Saturday, June 30, 2001

well, well.....

I think that on Today i will begin a change in the slant and rant of this here weblog of mine!!

I intend to, from now on, I hope to place more focus onto "LIVING", living here and now, enjoying the garden while i have yet time! not to dwell upon "death" or even the afterlife AS such, except in reference to what i observe or live out, here, in this world.

---seems that there is so much "programming" in my soul, from my childhood and from the 1950 culture of the small town of that time; i grew up steeped like a tea bag in hot water, in that culture.
the culture of "negativity"...where if anything good happens to you or that if you create it: something veryvery bad will imediately occur to off set it: better to be a zero so that this "evil eye' will stay away, even better, do bad things to yourself first so that you beat them to it! "it always rains on the picnic and that $50 lottery checkwinner ticket will see a $52 car breakdown, the next day!

THAT is not the road to heaven!! or not even of a nice life here...

so.

in this future writings, i will focus on the "incredibility" factor of life, the benevolently, weirdly, Wonderfull!!
"live an incredible life" is a slogun of mine......
there is too too cynicism around me, tooo much of it is installed onto my hard drive of a mind, by default: gotta Uninstall..... now!!
and....
dwell upon the Incredibilities of life, instead!!