enjoy what may, June, July, august, has for me, to know the pretty summer, to live in it. I would know that at summer's end, there will be yet another next year, just as i know that the tombstone is a door into heaven.

I came here to enjoy the freedom and the goods and the knowledge. even though I could never afford a yearly subscription to the new york times, I could find copies on tables in the cafes. I cannot afford cable Internet, but there are three libraries here in Tallahassee that have good connections, I am in the very corner, now, of the Florida state University library that i sat in in 1960 when i was a student! literally one table over from my favorite 1960 table.

[I can enjoy even the small things in life]

I must be able to accept that all of this could be gone some day. my cafes close. the libraries close. only potatoes for sale in Publux. my senior home might not even exist. my computer dies and i cannot afford to fix it.

even if there is no depression for another 50 years and no earthchanges either for 50 years, my OWN end times, my own dwindling of "things" is just over the horizon. soon i will have to use several days a week for doctor visits, I will not feel as chipper and healthy as i used to. soon, the Walker and cane, maybe a wheelchair and Oxygen tank for my damaged lungs. then maybe a veterans Home, a nursing home for vets. then the flowers and the gravestone.
Here i am at 67, in fair health, knowing that this too will occur to you all, old age and death. your own end times will come, for some fast, for some slowly.
the ambulance comes to my senior home about three times a month; everyone who lives there just knows that someday it will come for them!

while i would not want to live in a cardboard box, in the woods, living on "nothing", feeling cold all of the time and fearing the mobs also scavenging, I always have to ACCEPT this possibility!
as the shaman says...."in order to be able to live, one must first accept being able to be killed. Once one's death is accepted, then one is free of the Fear of losing all things around you"

the Violin only sounds nice when the bow is moving across the strings: life is nice sounding only when it is being lived. Thus enjoy what one has, now, learn from the goods that one has, accepting that they all will either Go Away, someday, or that you will go away from them! [old age].

so learn to enjoy the simple things, like i sense how i can walk a couple of blocks on a nice Tallahassee Indian summer October day, whereas many many other people need to feel that they have to take a 1000 mile trip and to spend $1200 for the hotel and the gas, just to have such an experience.

INDIAN: "white man build a fire 4 feet high and then stand back 20 feet, we build our campfire to be 1 foot tall and then we sit three foot from it, the same amount of comfort, but with much less bother and cost of resources"!

one can enjoy anything, nearly, especially that the level of enjoyment is not related to the $$$ cost of the enjoyment. in times when the money does not exist, there are many ways to have happiness for less costs.
and NOT to feel depressed or deprived in doing so: this is cultural judgements at work!

even the old lady with her walker, when she comes into her room, at my Georgia belle senior home, she may write a letter to a friend, read her Bible for an hour, or just open the window and listen to that mocking bird that sings in the tree and often this bird can sing for an hour and not repeat one song! how much does one hour of mocking bird sing cost?!

so enjoy your life before the earthquakes come, or before you become senile with oldage!


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

astral travel, dreams, predictions

hi all....

[about my prophecy of volcanic winter, and dreams]

Yesterday I bought a computer game called "OUTCRY"! mmmm....


The original title of Phantomery Interactive’s first game, Outcry,

There isn’t much of a story to be recounted in Outcry. You’ll play the role of a middle-aged writer who receives a strange, confused letter from his brother, a scientist whom he hasn’t seen for years. Upon arrival at your brother’s home, you will discover that in the past few weeks he missed all his lectures at the local university and began a reclusive life in his apartment, where he was working on a mysterious machine, and then suddenly disappeared altogether. From scattered diary pages and incoherent notes, you will learn that your brother was convinced that human consciousness could be separated from the body and that he was trying to test this “paramount discovery” on himself. Something must have gone wrong, and it’s up to you now to find out his ultimate fate.

The premise is surely fascinating: the parting of body and spirit, the possibility of reliving the past and changing it by a mere act of consciousness, and the inner conflict between the Self and its shadowy doppelgänger are profound and meaningful themes, very rarely seen in the majority of today’s adventures.

"astral travel", in a nutshell.
I began this trippy game, yesterday, of course it was Columbus day, the day of adventuring to new worlds!

A game about astral travel.
In the game he uses plant drugs and sound and a small diving bell of a room, to have
this occur.

As I later went to bed, I told myself," I would not need all of those things to Astral travel, all that I have to do is to DREAM!

and I did dream.
and I did astral travel.

