Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Why we all are becoming more crazy! End times is ahead!! My two dreams.

Here are two dreams that are almost certainly about the end times of humanity, if not civilization!
Such visions I cannot take lightly.  These two dreams will explain WHY the world is becoming crazy, and soon, even more crazy.  According to my second dream, partly down the page, I was given an explainarion as to why there is so much craziness now.  The explainarion, given by Spirit, infers a grand finish to humanity, within a few years from now...the Christian rapture, maybe.  Or ww iii, or an asteroid .
I do not know how all will end.

Here the two dreams are, for your "enjoyment"!  




......June 28th, 2016, my birthday, no less.....this is not good, such a dream on my birthday!

And I have a REAL nasty dream for you all.  Wince....and at
breakfast I interpreted it.
Really really nasty and rhe symbols interpreted are beyond nasty

....I spend many dream hours with my sister  Suanna .   Most not recalled.
But there is a lucid place in time.  I am riding in her car she
drives.  Out in the countryside and I have no idea where we are going.
I take a deep sigh, as the awareness apace becomes very very lucid and
focused and as if there is a much higher plane coming into this
moment, and I begin to tell her something, something
like....."I want to get your attention, Suanna"
Suddenly the air becomes VERY quiet!   I feel here like my
Pronouncement to the board of mayor people in purgatory when I
pronounced that the skies are clearing as now purgatory is to become
part of heaven!
Very quiet.
Then I gravidly and somberly made a pronouncement.  The kind of tone
of a hammer hitting an anvil.   Then I added to this statement another
statement.

THE WORLD AND EVERYONE IN IT WILL BE VERY VERY CRAZY, NOW, FOR THE
NEXT FORTY TO FIFTY YEARS.
I took another breath, slowly, then made another statement....
THIS CRAZINESS IN PEOPLE WILL BEGIN NEXT YEAR!
......often in dreams a number like 40 is really 4.   Thus the next four or five years is maybe indicated.....

The dream suddenly changed....
Two scenes one after another.

One...I am a looker on a street facing a woman's homeless shelter building.
There are homeless ladies on the sidewalk.  Out of the front entrance
come two ladies and they began a knockdown scratching, kicking,
punching fight!
No holds barred.

This fades out to the next scene...

Same type of street, but here I face a man,s homeless shelter.
I see the men on the sidewalk.  I see a white man facing the entrance,
about twenty feet from the sidewalk.  Out of the entrance comes a very
fat black man.  This black man is full of rage and lunges to attack
the white guy.  The white guy whips out a gun and begins to shoot many
rounds into the face of the black man.  Blood and brain water fly
everywhere.  The black man waddles forwards and the white man
Backs up still shooting.  The white man backs up to bushes and he
cannot back up anymore and the black guy still comes up to him and
collapses into him so that now both fall over, the white many falling
backwards with the other guy on top of him.
....

Woman's shelter....the uncounscious of mankind is at war within
itself.  More likely, the personal uncounscious in everyone burst
forth, the rages, hates, etc....

The mans shelter is the outward expression of this.  The black is the
uncounscious and it attacks the reason of the awake mind.  It bursts
forth, ala the door and attacks the counscious man....blood and water
flow....the astral and etheric ...etc...
  The counscious rational mind is trapped, is overwhelmed by the uncounscious.
The white man falls down , the uncounscious sort of dies upon him,
both fall, and the rational mind, the everyday life, collapses too!

The two scenes are, of course, deriving from my Pronouncement.

But are not we each and all sort of crazy now?    Well, we are mellow
and tranquil, now, compared to the REAL insanity coming!


.............

And now for the interpretation !

......

Yes, sounds like something that comes from outside of me.   From My soul, from the meeting, from somewhere beyond me.

There is one little problem with the dating, !
"Begins next year".   I assumed, stupid me, that next year is January of 2017.
Do not tell this to an accountant, though, on June 15th !   HIS next year is July first , the beginning of the next fiscal year!  Then as the meeting window is maybe June 18 to June 25 or even June 28,  the determination that generates this message, then, happens in June.  Next year, depends upon the person giving the message, for some people, next year is after the summer solstice !   July first!

The Clue is in the word "NOW"!  
The word now, has another meaning than "right this minute", at least in America.
A very subtle turn of word, here.   "Now", here, means "a change of state, of being". 

The summer is here and now the temperature will rise to 80 or more every single day and this will begin next week.

The Christmas holidays are approaching and now the ads and themes of Christmas are to be upon us and all of this will begin after Halloween, next week.

