Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Thursday, September 10, 2015

Monday, September 07, 2015

a dark violent Labor Day dream vision!

oh dreams on Labor Day.......
one was prophetic.

mine was not good.  actually my dreams were TERRIBLE!!  beyond terrible.
the tone is Black with a tinge of red.   

there were several of these dreams, all with the same tone.  I suppose there is an order to these, but I cannot recall which came first in the order.  I suppose too, that I should begin with the Voice, the Voice that told me the labor day Message.  this voice dream was first, in time order of dreaming.

voice.....the human race is about to enter a time of violence which might be the greatest amount of violence for the entire history of the human race!!........

comment by me....my feeling is that while there might be some peace loving people who would want to just hide out from being raped, tortured, or killed, even the peaceful people will become violent too!  you too, ye people  who are old souls, might choose to kill, rape, pillage!

next dream.
.....I am standing on the road in front of my childhood home.  tis night and so black that I can barely see along the road.  the road goes down a slight hill and I see a slight car accident between two cars.  one of the drivers gets out and the other car has a man, woman, And child get out. the alone driver is enraged!  he looks to have a tire iron in his hand and he runs up and hits all three people very hard in quick succession!  they fall unconscious and he immediately pitches them into a nearby creek pool, to drown and die!  he then looks up and from far off, he sees me watching.  I duck and back up hoping he did not really see me and come running after me!

next dream.
I am driving At night, pitch black dark, on a two day trip.  I arrive in a valley at dawn and I notice that there is something really strange about the sunlight!  the air is white with a certain kind of white glow as if there is a high level mist in the air, up in the atmosphere.  the sky is white gray.
one more day to go.

comments.....nuclear or volcanic winter, anyone?!   I have maybe two years left of my life?!

last dream.
I am in the Air Force and up here on the second floor are my rooms that I work in, for my duty.
these rooms Are also in my high school, my home room is one of them.
        comments.....I have so many of these dreams, always means....my life from day to day year to year, my life of 74 years.
    tis late in the day and nearly time to quit.  workday is about over.  I leave the main room for a few minutes for some ??? errand.  I return a bit before five pm, quitting  time for my shift.
as I enter the hallway, I see that all of the lights are turned off. almost dark in here as near sunset.
I enter my workrooms to see that all of the lights are off except one small table lamp next to a computer.  no one is here!  they all left early and the rooms are now empty of people. even the trash has been emptied and the paperwork out...box is empty.  nothing here but dark dim seen furniture.  I then prepare to lock up the doors and to leave, as now everyone else has left, early.

comments......what ever fated time I have left on this earth, I might leave early.
but again, I live in a senior home with a number of Alzheimer's people, and this dream is also a good symbol of their currant state of life!  my room mate next door!  why he indeed is now just a small table lamp next to a computer.   

summation:  the Voice sets the tone for the dreams, all of the actual dreams to follow are kind of self reactions to this Message.  there might not be a shred of prophecy in these except for me alone.    

Sunday, September 06, 2015

evening rain clouds

evening rain clouds near Tallahassee. the rainy seasons is still sort of on.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

the complainers

I recall reading up on complainers, recently, after being treated to the master complain lady,s masterful treatment of every single item on the breakfast or supper menu that she had in front of her.  there was a really good advice given on how to handle these people.
she writes.......do NOT try to tell them that so and so is overlooked for a very good reason.  do not try to mediate and turn to positive their critical remarks.  that is not what they are after! 
they really want rapport from you over their lives of immense sufferings!  they want emotional bonding and sympathy for their lives.

ah....my lady of the hour, like here I see after hearing their parts of their life stories.  indeed suffering beyond the pale.   
this lady has one of her sons go insane then have a stroke and had to be taken care of and now in a nursing home.  she and husband bought a motor home caravan to travel around the country and a few months of traveling the son got so bad they came home and sold their dream caravan 
so to be by his side, now a schizophrenic .   before this, she lived in Miami and hurricane Andrew paid her home a visit and all that was left was the foundation and nothing saved, all of her possessions and memory objects gone.
   indeed, many people I have talked to have had immense pains and sufferings.
and now these people, the rehab people, who like my currant Critic, are only here for a month or two, why now they each have ten Conditions of health!   
she talked this morning of growing up in an industrial Midwest city and there were no white clothes here!   soft coal was burned for heat and she, as part of her nurse training, in this city,   she had to watch a dissection of a cavadar , dead person, and his lungs were black!  she herself had constant headaches, there.   
  naturally these people want rapport on their terms, they do not want to hear otherwise, very often

Saturday, August 08, 2015

downtown Tallahassee

downtown Tallahassee. I used to live in a senior home on the fourth floor and this was the view from my window.  Palm trees live oaks and ooooh that clear sky!