I went to my childhood farm country but when "awoke" in this place I could tell that this place was NOTHING like my childhood home farmland, at all! I apparently wanted to go to see my friend Sam, an old childhood friend who lived across the road from me, in the 60s and 70s who turned sour on me later in life.
And..there was his house. It looked nothing like his childhood home and it also looked nothing like of any house on this earthplane! Of course I was not on the earth any more, I was in a heaven, afterlife, world!!
I stood outside of his house and low and behold Sam came out to see me. He looked a bit like of a "younger edition" of himself, as heaven dwelling people do look younger. He was not angry at me any more. Interestingly, I could only see him if i looked out of the corner of my eye, a direct look gave only "nothing", he was invisible!
[slightly different vibrational differences]
Sam was glad to see me and in our conversation he lamented to me that some personal valuable item that he had was not even noticed at the Auction of his stuff after he died.
[Sam was the person who came to me in early 2007 to tell me that "there would be no hurricanes in 2007 and only maybe one storm for 2008". He was an Indian Shaman in another incarnation!]
Then I told Sam something. Interestingly, SAM sometimes comes to me in my dreams to tell me prophetic things, now this time I gave to *him* a prediction!
Oh, a prediction that I already know about, thus I may have only given to him something that has no relation to "objective Prophetic truth", at all!
I told to Sam that.....

"December 12th begins the year of the earthquake, which will pass on to the next year, the year of the Volcano, then the year after will be the year of the Cold, be sure that everyone has wood or coal for heating"!

[Someone on forums Told this, that "there will be soon the year of the earthquake, then the year of the volcano. He also writes about the year of the cold winter which will kill hundreds of thousands of people all over the world!
Thus I am using his words, here, to tell Sam, but with the added "kick", that of course a volcanic year will lead to a volcanic global cooling, but what is hidden OMINOUS, here is that I am inferring to SAM that there will be little electricity or gas/oil, to heat with, for the Northern lands affected by volcanic dust making for a cold winter! Only coal or wood, i tell to him.]

After I left Sam, I wandered along to the gardens outside of a healing center for newly arrived souls, to this plane, this world of heaven. A group of people had just returned from some Gospel concert of a sing and they had "fliers" from the event, i could actually touch and to move some of the sheets of paper, to look at the incredible artwork! Really really good illustrative designs on the front of the Program sheets.
Several people then told me a bit of their earthly lives.

by now the time was about 7 AM in the morning, as I live at a senior home, this morning the ambulance came and woke me up, end of astral traveling, the ambulance comes several times a week, in the fall winter and spring; everyone knows that soon it will come for them, i walked out later to see that someone who used to live here, had died yesterday, in her nursing home. Everyone here has to be friends with Mr Death!

There is a very VERY ominous astrological aspect around the end of December of this 2008 year, mars conjunct Pluto at the new moon, 6 degrees Capricorn, it is my feelings, people, that IF there is to be the beginning of this "earthquake-volcano-cold" progression of years, December 27th will be the trigger Time for this to begin, maybe not *on* that day, but maybe months later. the exact degree, 6 degree Capricorn, gives me a bit of the "Chills", in feelings, intuitively, that this is NO
ordinary mars...Pluto thing! [mars conjuncts this planet every 3 to 4 years!]
the Trigger, this is...from December 27th to, say, May of 2009, or even later, the earthquakes *might* begin!!


Thursday, October 09, 2008

be aware of the psychic pollution around you!

a post on a psychi prediction forum.

psychic polution, beware of your Feelings, people!
Today at 18:10:14 hi all....

This here Freestone sits seriously and Ponderously, at the Library computer, this Thursday evening. I have just come from reading some of the predictions, here, others, all saying the same thing.
Another thing is, the constant "web bot" eggs" of picking up on the incoming mass actions and mass feelings, during the next few months.
Thus I feel inspired to give out here a distinct
a warning that is not of some great disaster or collapse, but of

"psychic pollution"!!

this is where one is, say, just sitting in her living room after supper and she is depressed and worried about "something". what she does not know is that she was "directed" to worry about something, and if her husband were to give counsel so that she would dispel this worry, another would spring up in its place and an endless line of worries are behind that one!


what she is picking up is the great collective worrying of the 5,000 people in her near and far neighborhood!! a sponge she is, a psychic em path! litmus paper picks up the water's acidness. the wind vane points to the direction of the wind. the worrying increases, amongst the people around her, even a non-psychic will pick this up.

here I am, a psychic empathic and i live in a senior home and one reason i spend so much time away from it is due to this, here are 161 people who face death, THEIRS, and all around them there is Reminders of their own passings!

thus as the recession, depression, etc...etc..increases in size and magnitude, everyone will be affected by this mental tidal wave of depression and fear! no escape, we all are in this collectively.
perhaps the only thing one can do is to go out into the countrysides. be alone from people. alas, if this gets very very much more intense, the very earth will carry this! then there will be NO escape, even out far far into the deserts!
Even the very earth will "earthchange" even the faster, due to the unravelling of the collective world economy.

there was a very very VERY "scary" meeting of people, in the middle 70s, in Elmira, new york. one of the "psychic sessions with a psychic teacher there. one of my psychic friends attended. he came back to Ithaca with a fearful tale! there was a certain topic discussed, through the medium, by her Guide. the topic was of and about the "great Elmira flood", where the water was so so deep that it covered the very second floor windows, of all of the houses in the valley.
it was Told that this flood was CAUSED. caused by the collective people's of the Elmira valley trying to wash out of this valley all of the dirt and filth of the economically depressed area! been "1930" there for 20 years, even before 1970!
thus...I am now slightly wondering if the great mass of peoples, of the world, will collective invoke some Cleansing action, to purge the earth of this stuff, maybe to "Nuke" it all away, atomically!!