Now it is supper time, so I will run to the kitchen and now throw something together, so sit down at the table time is 30 minutes from right this minute.

Now is the time for all good men to enlist in the army, and the requiring offices will be open on Monday.

The summer sale at Macy,s department store, is now on.  The doors open at eight am Monday morning.......an advertisement in the Sunday New York Times newspaper.

.  Thus there is an inherent delay between now and next year.
Now is the time for craziness and it begins next year.

Ah, but is not we all crazy right now?!  Well, yes, 
But as the normal anger angst is maybe 5 to 15, fifteen years ago, year by year:   right now , today, the anger angst level might be 90 units.      But perhaps, by sometime the middle of next year the anger level angst might be 34,000 !!
Thus the 90 is really a nothing compared to what will be.

And this goes on for  40....50 years!  Or four or five years, Yipes!

Another clue .  The sheer lucidness of this one moment.  I can recall now from memory some of the dream.  Obviously it is hard to describe the feeling of lucidness.
Here in the dream, it is like one is in a daze after an operation and you awake in the hospital and yes as the doctors warn....you will awake in bed but it will take days for the anesthesia to wear off .....so there you are, in bed, very groggy.  The doctor comes in and gives to you a shot with a needle.  You suddenly are now VERY awake.
The doctor now says that I give to you a jolting substance to awaken you temporarily 
So that I can tell you about the success of the operation and then you can recall my words later.  So you are now very awake and hear the words of the surgeon.  Then you fall back to being very groggy, again!  Only for a moment you are awake!
   So it is thus, here.    This lucidness is the Moment of Truth and probably there is not a trace of Any symbolism in the words.  Straight on literal  .   No symbolism in the numbers. 40...50 years do not have another meaning!  

Then the two scenes ....amplify the message.
Both are the same scene.  Almost the same scene.  But the sex roles are different.

Homeless.
.....not just no home, these are people, thinking right or wrong that they hold a short end of life,s stick, !   Like those poor residents being more or less told to just leave that part of Berlin so that the upper crust rich can have this place to live.
Or a black man who hates police as the police for 300 years are the tools of the white man to keep them in line and repressed !   The abused woman.  The sexed child, from the bbc comedy child program star!   All of the poor people.  All of 
Thieves who want everything that you own and it is  their RIGHT by golly that they get it!!   The child sex person knows it it in his bones, his genes, and never cured.  He DEMANDS his life, his rights, his way of living.
"If you can change me to normal, then I have the perfect right to change you to the joy of child sex"!!

In many ways, every single human on the planet is homeless in some way, in their lives.    
Very soon each such homeless person will come out of that shelter with a ak- 16 assault rifle or a atomic missile and file away at the Oppressing forces that are withering his life!  That is.....all of us.  Each of us is Angry about something!


....the two homeless shelters...

Two ladies fighting.    I suppose
This is the inner.   One repressing ideology against another, inwardly.

The men?   The black man is attacking, the man defends , but the black guy just keeps coming and then falls upon the white man at the edge of the street,  tiny detail recall, at the very end, says that they fall into the bushes on the back side of the street, the white guy shoots the gun over and over as the black comes down the steps and across the sidewalk and then across the street. Eventually the now dead, dying, black man falls on toP of rhe white guy and they both go down.  Down not only into the bushes , but I sensed a hill behind these bushes where there is a sort of cliff and both fall down....down...down...both are now ruined. 

There is a telling tiny detail about these shelters.
The woman's shelter has the two fighting ladies come, both, out of the building.
This again reinforces my idea of internal conflict within the inner, the subconscious.

The mans shelter, why an anger black man charges out of the building looking for a target and he sees an innocent side walk walking white man, and fixes his anger on him!   Here, the eruption comes FROM the subconscious, TO the outer life, the world!  the two ladies, comes out and then ravishes the intellect, over powers the self discipline,  the life of someone, who has this happens, goes down, over whelmed.   Rage wins.  The man or woman so over whelmed, then does things nasty, beyond what they might once only thought of doing!

Does.

Acts out.

50,000 years of oppressions now get their due, get their time for revenge...
Tito death and Yugoslavia, I am looking at you!!

The pot boils over....

There will be no winners.
Everyone goes down.
Everyone will be guilty .
There will be no soul survivors, the feeling is that there will be no innocent people, by the end of those many years!   

Obviously there will be old old souls and awake starseeds and the like, who will transcend this, but for the rest of us, not many will not be in this Arena!

