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Thursday, July 02, 2009

storms!

hi all....
getting *that* time of year, folks, where "gaming" takes a very back seat to a Florida summer and anyone who lives in Florida knows what I mean!
while Lakeland gets 100 thunderstorm days a year, Tallahassee, where I live, gets about 85 thunderstorm days a year! That is DAYS, not number of storms and nearly every single ligthning stroke is "cloud to ground" I just saw a doozzee of one about an hour a go and there must have been 3000 lightning strokes with that one and 100 foot visibility. watch them lights flicker and the week before the official people tell us all that in our two counties there were over 6000 [!!] lightning strokes, during one storm and all of them were cloud to ground! trees, homes, zapped, there were several fires last week as houses burned after being struck!
does anyone here live in such a Zone?!
I once saw from a bus window lightning take out each and every power pole, in a shopping mall parking lot, 1,000,000 volts hitting every 150 feet, in about five minutes.
"they" tell me that around here there are 8 to 16 lightning hits PER square Kilometer every year!!
play games?!!
my window makes a good view!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/freestone/3671884372/http://www.flickr.com/photos/freestone/3660060128/

In the North, in around my upstate new york home, many of the lightnings were "cloud to cloud" harmless.
so probably I will watch the light show, instead of playing Oblivion, morrowind, etc, until fall, on many nights!
freestone

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

I think I know what killed micheal jackson!

hi all.

I think I know what killed Micheal Jackson!

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http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/2505693/The-shock-findings-of-the-Michael-Jackson-autopsy.html

By NICK PARKER
and STEVE KENNEDY

Published: 29 Jun 2009

THE horrifying state of pop superstar Michael Jackson in his final days can be revealed by The Sun today.
Harrowing leaked autopsy details show the singer was a virtual skeleton — barely eating and with only pills in his stomach at the time he died.

His hips, thighs and shoulders were riddled with needle wounds — believed to be the result of injections of narcotic painkillers, given three times a day for years.

And a mass of surgery scars were thought to be the legacy of at least 13 cosmetic operations.

The examination showed the 5ft 10in star — once famed for his on-stage athleticism — had:

PLUNGED to a “severely emaciated” 8st 1oz. It is understood anorexic Jackson had been eating just one meagre meal a day.

Pathologists found his stomach empty aside from partially-dissolved pills he took before the painkiller injection which stopped his heart. Samples were sent for toxicology tests.
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8 stone....that is about 112 lbs!

and...

[quote]
http://www.tonight.co.za/index.php?fArticleId=5061820&fSectionId=3882&fSetId=251


MICHAEL JACKSON

Sleepless Jackson begged me for drugs - nurse
July 1, 2009

By Lynn Elber

Los Angeles - Michael Jackson was so distraught over persistent insomnia in recent months that he pleaded for a powerful sedative despite warnings it could be harmful, says a nutritionist who was working with the singer as he prepared his comeback bid.

Cherilyn Lee, a registered nurse whose specialty includes nutritional counseling, said on Tuesday that she repeatedly rejected his demands for the drug, Diprivan, which is given intravenously.

But a frantic phone call she received from Jackson four days before his death made her fear that he somehow obtained Diprivan or another drug to induce sleep, Lee said.

While in Florida on June 21, Lee was contacted by a member of Jackson's staff.

"He called and was very frantic and said, 'Michael needs to see you right away'. I said, 'What's wrong?' And I could hear Michael in the background ..., 'One side of my body is hot, it's hot, and one side of my body is cold. It's very cold'," Lee said.


"At that point, I knew that somebody had given him something that hit the central nervous system," she said, adding, "He was in trouble Sunday and he was crying out."

Jackson did not go to the hospital. He died on June 25 after suffering cardiac arrest, his family said. Autopsies have been conducted, but an official cause of death is not expected for several weeks.

"I don't know what happened there. The only thing I can say is he was adamant about this drug," Lee said.

Following Jackson's death, allegations emerged that the 50-year-old King of Pop had been consuming painkillers, sedatives and antidepressants. But Lee said she encountered a man tortured by sleep deprivation and one who expressed opposition to recreational drug use.

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and finally....

[quote]
http://randyschellenberg.tripod.com/anorexiatruthinfo/id45.html


Anorexia nervosa, bulimia - medical causes of eating disorders - symptoms, treatment, diagnosis

Starvation Response

-----The human response to starvation is a fascinating phenomenon. Being aware of these adaptive responses to malnutrition is key to understanding the behaviors associated with anorexia nervosa.

Starvation induces many physiological and behavioral changes in the human body. As body mass drops, metabolism slows, to conserve energy and resources. Severely malnourished individuals may develop amenorrhea (in females), bradycardia, lanugo hair, hypothermia, reduced bowel motility, hypothyroidism, etc.

Many of the symptoms of malnutrition may be confused with the symptoms of medical illness, since there can be overlapping symptoms. In most eating disorder programs, bloating, constipation, early satiety, and abdominal distension are assumed to be due to effects of starvation. Starvation can also affect blood chemistry, which may complicate interpretation of test results. If the attending physician does not consider the possibility of underlying illness, these cues may be missed, assumed to be due to malnutrition.

In like fashion, the behavioral changes induced by malnutrition may be misinterpreted if the therapist does not acknowledge the effects of malnutrition on human behavior. The normal, adaptive responses to malnutrition are often interpreted as psychiatric disorders.