while the previous statement is a bit of "over-active imaginations", I am slowly noticing the reactions of the 300,000 people of Tallahassee, to this all. be alot of people who will go home to live with mom, or to live in the woods or to just sit around depressed. if riots break out, the fear and worry will only increase.

thus my warnings, here, right now, would be to be aware of how the surrounding people will affect your moods and make them worse and then you will pass this bad mood on to others, in a continuing wider and increasingly intense circle. to bring each and all down, eventually, to "agreeing" that a collective "fin-de-sickle" might be needed, to trash and to burn our civilization to the ground!! then go back to 1810, where simple things count and everything is in utterly "black and white" thinkings!

to be away of the flood tide is to be able to possibly deal with it.

pray for protection and forgivenesses.


Wednesday, October 08, 2008

a post to the MAC infection forum.

I had to take a trip to the lake city, Florida veterans hospital for several evaluations, to see if I actually HAD the MAC condition.

I went last week for the actual evaluation of this, and to see if i needed treatment.

my doctor, there, told me that there is a difference between being INFECTED with MAC, or "COLONIZED" with Mac bacteria. the "colonization" is where it is just "there" sitting in my lungs. Apparently with a damaged lung, like with my condition, any lung that has damage to it is a sitting duck for mac to colonize and maybe to begin to infect.

My lung scan, in May, showed "a mass". turns out that mass was Pneumonia, with a Mac colonization. that is the good news, for sure. the antibiotics removed the pneumonia and I had two antibiotic courses, two weeks, one after the other and one of the them was one of the three they use for mac.
then he told me a sobering thing, people: that the currant treatment for mac, there, is a TWO YEAR antibiotic treatment! Then he told me that he has two patients that are on antibiotics for LIFE!!
[but some aged vets are in very VERY bad shape, say maybe 80 years old and have ruined lungs!]

he really did not want to treat me as the side effects from the three antibiotics can be horrendous!


very good, I praise the lord!

then the small bad news!
---he says that "the mac is always there, just waiting to be infectious!"!

the then cautioned me to get the flu shots, keep currant with my pneumonia shots and then say AWAY away away from people with colds and flu and to wash my hands a lot and keep away from places of Contact with colds and lung diseases!
[there goes, perhaps, my trips to maybe see my aunt in upstate new york: seems everyone who flies, trains, buses, gets a cold as a part of the trip, a "required" side effect of a trip!!]

so there. be neurotic, now, about colds!

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

rainbow in the sky

rainbow in the sky, originally uploaded by freestone.

rainbow in the sky
A nice shot of a rainbow that is in the sky. A view from the 5th floor stairwell, where I live. This photo was not taken as a "telephoto" or "zoom" picture; The clouds were near the ground.

Looking to the east, near sunset time.

Tallahassee, Florida, usa.

Uploaded by freestone on 1 Oct 08, 9.13AM EDT.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

what is difference between me and the Homeless?

homeless 4, originally uploaded by freestone.

homeless 4
the mural at the Homeless shelter. sometimes there are nearly 200 people here a night, in the winter. a good shelter.
"ALONE ALL ALONE, NO ONE CAN MAKE IT THERE ALL ALONE", is the Title of this mural.


hi all....

Yes I ask myself the Question, the question of the title of my post, "what is the difference between me and the homeless people"?!

I had to, today, ask myself this as on today's bus ride, as I sit up front, when I got off, i nearly stepped upon the foot of a handicapped, older, lady! she had her foot out so so far and my size 12 foot occupied all of the space in the isle.


Seems that I grit my teeth a bit when people walk by and nearly take me out with their umbrellas, their 50 lb briefcases, etc... Now I see that I am no different than they, the other passengars who pay more attention to getting on and off of the bus than they are of the people around them!

"but I NEED to watch only everything but my feet", I would kind of wail, if someone confronted me! How could i even get out of the bus if all i did was watch my feet in utter utter slooooow motion!

like many of the homeless and dysfunctional people, they are in "troubles" and they blame everything else but themselves, am I any different?! is ANYONE any different?!

I once talked for over an hour at an enraged homeless guy and his rage was so great that if he put his finger into an electric socket he would power the city for an hour. what was he so angry about?

why.....How the Mother-F***ers mess with him, disown him, blame everything on him, want him to go away and get him cured *THEIR* way of getting cured!

"yes we will help you if you take Thougbenzibrine three times a day" [gain 50lbs as a side effect!]. I had to end up agreeing 100% with each and every thing that he ranted about.

then how about the guy who was so so angry at a church where the secretary was so put off by his anger "at everything" that he went into the bathroom and shit and then smeared his feces all over the stall and bathroom walls! Goood thing he did not have a gun on him! But his anger might have stemmed from having 4,971 people dislike him because of his global anger and thus as he gets the angrier, more people want him to leave their presence. How could he stop being so? probably have someone take him into their home *as* a child and love him unconditionally

for maybe the rest of his life and if everyone in our country did stuff life this for the dysfunctional, maybe something could get done: but all of us would have to change the way we live 100%, first!

how could anyone install a higher life-purpose into the hearts of a dysfunctional homeless person, if the liberal left does not like "value systems"!

