Monday, November 11, 2002


---that is my Title for today. my last night's dream. good grief; a visit to the afterlife worlds, one of many i have had over the years. I average at least two or four nights of the week, having these, but most of the experiences are not remembered too well.
Last night. As the dream began, I just "knew" that I was going to visit some places in the afterlife, spirit, realms! The experience began when I floated through what looked to be a long road tunnel, as if i were in a car on a road, going through a long underpass: there was someone with me, in my car, probably my Spirit Guide that came to take me to wherever Spirit wanted me to visit.
I, in my convertable car, came out into the open, after this tunnel [entrance to heaven, the tunnel!].
my Guide spoke of how this first lower level of the spirit world was where the Low spirits and not-developed-in-spiritual-life, souls, first came, after death. many remain here. what i saw was an "Industrial ruin" that "bad side of a city", the air-polluted, grey-sky nightmare!! i could see, as this "car" went along through the scenery, scenes of old rustry crumbled factories and tenaments.
"Ghetto"----on a dreary, neverending, cloudy day!
the people that i saw? "skid row". the "homeless". "crack cocaine corner"
E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E! ---- and all of everyone that i saw!
I could dimly hear the never-ending Bitching, the Street-language would make a "ghetto-rapper" Blush
with Embarrassements!
after all, many many people spent their whole lives Preparing for just this place!! Now, perhaps, thay are happy, as NOW they have something to complain about!

yes, John, there *are* hells, in the spiritworlds: do not let the "new-agers" tell ya otherwise---I have experienced Many many of these places!!

Tis was now apparent that I passed through some "level-barrier"....I was floating over some other world's landscape: another heaven-level, one heaven-level-up, i guess. I floated about ten feet off of the ground. I can only dimly recall any one thing that i saw, but i even remarked to myself, in this dream, as my Guide says strange this world was....
This world , thickly populated, and i must have spent an hour flying across miles and miles of....what appeared to be a land that was "in" about 1700 AD!! that timespan. I could see people in "colonial" costumes and "brand new" houses that today House-Restoration people DROOL over! As if i went back in Time. No. I did not: this place was the next level up and just one of many many worlds, on that level.
[once, my deceased father came to talk to me, in my Dreams and he showed to me a bit of his "new york state farmers world"---HIS words----I could see 1880 vintage farms and farm equipment of that period.
*that* was the world that my father's grandfather was born into!]
I was too too far up in the air to see really anything of detail....I have no idea whether this is a place that some of today's dying go to, or is this place a place where residents of the "real" 1790 times went to, and are still there yet, by Choice? probably people from both!
Then i appeared into yet another world. here, my Guide spoke....he spoke immediately as i came "up" into this world, perhaps he Knew that a roaring car would wake me up and ruin this dream, after all it was only 3 am, and *most* tallahassee FSU college kids are still coming home from their clubs, then, on a night-before-holiday!! he told me this realm is a realm of "Arts and Humanities". he told me that the Temples of Art, music, and other Humaities, are found here. I could see a brightly colored lanscape where there were many large Temple-like buildings, set into parks. ALL of the few temples that i saw had a definite "chinese" look to them, as if this were the "china" section of heaven. why "china"??
....because *just* as the car woke me up, i Sensed that my Sister, passed away in 1986, was a Director
"CEO" of one of these temples! [MSW social work professor and Director of hospital social work departments, in life!]. alas, i never got to see her, perhaps this Dream was to lead up to THAT, a visit with her. one of her "lifebitches" was how the world was full of Insensitive, lout-ty, "rednecky"
people who made life Miserable for her while alive.
How Fitting! that one of "these" people, with his loud loud muffler car, who seemed lost, and maybe drunk, trying to find an address to let off his friend....[translation: he tooled around and around, and yet more driving, around where i lived, making the *maximium* noise that was possible!]
yes how "fitting"----she could not see me coming up to heaven to visit her, as "one of those people" interrupted the experience! as they always DID, in her life! thus the only way that she could reach me is to have a "redneck" intrusion to "ruin" the experience: otherwise she would not reach me at all!! the intrusion *must* occur simultainiously, or else she would not Contact me! If she failed to get me near her, in heaven, that car would NOT have come by! that link, of Association, being a link-in-the-soul, Remains....remains...remains!
translation and caution: one's attitudes will carry with you into heaven for a *VERY VERY* long time!!
from Sam, my Shaman friend: he tells me from heaven that there are at least TEN years in heaven for one earthly year that goes by. that means my sister has been in heaven at least 160 years! 160 years and the same soul concepts are still with ya!

---*that* may mean that when i die and go see and to meet her, for the first re-unional time, three
"redneck" souls will intrude and I will let them be *equally* part of the reuinion, the five of us having the reuinion! I will have to treat these three other souls *as if* they were as Important as my sister, as if I had known them all of my earthly life *as* "soul-friends" of my sister!