Monday, December 09, 2002

I am now sitting in the University library: Judgement is soon very very soon!
FINALS!
A WHOLE WEEK OF FINAL EXAMS WHERE YOU PUT YOUR LIFE INTO A MICROWAVE OVEN AND TURN ON THE DIAL TO "MAXIMIUM POWER"

oh yes..."caps" once caps is on, what can i do but leave caps on...i have a choice, a choice that AUTISM gives to me...pay attention to the keyboard, OR my ideas: not both at once!

a fulltime job just to keep track of my possessions as i walk about!
takes me up to ten minutes just to unstuff all my pockets when i get home, of the receits, the papers, the stuff stuff!

not bored!
i guess only boring people get bored!


HEY!
a light insight!
"why do kids leave the lights on"?!!
yes kids and teens are yelled yelled at, all the time, as they go from room to room to garage, leaving the lights on, behind them: i have a threory about that! it is that they are just getting ready to LIVE and that turning out a light *is* equivilant to dying, of death, the symbol is...!! thus no light would be, ever SHOULD be, ever turned off!

hey!
i even go as far as this: that if you have a kid or a friend who begins to make a big deal about turning off not-used lights, he/she may be getting ready to die! either in the Timing where it IS His Time To Go, from spirit...or else..."suicidal or depressed"!!