So here I sit, living in a senior home and sometimes i feel as just like them and I wonder how many other people will BE them, if the DOW falls to, say, 7000?!

How am i, or for that matter, anyone else, different than any of the homeless people? in my heart and mind, I probably have committed the same "sins" of negative stinking thinkings, and the same mindsets, as they. I will have to really "work on" from now on, when I see a homeless or dysfunctional person, to feel that there is absolutely no difference between he/she and myself, and for that matter, anyone else around them.

who is to say that the "suited men" with briefcases are really the dysfunctional people?!

when the Emperor is naked and only a few see his skin, the regular people will try to "cure" the seer!


Friday, September 26, 2008

from a game post in elderscrolls forums about which scaling mod people use, in Oblivion: francescos, MMM, or OOO

I got to post it as a type of "pity party" for me, i guess.


this thread is really an interesting Read! I am one of those "casual gamers", br Default as I wimp out for sleepyness at about 8PM, and earlyier if I use my 6PM time for talking to anyone!
much of my free time that I spend at the senior Home, is doing things with and for the other residents. I walk outside a lot, my NA genes Feel freedome to be outdoors in the open air; i cannot sit still in a chair for over 30 minutes! ADD.
Probably I will play the frans though to the end of the game, I have MMM also but maybe I should not use even that one.

There seems to be of several kinds of Players here, one that loves to overcome monsters, wants lots of monsters, good for people with short attention spans.
the other players seems to be the "origin of the mage guild" type of player who loves deep DEEP introvoluted quest mods with a very good story.
I am of that camp. immersion and story. but sometimes it is days before I play between sessions and "poof" the memory of what happened last week has Gone Away!

I See It Now: my Oblivion, and Morrowind too, will be like as if I am a Janitor with an IQ of 90, wandering into a cafe or library where there are books that are far far "above" me, and the people in the cafe all have doctor's degrees and they all are like those two film major kids that I recently overheard at a cafe, where one guy was telling the other guy about the ten foreign films that he saw last month and then he listed who played in each, who directed the movies, and most of the movies that were directed by these directors, plus what movies these actors also played in: all in about two minutes, talking like a mchine gun!!
I, in those two minutes, *might* be able to think of one movie and i would have no idea at all who played in it, or directed it.
Thus, I am tempted to just bash monster heads!! but no......I will not; I will wander around as a tourist, admiring the complexity of it all.

[beginning when I got out of the Air force, in 1968, every single job from then on, whther for years or of one week, was ALWAYS waorking for a lady boss, and always where I was at the very bottom of the employee pecking order. a janitor, for instance. Often everyone in the building was really my boss, thus I will probably approach my Oblivion the same way, as if I was the only freshman level student in a university that only has graduate students, fro other colleges, for students! been this way for exatly 40 years!]

a "rube" in new york city, to the max!!

not to mean to have this a "pity party", I would play, whther i would want to or not, a copy of my life. I might like TIE better, for a overhaul mod! to sneak around and not to disturb the Rulers in charge!
--is not playing a RPG partly in trying new role models?!

I answer with a true story, a story of someone that I knew about who was a grey vibrational clerk in a state office, a most mundane job, filing cabinents was his 1980 way of life.
he did have a dream though, to own a cadillac car!
one day a very very used one came on sale, near where he lived, only $500, and was looking in good condition: he bought it!
but alas, he sold it in three months!
----weeeeeell, he found that he could not live up to his dream! this car "asked" him to become a character that he could not support, after all, he was a grey clerk, not a bon-viant with the ladies who drove fast and took risks!
[never ever wear a hat with more character than your own; I read this somewheres]

I will probably try the "learning of stories and magic" approach, not the "kill anything that moves" way of gaming!


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The Rock Band Drummer

the Rock band Drummer!

Interesting guy, here, playing the drum. From India.

well known.