That is, my feeling, from this dream, taken FROM the dream, Alone....

There is no indication here if ww iii is part of this, or not.

Tis also the very same lucidness where I was told, or said, avout the war upon war, waves of wars, then in great lucidness telling that one man stranger on the road that this IS the end times and that one can now warn everyone, then I run on down the road.....

...........

A few days later I had another dream.   A dream that explains why the anger will be increasing!


July 13. 2016

Hi all

One holly crap end time dream!  

Freestone takes a deep breath.   He can dream little nothing's, twitches of brain nerves, for days.  Then suddenly a dream that lights up the sky like fireworks.

Freestone stops a moment and takes another deep breath.

Some of my dreams seem unreal.  Some are nearly not describable .   
This one, is mostly Tone and feeling, the images are all blurry and scrambled together.   The written messages are only dimly read, I will try to put what they say, into words that were on the sheets:  not my own words i might use!  But I will fail, of course, to be completely objective in using the words on the sheets!

The dream begins.  Sort of.   Hours it seems of Trudging.  Walking where the sky is dark, the kind of sky that is cloudy and sun is just about to go down.  I seem to be walking in a town.  The air is thick and dark, if I could smell, I imagine that I would either be smelling chemical fumes or an open sewer.   I can barely see 100 feet.
Foggy too.   
In addition, the ground seems covered here and there with black goo.
There seems to be no plants alive.   There are street lights but they are useless.
Also the air is thick with Something Else!   I sense more than see, blobs of light floating about.  Like as if it is standing room only, here, the entities are here shoulder to shoulder .   Mostly in the subtle regions.

I trudge along streets.  The buildings would never make magazine covers.  Dark, drab.
I finally enter a house.   


Sync alert!

When I was proofreading that area about me entering a house, another confused dementia lady wheel chaired herself into my room!  The nurses had to come to get her out as she was stuck there in the doorway after trying to back out!


Ooooh, bad news!
Junk all over.  Like who ever lived here was a messy .   Worse, there is black goo here and there on the floor and this stuff looks like shit.  Then add some piss to it, also.  How about some not so dried blood!   Then mold on the walls and peeling wall paper and hardly any light.   There is a desk or table with a lamp.    The atmosphere is utterly stifling, and more than just no open windows!   Again I see sparks of light and flickering blobs of light floating about.

Fortunately I cannot smell,    Nor can I hear, I would imagine the curses, yells, screams, moans....would wake me up!

I walk over to the desk.
A large long table of a desk, with the lamp.  
As if I was dream drawn to this house, this room, this desk!

On the desk were two sheets of paper.  One was a open newspaper, a large newspaper in sheet size.  Next to it was a pure white sheet of paper that had a masthead on it that looked to be something from a government department.

First, I looked closely at the newspaper.  The paper was drab and here and there was moist and dirty.  I could read the words well, though.
I cannot recall most of the exact words, forgive me.  But the tone was clear and so here goes...an attempt.

....the sheet was a open two page article.  The article was about WHY everything out there and in the house was the way that it is.  The writer wrote about demons and 
Hell.  There, there are demons and fallen sinful humans. Above hell are the purgatory planes and then above them are the astral planes.  He wrote some about the subtle areas of the etheric also, the back plane to the physical earth plane.
   It's the Time of the gathering!  Just at the rapture of everyone, all of the demons, the lost souls, the sinful hell dwellers, the unsaved purgatory dwellers, the normal unsaved spirit dwellers, all come together into one area.  And all of these entities bleed into the etheric and the physical plane earth, as well.   As the Christ energy came to earth, in addition, EACH of the entities listed, above, also is in contact with the physical earth as well and in fact the Gathering happens ON the earth, such that the entirety of hell and purgatory will erupt onto the earth all at one time!!
   Everyone will then be Taken into spirit for the final judgement.  The day of the lord is now here!   All at once , all the demons, lost souls, etc...will be judged and Placed.
But that they all  have to appear on earth, first.  Thus purgatory and hell must level up to the earth plane and appear there!  Empty out INTO the earth plane!