Bingeing may be viewed by the therapist as maladaptive behavior, when in fact it may be a normal adaptive response to caloric restriction. Certainly, this behavior is seen in opportunistic social carnivores such as dogs, which "wolf" down their food in large quantities, oftentimes vomiting it up soon after. Caloric restriction, whether imposed by famine or self-imposed due to dieting, will tend to increase the likelihood of this behavior. In terms of evolutionary biology, this behavior would be a healthy adaptive response to a dwindling food supply, as it would not only maximize caloric uptake but also, once swallowed, exclude access for competitors. When resources are scarce, natural selection favors individuals who seize opportunities for resource acquisition, even if they do not have rightful possession. Thus, the urge to binge while experiencing caloric restriction is to be expected.

The phenomenon of impassivity, irritability, and hyperactivity may be interpreted by the therapist as a manifestation of obsessive-compulsive disorder or depression, when in fact these behaviors are likely normal adaptive responses to starvation honed by millions of years of natural selection. Normal individuals facing severe dietary restriction develop an obsessive preoccupation with obtaining and consuming food, and this shapes impulsive behavior such as hoarding, binging, or stealing food. This healthy adaptive response would give a greater certainty of securing nutrition, and thus survival. Of course, for the individual who cannot eat due to medical illness, all these behaviors may be present, yet the consumption of sufficient food remains an impossibility.

The phenomenon of excessive exercise, agitation, and restlessness observed in many anorexic patients may also be a normal adaptive response to caloric restriction. Most mammals become restless and agitated when experiencing hunger, and most increase foraging activity when food supplies dwindle. In the research lab, this restlessness is called "semi-starvation induced hyperactivity." Researchers working with rats on calorie-restricted diets noticed that those eating less daily ran between 2.8 and 5.3 miles more than the other rats. Some of the rats on restricted diets ran themselves to death. This response to starvation would increase the likelihood of survival in famine conditions where competition for resources would be intense. In the lab rat's situation, if no food is added to the cage, the increased activity does not result in acquisition of nutrition. In like fashion, for the anorexic patient with a digestive disease, the hyperactivity does not lead to food intake, since the underlying disorder has either suppressed the appetite or produces gastrointestinal distress paired with food intake
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there.

my theory is that Micheal Jackson was so restless that he demanded these drugs so that he could sleep. but the REAL problem was the reason why he was so restless and could not sleep; he was starving!! his body wanted him to get up and go somewheres and eat!

this "simple", to me, reason, was one of the things that began this cascade unto death! Now *why* was he starving, eating only one small meal a day, is something that is not known by me. An example of how small things grow into huge problems! Shades of Anorexia!

freestone

"angel's wing" sunset clouds


"angel's wing" sunset clouds, originally uploaded by freestone.

"angel's wing" sunset clouds
hi all.

Here I took a photo of some pretty clouds as the sun sets to the west, the light underlighting the clouds.
Often pretty sunsets here in tallahassee.

Cirrus clouds, especially the cirrus that remains from thunderstorms, tend to look reddish at sunset.

Uploaded by freestone on 1 Jul 09, 9.26AM EDT.

Monday, June 29, 2009

lightning flash video of mine.
http://ping.fm/oDLor

30 of 6,000 lightnings!


30 of 6,000 lightnings!
Originally uploaded by freestone
30 of 6,000 lightnings!
hi all.

A storm last night, in Tallahassee, Florida, gave in two counties, they write, about 6,000 lightning flashes and about 2 to 4 inches of rain.
Exploding houses and a gas pump, power out and some areas looked to get about all of the 6,000 flashes!
Here is a minute or so of the end of this storm.

Uploaded by freestone on 29 Jun 09, 9.12AM EDT.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

second famous media person dying 50 years old in his home

http://ping.fm/I1x2g

yet *another* famous media person dying at 50 years old.

hi all.

Hey, look at *this*! Yet another media star dies at home at 50 years old!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/us_obit_billy_mays

TV pitchman Billy Mays found dead at Florida home, at 50 years old!
[quote]

By MITCH STACY, Associated Press Writer Mitch Stacy, Associated Press Writer – 36 mins ago
TAMPA, Fla. – Billy Mays, the burly, bearded television pitchman whose boisterous hawking of products such as Orange Glo and OxiClean made him a pop-culture icon, has died. He was 50.

Tampa police said Mays' wife found him unresponsive Sunday morning. A fire rescue crew pronounced him dead at 7:45 a.m. It was not immediately clear how he died. He said he was hit on the head when an airplane he was on made a rough landing Saturday, and his wife, Deborah Mays, told investigators he didn't feel well before he went to bed about 10 p.m. that night.

There were no signs of a break-in at the home, and investigators do not suspect foul play, said Lt. Brian Dugan of the Tampa Police Department, who wouldn't answer questions about how Mays' body was found because of the ongoing investigation. The coroner's office expects to have an autopsy done by Monday afternoon.

family members didn't report any health issues with the pitchman,

"His innovative role and impact on the growth and wide acceptance of direct response television cannot be overestimated or easily replaced; he was truly one of a kind," Khubani said of Mays in a statement.

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!!

"one of a kind", eh?

they say that about Micheal Jackson too!

I smell a Coincidence that is not a coincidence, here!

I smell an "arrangement by spirit" to show us all Something and I wonder what it is?

I place this article in the Prophecy area, as I see and feel a prophecy here!

something about Death, something about "one-of-a-kind" person.

Reading about death of famous people and synchronistic deaths:
OMENIOUS! there is something strange portending for our collective future! In a year or two, or so. I cannot place much more on my Intuitive feelings.

Be Aware of these things, the strange linkages, the synchronistic messages between the lines.

there is supposed to be a movie coming out this fall called something like...
"2012"!
a disaster movie. probably be hidden messeages in *that* movie!

freestone
TV pitchman Billy Mays found dead at home at 50 year old, today! 28th. shade of Micheal jackson dying at 50. conspiriacy or ????
a blog post. Predictions, time, prophecies.
http://ping.fm/BObyy