Listen to the cuts, especially the first one, the

Of Course this person is Sathya Sai Baba. The site I cannot read, most of this site is a recap of some of baba's teachings.
I found some very very strangely Interesting meditative insights, while I listened to this first cut, the "jai" several minute long piece.
----The feeling came to me, with Images, of some Great Being, the Over self of baba, in all probability, having an argument with the Masters of the Cultivation of the human race. This "dialogue" occurred before baba's birth in 1926.
A *real* strong argument. face to face with the masters and He was in utter disagreements!
the Issue?
---that as it stood, at that [1900?...1820? ????] time, in the upper heavens, the harvest of mankind, collectively, was going to occur at some very very immediate future, maybe like from 1996 to 2030, and that the masters insisted that about 10% to 15%, if that, of the incarnated people were "harvestible"! This meant that only about 10% of earth's people would be able to live in the New heavens to Come, to be able to live there permanently without any further forced earth incarnations. All of the rest were "not ripe", not developed enough in soul and spirit, to be able to live there. thus at this point, humanity would split into TWO groups, the first group would remain upon the incarnation earth cycles for maybe another 12,000 years, and if the earth were made ruined so that few people lived there, this "not passing the grade" 90%
of humanity, would then be transferred to another planet in the galaxy, another planet around another star.
the 10% that was of the "passing grade", are capable of living in the intense high vibrations of this new heaven, created out of the old heavens, just for them. they would then Ascend to live in this spirit plane and never come back again to earth unless for a special mission.
so *this* was what the argument was about: the masters saying that only 10% of humanity was harvestible, and on the other hand, this "pre-baba" insisted that nearly *ALL* of humanity should live there in this new spirit land!! that they *could* live there.
[shades of the woman at the well of Samaria!] that even "bad" people, like of the abortion doctors and child sexers, could somehow be of Worth and be worthey of being harvested!
this Entity wanted a 90% to 99% harvest of humanity!!
He thinks that nearly everyone can live in this new heaven.
Then he Incarnates, in 1926, as "baba"!
*this* is what i got in the "Jai" music, when I listened to it!
the Lament of baba for the 80%-plus, of humanity; that the old guard of the masters would condemn
to not being Qualified.
a heaven only for the Spiritual elite, thusly, they wanted!!
Baba wants a heaven for everyone, no matter how low society might place them, on the pecking order, the class order, or even the Moral order!
Thus somehow he might now be "working" on this.
[I have read that he tells people that there will be no major earthchanges during his lifetime and that he will die around 2021. that there will be a delay in whatever end times that was previously set up, before he was born!]
Did he somehow give a grace period, delaying the end times from 1996, as some major seers have seen?!
[some high entities might *WANT* the end times to happen NOW, as if so, then the rolls of humanity would then become CLOSED, meaning that maybe only the higher ranking moral people might be the only ones there: the longer the delay goes on, the more the chance is that
the "dregs" of humanity might somehow become "saved' and then be able to ascend with everyone else. they want the "riff-raff" to keep out of heaven!!]
the longer the Delay, the more these "dregs" might have a chance. why even the very Demons in hell might thusly be "saved" and will come into the new heaven, to live with the rest of us all!!
thus his real "enemies" are not those who would call him a "sex pervert", his real enimies would be of the likes of the "Sanhedrin", who would oppose him, in his assessments of mankind!
read: "most of the masters and saints of old", many of them with earthly Names prominent in the history books, in the religious and temple books!! some of the very high ascended masters, even!!
a *lot* to get out of one "song"!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

the ruined raspberry patch

The ruined raspberry patch.

Yes, ruined. I, in about 1998, was walking down the rural state highway to my nephew's house; right by the road, 40 feet from his house, was a patch of raspberries, the most "ethereal", and delicious raspberries that i have ever ever eaten. These berries must have been planted even before the 1850 house was built, he had an old raspberry patch in his garden but the berries did not live up to *these* berries along the road. There were never very many of them, as they had to live with the state road crews cutting them down every year. I had no way to take a cutting of them, either.
Well today I saw the biggest ditcher machine they make dig a 20 foot wide ditch along the road, wiping out every plant right down to three feet or more.

My aunt, next door, told the that "they will come back, they always have"!
They never ever did, people! Now every year or so, they come by with that machine to redig that ditch even the deeper.

I was subtly and deeply bothered by this, I Mourned the loss of some fruit that might have been the very very best of its kind, never ever to be seen again unless some "heritage" fruit people find another patch somewheres.

Well i have finally come to terms with those raspberries, i thought of this again today: thus the Post.
These berries gave their lives so that Seneca County could Live!

This upstate new york county, the county that I grew up in and lived in, on and off, became on "hard times" after about 1980. Most of the factories and the Hospital and the Army depot closed. the county is long long long, about 60 to 80 miles long and in fact it is one of about two or three counties where there are two country seats. Most of the jobs are at either end of the county or even further and in my 1998 Interlaken hometown, I knew of a couple where they each commuted 60 miles ONE WAY to work, and he drove south 60 miles and she drove North 60 miles.
This is the Point, people: that as the winter brings from 40 to 100 inches of snow and the blizzard winds can blow at 50 MPH for days and even weeks on end, the roads have to be *utterly* passable so that the few residents can get to work! This state road is by the milder temperature lake so that this road is any one's only Hope, if there is a blizzard and the 10 foot deep and 30 foot long snowdrifts, from such storms, have it where the drift is as hard as concrete! And...every commuter has to be on that road at 5:30 to 7:30 AM, for that 20 to 30 mile commute: that road must be Clear! Thus the ditch is there to catch the snowdrift, and where those raspberries were, the wind has nothing but barb wire fences to slow it down, for over a MILE!! Thus the ditch gets that drift, not the road.