There was also something about how the reason there are now so many negative entities coming up or..and..down to earth is not because mankind has sinned, so much, that the reason for this Influx is due to that 

It Is Time

For this event to happen, within the context of the history of mankind!  
For when mankind all comes together for a kind of rapture experience, at the end of the age, ALL of the parts of mankind comes together, each and every soul, Saint or sinner, comes to be One, in the light of the Christ, deserving or not.  Only those who will pass the test of the final judgement, though, will go on to His worlds!
So demons, sinners, the unrepentant, etc...all shamble to the one meeting place, the earth plane.  They all will face the Singularity of the moment of time and space...time will end, space will end, for earthly dwellers....for when it ends for the earth, it will also end for them!!
This meeting must occur, no matter how pure the civilizations...100,000 plus years have generated many lost souls, human enabled demons, etc...etc...and they all must come home to earth where they once begAn their incarnation journeys.
The circle must come around to start point.

I stood there trying to understand.   Dizzying.   I could not read all of this paper.
To describe what was written, I fear, already, that I have added some of my own words and ideas to my descriptions!

My attention was then directed to the letter, a standard letter sized sheet with writing on it.  I was struck,  by this sheet.  Was very white, almost like it was lit up from inside of the sheet.  The sheet was also untouched by any of the dirt that exists in this house.   Like it fluttered down from heaven itself!   Was clean and spotless.

I looked at the masthead.    Was from the United States Air Force!

The letter sheet , on the masthead, below the originating address, was a notice that this letter is directed to go to freestone wilson, for him to read.  The introductory paragraph below this indicated that this letter is actually a Order, like an order assignment to me.  Not an order to move Anywhere, though,  it was a statement of clarification .    

Then there was the Order itself, below that paragraph.

The order says that there are articles written, in newspapers, about what is really going on today, in the world, from a spiritual context.   One such article was sent to your address.

.....the one on the desk.....

Regarding this article, and the reality of the conditions, today, 
It is official from us, at headquarters, USAF, that everything in this article is absolutely true!  We want you to Know what is really going on....
Thus that now you Know, you will Understand better what is going on and also not to judge poorly humans for being negative not judge them for being sinners, as this gathering has nothing to do with how sinful humanity is.

DUH...!!

Fin de sickle. 
The Hamlet outcome.

I wonder....?!

How will the singularity hour play out?   
I gather that maybe 90 percent of this will play out in the astral planes, the etheric areas.  But for us all here on earth, does not look very good!


Stamped Official, this dream is.   This is really what is going on!


So now, in this long read, I have given to you all two dreams, the second explains the first.

I predict that from now on, tuning on BBC, Fox News, or CNN , first thing in the morning, could be hazardly to your mental health!







Thursday, March 17, 2016

Why do relatives shun dementia relatives?

   I discovered something Important about why many relatives of dementia patients do not come to see them or even to send cards or money, they often let one caregiver do it all!

All comes from where my social work lady told me how she knew of several ladies, in a circle of friends, once she had symptoms of dementia her friends dropped her like a rock!

I have noted several cases where a caregiver of an alzeimers relative does it all.  While the others live far away, they do not call, do not help, do not visit very much.

Recently I talked with someone who caregivers and none of her relatives seem to do very much in the way of caregiving.
I told her that it is not that they are lazy and self centered, letting her do all the work of caregiving, it is that the dementia mother reminds them of THEIR vulnerability to dementia!  The genetics alone is scary!  Runs in families.  So they do not want to hear, know, anything about dementia and to stay away is best to not face their possible futures!      
But these people, are all high level professionals and naturalists and professors!  Should they not be more educated and understanding?!
NO!  They more intelligence one has, the more one stands to lose.....!!
Imagine a. College professor , now, in the nursing home, now a baby again, being dependent upon everyone for everything.  Imagine that he cannot now tell time, nor the date or even to know where he is!     To be reduced to a Nothing....
Since there is, often, in these cases, no spiritual life, there is nothing.

Tis a bit like a root canal dentist appointment scheduled for four months away.  Ah...safely four months away.  You do not even look at that calander month, on the schedule calander on your wall.   Only when that month appears do you see it.
Out of sight is out of mind, thus the relatives stay away and even to send a card or donate money REMINDS them!
So I can understand now why there are "uncaring" relatives!   One often has to deny, repress, just in order to be able to live!   Imagine being 45 years old, in a family where every lady gets early onset alzeimers at 50 years old!  A daughter,  being this age, if she always Knew, she might be so paralyzed with fear that she might have a nervous breakdown.   She she represses in order to be able to continue to function.
    Perhaps the only way to embrace such a future and to continue to live well, is to also accept death and to know that there is an afterlife.  To live a spiritual life, In Other words......

Wednesday, February 24, 2016

Maybe attention deficient people should be left to fidget and to move!

