Saturday, April 05, 2003

WHAT AN AMAZING DREAM LAST NIGHT!

yes another dream, sports fans, another dream where i went into the astral heavens, into the afterlife realms.....

I can recall, after i woke up, where I began to experience this Place. it was some kind of "testing center for newly arrived souls that had just come up from the earth, just after they died or maybe just after they had gotten past the "orientational phase" of the afterlife." it seemed to be where "psycho-social assesment" takes place---in the words of Social Work jargon. where souls are evaluated for where to go to next, in their heavenly progressions!
A Guide or guides took me on a kind of tour. I followed one soul, in his testings, i was told that ALL souls, here, go through the same routine. The person was first taken downstairs to a room. he had to walk down a few steps onto a "funny-looking' floor. "funny-looking" all right.....He ended up wading up to his waist in what looked like mud full of garbage, and WORSE! yuuuuch!
He was then told that this mud-stuff represented his Uncounsciuosness that was full of the "shit' of unworked-out life-stuff! [a christian might very very well call this stuff...."SIN-stuff"!]
all and any "unrepentant, unworked out, stuff", in the life spent on earth!!
Then he was taken to another room. there was a wall covered with what looked like ART PAPER , from the floor up to about eye-level. it *was* blank white drawing art paper, as this person was given a Palette with about ten colors of oil-paint and a brush. he was told to "paint just the colors of his choice, in smears, anywheres on the paper". when he did so, there were about four or six areas with a painted blotch: were not large as the paints on this palette only were small blobs of color. The Evaluation-team then pondered what he painted! i was then told that "where on the wall and what colors and anything else, there"....showed *utterly* to the counselors what stuff this soul was made of!! all spiritual Qualities Revealed!! then this souls went off to see a counselor to have his "next" heaven-level given to him, to go to, according to what was discovered from the "mud-room" and the colors.

I followed a number of souls, being evaluated. all of them had "mud" up to their waist and sometimes this mud had "unwholesome-looking stuff" floating in it!
then the guide turned to me and said....."while you are here and before you soon go back to your body, lets do YOU, to see where you stand, now"[!!]
...so down to that mud-room! this time I walked into that floor, not watching someone else.
...funny.....the "mud" was mud-colored, but it was only about 1/10th of an inch thick...like of a brown rug! then that painting wall....
I placed about five colors on the wall, but Interesting, in my dream-perception, i recall painting the blobs of color way up high, actually partway off of the paper, way up above head-level!
I could now sense that the guides were "shaking their heads"!!
they then told me that I was a very very old soul, such that I was even now "cleared"...[as in "security clearance"] to go, after death, to the Golden Celestial level, of heaven DIRECTLY, and that
..."when you are There, you can do *anything*"!! they gave to me a number..."72". [not my grade...some other...???? meaning!]

I awoke.
! ! ! ....??
my! what do i think of *that* dream, sports fans?! well after a day of thinking and Prayer, i have come to this: since i was told, in that may 13th 2002, dream, that i have one year to live, this dream probably has bearing upon that. only a month or three till may 13th!!
"do anything"...also infers..."gotta choose SOMETHING, as there will be no focus"!
so i meditated as to *what* i would DO, if told this, in heaven after i die! my first thought would be that I would be Estatic to be able to ascend to the Celestial Realm, now! the very immediate "next" feeling that i had, *would have*, would be that it would also be wonderfull if everyone that i knew would be able to come with me; sharing the Blessing with all. Wince! my soul-age, must be in the top 20% of the human race, and lots of people I know, and know of...would be of *much* younger soul-age! they could never be able to come with me unless they "evolved" their soul, greatly.
There are, however, vast vast "schools of progression" in the heavenRealms, so i read, and have experienced, in my visions....places where souls Learn, Grow, progress.

....a few years ago, Sathya Sai baba appeared, in a dream and he asked me..."do you, freestone, want to be a helper, to help progress millions of souls"?! [baba, and the Masters need all the help that they can enlist, no doubt: the need *IS* great!]

...so I made a prayer...."Father, I say "yes" to helping the Guides and Angels and Jesus, in this activity. helping souls "get up to speed' for the celestial.
so i asked, again...."where"?! " I could live longer, on earth, or come up in that few months ahead, so i ask you, Spirit, that YOU choose where: stay longer on earth...or die at the Time Given to me, according to WHERE I WOULD BE THE MOST OF "HELP"
to the "progressions of souls"!

there. *that* is the Ultimate, for me, "paper cover rock, rock break scissors"! this choice will decide all future acts: helping baba...Jesus...the masters, to progress millions of souls.

I let a few people's memorys-of-them, run through my mind: the people i met, over the years.
....."twinkle-toes", a man in 1992 Gainesville, who always seemed to
act like he missed his bus by three minutes, always a raincloud over his head!
.....a friend who i gave a copy of one of my Visions of heaven, dreams; and he wrote an e-mail to me..."we BOTH know, freestone, that YOU do not know what you are talking about"....and did not even sign the email!!!!
.....the 689,000 kids who listen to "anger-rap" music, and feel utterly *like* the music, each and every day all of the time!
....that bookstore person, last week, who is 78 years old and crying
all of the time...[death-denial]!
....the 3000+ tallahassee Homeless people.
.....the many CEOs and high-powered lawyers who made lots of $$$$ off of shareholders, making old people go back to work!
[I could fill 500 more pages of people!]

yes, what about *these* people? who is gonna hold their hands, when they arrive into a lower heaven?
or...
can i do anything for them all, HERE, *now*, while still alive on earth, if only to just smile at them and say to them all a "kind word", when i meet them on the bus?!

so this is what is what, on April 5th!