People come first, raspberries a dead last!
Like of those pretty 40 foot oak tress, here in Tallahassee, Florida, where I live, where four of them died in Service to restoring the 150 year old church building! That reconstruction job took a year and the hundreds of heavy duty trucks so so compressed the soil around these trees that they all died: In Sacrifice to the church restoration.

a deep deep Truth, here, people: often something really good is lost, when something else that is good is placed on top of it! Life is Compromise, and which *thing* do you let die, in order to have something else live?!

So these berries gave their lives.


Consider maybe if they were preserved, the road not ditched. there are a LOT of things, people, where I see that if you change one thing, you have to change everything around it! Might have to go back to 1880, people, to live like 1880, men work the farms, women cook, clean, and raise the kids. Yes, many many things are so [a new liked phrase, by me] "integrated systems", that if one thing falls apart, it all falls apart, as everything is connected to everything else.

I read the other day that a lot of long-commuting men, when they get up, they throw a pop-tart into the toaster and as it toasts, they grab their coat and briefcase and they grab this tart as they run out of the door and they SMUSH it into their mouths as they run to the car, to get every second advantage they can, on that 20 mile Urban commute! "awful", you say?! is that OR not eat! or rather you want that man to not commute at all, stay home?!
Get up earlier? No. Need every bit of sleep. Maybe to have him stop eating only tarts is to have wife stay home and cook a decent breakfast and he come home for lunch and walk to work.
[I met a man in Rochester, New york, once, in the 70s, he worked 50 years in the same room, and lived three blocks away, now he was 70 or so, still lives where he was born, the house he was born in! *could* we all Go back?! would you want to?!

Buy your raspberries from the mega-mart, shipped from central America!
then enjoy what 2010 can bring to you, in the modern entertainmental sense!


Friday, September 19, 2008

wall of Darkness

wall of Darkness, originally uploaded by freestone.

wall of Darkness
ooooh boy!

sure looks bad bad BAD!

The bark was much worse than the bite!

This mass of dark clouds just looked bad! The area of light is the rain, where the sun shone from behind the rain, as I was looking to the west, about 6 PM. The the immediate left, the sky was clear. The rain came, but only was light, then the sun came out.

But oooh, this image looks SO scary!

tallahassee, florida, usa

Uploaded by freestone on 19 Sep 08, 10.12AM EDT.

Monday, September 15, 2008

the rainbows

the rainbows, originally uploaded by freestone.

the rainbows
a very pretty rainbow, then there is yet another rainbow above it.

Even in a city with the usual parking lots and wires, there is beauty.
Yes, Hope for tomorrow, but you have to be able to look up to see it!

Tallahassee, florida, usa.

Taken about 6 pm, I told the Desk lady, at georgia belle, where I live, about the rainbow, but she was busy with her duties, a phone call. By the time she got out to see it, it was gone. I showed to her the image in the camera view and she wants a print of it.

Uploaded by freestone on 15 Sep 08, 9.22AM EDT.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

the Thunderhead

the Thunderhead, originally uploaded by freestone.

the Thunderhead
Oh llok at this, a thunderhead cloud that has several wind directions, at different atmospheric levels, pulling it "this way" and "that way".

Sunset, tallahassee, florida, usa. Looking Northwards from my 5th floor window.

At this time of year, in the subtropics, here, often I have seen storms nearly pulled apart by the different wind directions at the high altitudes, as the stormcloud grows and ascends upwards.

Uploaded by freestone on 13 Sep 08, 10.16AM EDT.

Monday, September 08, 2008

evening light of a shower

evening light of a shower, originally uploaded by freestone.

evening light of a shower
Looking to the west from the 5th floor, the setting sun illuminates
the rain shower, here in Tallahassee, florida, usa.
Most of this strange setting sun light comes through that hole at the top of the cloud.

That color is "natural", taken as is, with my canon 610 powershot.

Uploaded by freestone on 8 Sep 08, 9.28AM EDT.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Feeling the Florida Countryside

I took a long 90 mile each way trip yesterday, the Van took me to the lake city veterans hospital for a test for my lungs, along interstate 10, I could watch the countryside go by, from the good window in the rear of the van. I have no car, this is a "vacation" for me. The Hospital people had scheduled this trips weeks ago, I wanted to make a "vacation" out of this trip; i wanted to have a "feel" for the rural land outside of Tallahassee.

About four miles beyond the Interstate intersection, beyond the residential areas and the "raped land" of a couple of mall sites [what were they thinking besides $$$ ?!!], the wilderness began.
Looks like "Jungle".
*is* jungle!
---a solid wall of vegetation, so so thick that a machete would be a Tool, not a "show-knife"!
Vines on vines, subtropical plants. About every ten miles the interstate people made a few miles of a 60 foot vegetation barrier between the lanes. Only 60 feet wide, but it is a solid wall, I cannot see the other lanes, a green tunnel passing through!

I got into the rear of the van and was alone and no talkative vet besides me to talk away the time. Thus I was able to sort of meditate and Feel the countrysides. Each town had a lot of farms near them, then miles and miles of Real Jungle and a few farms, about five towns. In one area, near a town, I felt a Presence of a soul who left his mark on this town, a rambunctious extroverted countryman. In another area near my Tallahassee, I could feel the presence of the native Americans. The "still visiting" souls were bemused by what they saw, the white man's stuff, slightly confused, but not angry.