I read the headlines in today's Democrat.  While I only could read the front page, that article about
ADD , ATTENTION DEFICIT SYNDROME , caught my eye.  Seems the FSU research people think that the hyper ness of the constant moving is actually required for a good memory!
     I can see this! Activating the brain IS the same as moving!  The two processes are linked together as One, in a ADD person.  
    Quiet the kid, have him sit still, and he just cannot think!   In order for him to think and recall memories properly, he should Move, and move a lot, even twitching and fidgeting.  
   Just look at such a moving boy, does this movement, itself, mimic the brain,s processing?!  Of course it does.   Take him off those drugs NOW!

Wednesday, January 06, 2016

transgender movement and reincarnation, some thoughts.

this article for me has some VERY profound implications that none of the pro..transgender people have thought of.





Right now our community is in the awkward, liminal space where we move from past to future, from disempowerment to autonomy. We have endured decades of conflict. We have risen to the challenge of persecution and respect the countless martyrs who sacrificed to ensure we were no longer marginalized. Our struggles are finally showing signs of victory.
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the radical idea, far far more radical , for me, is how reincarnation itself is being voided!

once upon a time, back near the early part of the century,  here is what rudolf Steiner thought about reincarnation and disease.

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If you have a disease, you are meant to have it — its is what you need in this incarnation. Steiner did not rule out treating diseases any more than he ruled out charity to the poor. But “helping” the ill or the poor needs to be done with full consciousness of the possible karmic harm that may be inflicted. If a person needs to experience a certain illness in this life, we probably should not thwart this cosmic, karmic need. Trying to balance benign neglect with compassion gets complicated, of course.


Little or nothing happens entirely by accident


https://sites.google.com/site/waldorfwatch/karma


and  here is more.


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One consequence of Steiner’s medical doctrines is that Anthroposophical doctors generally avoid giving inoculations. Steiner taught that because a disease may result from karma, interfering with the illness may simply postpone the inevitable: the patient will be forced to compensate, by having the same or a similar illness, in a future life. Addressing a group of doctors, Steiner said “If we destroy the susceptibility to smallpox, we are concentrating only on the external side of karmic activity.” [3] If karma is not fulfilled in one life, it must be fulfilled in another. Moreover, Steiner warned, there are conspiracies afoot that seek to trick people into taking medicines that destroy the soul. Black magicians and other evildoers work to create medicines that deaden people to all things spiritual: “Endeavors to achieve this will be made by bringing out remedies to be administered by inoculation...only these inoculations will influence the human body in a way that will make it refuse to give a home to the spiritual inclinations of the soul

In Anthroposophical belief, children need to undergo certain diseases. The illnesses that are generally associated with childhood play a special role in a young person's development, Anthroposophists believe. Children endure particular diseases as they attempt, unconsciously, to overcome the deleterious genetic characteristics they have received from their parents. Children need to gain mastery over these traces of inheritance so that their unique spiritual egos (their "I's") can gain proper expression. Thus, boys and girls should be allowed to undergo childhood illnesses — and vaccination should generally be rejected, since it can hamper this process.




the old idea of reincarnation seems to have a lot of ideas that infer that one should just accept one,s condition as karma and if you meddled with it, you would have to then redo the same lesson in another lifetime.

one of the touchy points, here, is where I have read, over and over, how if one incarnates "too much" as one sex, one has to reincarnate as the other sex, finally.  however just like a  bouncing basketball keeps bouncing,  if say a man of 20 lives in a row incarnates as a woman, he is still a man in soul!  thus lesbos!   the same with homo men.  the old ideas of reincarnation infer one should just accept the Role given and to learn to be a man.

ALSO, and this is very important, that behind reincarnation is an entire government system, in the afterlife, that helps one incarnate and yes, to ENFORCE the rules too!!
a whole system surely governed from a very high level in heaven.

what I am seeing here is a kind  of collective uncounscious that is rebelling against this and Taking Charge of their own destiny, subverting even the Angels and Guides, dictates for that incarnation!    more and more people taking charge, and not only in sexual preferences!

reincarnation as has been known, is probably going onto the scrap heap!
many many life plans are now being tossed into the garbage bin.   each of us now can create our own destiny, more, both here on earth and in the afterlife worlds!

freestone

Monday, November 02, 2015

nail polish kit

nail polish kit. here at my senior home a lady does nails.   just look at all of the colors.

Monday, October 26, 2015

fall.

a fall display here at the westminster oaks senior home, here in Tallahassee.

Wednesday, October 07, 2015

the red flower

the red flower, hibiscus, I think.   taken at Tallahassee Florida.