One of the things that I wanted to Ponder, on this trip, was my feeling of the possibility of a great collapse of civilization, via economy collapse or earthchanges. *was* there going to be such an event, soon?!


Not a single feeling of any kind of "doom"!

no feel of doom, no feel of "the other shoe dropping".

I *did* feel a bit of....."there is a choice of some sort, a choice that has not yet been made, on some profoundly deep level, of the Collective of humanity."!
"now"...."or later", was the slight feeling.

Either some end of civilizational event will occur within the next few years, or ELSE maybe not in our lifetimes even if you are now 8 years old! at least..."delayed" quite a few years yet.

There was no real feeling, from me, as to *what* would cause the end times to happen now or later!

Something, though, that would appear to an outside observer, to be small and unimportant.

In any event, I looked forwards to this trip for weeks, as it was an appointment, thus spirit had plenty of time to "arrange" any events for me to see or to experience.

At the end of the return trip, I had come to the Conclusion, in an intuitive way, that the Time of the end of the age is now here. there are no more collective karmas to be processed, no more real events.
[the Age rolls over to the next age, but we all are still here, no end time forced us all to Embrace this new age!]

but I had been shown, over several visiondreams, that the end times WAS to have happened, once in around 1996, again around 2004.
But not to be.


thus we all are now Actors upon the global stage and the script has run out and the last line has been spoken, but each of us is STILL HERE!
the curtain refuses to decently fall, the light switch is frozen to "on"!
no one can leave the stage, even if the drama has ended.
the Abyss, the canyon, of the Unknown faces us all, as even the END TIMES, as terrible as it would be, is a Comfort of a knowings that soothes us, even if this means utter death and the living envy the dead!
[the dread of "uncertainty" might be worse than a real catastrophe-ic end times!!]

thus I feel, at the end of this posting, that one reason why the feeling of global feelings, here, is that the end has past us all and we all and each is still here and there seems to be NO Lines to say, or dance to dance. We all are "waiting", waiting for ??????
thus the Unknown faces us, without Guidance evident.
Like: telling a joke but just as the punch line is ready to be uttered, the phone rings and the caller is your aunt from Ohio, and she has hours of talk to say; the guests who await the punch line, are out of luck, completely! they just sit there hanging, at the dinner table, and all evening long, too!

So here I was, enjoying the countrysides. Lots of time to ponder, the 95 miles pass soon enough, then also on the way back. The Visit, itself: another topic post on another day.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Gustave created, clouds

Gustave created, clouds, originally uploaded by freestone.

Gustave created, clouds
Looking towards the West, from my 5th floor landing, I can see the setting sun highlighting the outermost clouds from Hurricane Gustav.

I do not think that many people know just how FAR the influences of a hurricane can extend! In 2005, one of the major storms had gotten to North carolina and there was a rainband on the radar near Miami, florida!
These few clouds are at the very western edge. No rain fell, as they passed overhead, an hour before.

Uploaded by freestone on 31 Aug 08, 5.49PM EDT.

The Catholic Prophets Encyclopaedia

The Catholic Prophets Encyclopaedia

Science is a bit like a horror movie but it gives you nightmares when you are awake instead…”

Thursday, August 28, 2008

hi all.

Just now I found this here GEM of a vision, a vision that I must have had, back in a few years ago: I wrote it up, then forgot about it.
[No wonder it is urged that visionaries and dreamers keep a journal!!]

Yes, last night I had yet another out of body dream to visit heaven, I seem to have one or three per week, now. This one slightly "disturbs" me as the meaning of this dream would challenge many orthodox views of hell and heaven!

This dream begin when I note that I am floating, or flying, along and over a road that climbed a bit uphill. I then entered a "zone", a place, a world, and I knew what and where this place is, having been here a few times before. This heaven zone appears to be what some people might call "purgatory", or what I might call, "a place where the souls go who have not developed enough, in their lives, enough spiritual life, to be able to ascend to the heaven higher up the mountain place where most "good" people go when they die. They arrive here to await help or to begin to remove some of their earthly "heavy" vibes.

[the "outer courtyard" of heaven, not hell, but not heaven.]

As I entered this Zone, I noted that the sky was grey and the haze was very fog-like, as usual. tis foggy here all of the time. I then entered a village of run-down houses and dreary streets: looked *quite* a bit like some English midland coal mining town or southern Appalachian similar coal industrial city.

I stopped to ask a man who was standing along a street.

"I was summoned here to attend a party-like meeting, can you tell me where this house is, I usually can enter to be right near it". He told me of some ...."yes the city's intellectuals and artists are having a get-together just at the end of this street".

I then went further along this street. I noted some very very strange designs of buildings, all set up to be drama-houses or theaters of some sort.

I also noted that the sky was beginning to clear up, I could now see some blue sky between the clouds, and I "scratched my head" over this as this Zone is always cloudy and dreary as this is the Law, here, as the Operating Conditions of this place!

Yes I found the place where I was apparently summoned to. In a large house was apparently the Leaders and the highest souls, of this city within this zone. dozens of people and i am not sure if all were residents or some maybe also out of body came here.

For some reason they particularly summoned me, maybe because of my knowledge of weather, having an interest in weather all of my life and went to college to study weather, too, in the 60s. They all wanted to know why the sky was clearing!!

Then I sort of "went into meditation mode" and then seemingly contacted my higher self, much like Jane Robert's Seth, who many feel that Seth is Jane's higher self.

This was *another* freestone speaking now! As if i were channeling my self, my upper Soulself, to these assembled people!

I told them that this clearing of the skies was not an accident or of some temporary aberration

of astral weather: this is permanent and the fog will soon be gone and the sky will be, from now on, mostly clear. The, I said, that this reason for the changes is that this whole level of

purgatory, in fact all of what was considered to be called, by some, purgatory, is to be changed so that purgatory itself is to enter heaven so that there is just now one heaven for the human race, with all of its small culture-Zones within itself, but yet all under one Arch-heaven.

[the summer "reform school" before the fall college entry, will not now exist, for those who lag behind: the reform school kids will enter college directly!]

[I told them all, via my higher self, that now Purgatory was part *of* heaven, not in some lower level below heaven!]

Then I told them something even the more strange!

I told them that the hell worlds are next on this "agenda" of Change! That immanently the hell worlds will all be brought up to heaven so that all of their residents will now live in heaven, even the "arch-demons"! Thus there will be truly one vast heaven-universe, for the new age of mankind, everyone will live in the same vibrational place, when this is finished!

[read that: that heaven and hell and purgatory will be in the very same place! That there will be, soon, in the heavenlands, only ONE heaven, no hells, no purgatories!]]

I then told them, in "difficult-to-convey" language that the reason that this vast change is being done is that the very nature of "spiritual salvation", the meaning of having "Jesus in your heart, in your life", has undergone a RADICAL change, over the last few number of years.

[i.e that channeled book from the 60s where the son, in heaven, was telling his family through his mother, maybe, how it is like to live in heaven and one family member asked why the kids of "today" are so restless, and the son told him that Jesus lowered himself right down next to the boundary between heaven and the earthplane; his Presence there is stimulating the most flexible people, the young! This channeling was done in the 70s, i think.]

--that somehow, now, nearly ALL of the "dead arriving souls into the heavens" are "saved", whether they know it or not, or even if they "deserve it to go to hell" according to christian doctrines!

the drug dealers, the abortion doctors, the murderers, all are now *just* as saved as any devout christian is!!

---and that even somehow Jesus managed to enter the purgatory and the hell worlds to "save" these souls too!

Thus all are now saved, there will be no more need for purgatories and hells, a true one heaven where all souls will mingle together to begin the new age of the "new heavens", apparently!

[not only no hells or purgatories, but that all of their residents, Demons included, are now to become residents of heaven, the same heaven that the "saved" Christians aspire to go to, a true "one world"!! No more hell. no more Demons separated from mankind. Demons are saved too.



a bit much even for me to grasp! but that is the "dream report" uncensored, given as remembered, with probable slight distortions of recalls!

no wonder, MAYBE, that the end times are being delayed. Gives time for, not only for more souls to be saved, but to give time to transfer even the very worlds over to another vibrational form!

[This is nearly more than I can grasp, people, in its *RADICAL* concepts!
--that the "new heaven" will be the only afterlife world that is to exist, except perhaps for the very very high heavens of the saints/holy men, those who have gone on before to there.
that all incoming souls will go to this place, no matter what they did for a life: abortion doctors, child sexers, Amazon fore$t clearer$, etc,etc.
---that maybe 95 percent of all of the souls of mankind, will be harvested *as* wheat, not "tares"!

No Wonder that in succeeding dreams and visions, I have had similar experiences, being told the same thing.

*this* could ALSO be one major reason why all of the "end time visions", earthchange visions, of Seers, me, others, are now "off" or wrong: the whole process of the afterlife is being changed even as I now type this out, august 28th of 2008! Thus all of the "old" ways of entering heaven, are no more to be, will not to be, thus the "Harvest techniques" will ALSO have to change too, thus the very way all of us come into heaven, will also change, has changed somewhat, already!



Sunday, August 24, 2008

Fay, the Storm, The trees bend.

Fay, the Storm, The trees bend.
Tropical Storm Fay, here in Tallahassee, Florida, usa.

"only a tropical storm" they say, maybe winds got up to 40 mph, in gusts. But ooooh, the rain!! Tallahassee airport "only" had
about 7 inches but my friend Eric had a rain gauge, on the east side of the city, he got 15 inches OF RAIN for a day and a half's worth of rain. Some parts of Leon county had over 20 inches of rain!

All day long, from dawn until about 6 PM, the sky and the trees looked just like the video that you see here!

I did not go out, this saturady, thank you. The parking lots, today, are
littereed with ruined unbrellas!

Uploaded by freestone on 24 Aug 08, 2.30PM EDT.